I want to say to her, what should I do if you leave like this?

This world is not worth your crying, not even me.

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Soon, Su Yulan was sent to the crematorium.

Lin Ruoli didn't go to see her off for the last ride, because she didn't dare.

That day, it rained and it was cloudy; She cried and her heart ached.

Later, Lin Ruoli decided to go to Su's house, she wanted to know why Su Yulan became like this, obviously not long ago, she was still smiling happily.

When she arrived at Su's house, she walked into the familiar room. She entered, and it was still as neat as usual, but a little more silent.

She walked slowly and walked to Su Yulan's study desk, she suddenly saw a key, she picked up the key, and then used it to open the cabinet on the study desk, and the cabinet opened.

She saw a bottle, a pack of cigarettes, and a notebook in the cupboard.

Then she took out the bottle and it said fluoxetine.

"Isn't fluoxetine a medicine for people with depression, why does Yulan have it." Lin Ruoli thought.

She took the notebook out of the cabinet and opened the first page, which read:

"Today is the first day of school, I'm looking forward to it, I don't know if Ruoli will adapt to the school environment, I hope she won't be bullied!"

"This must be Yulan's diary." Lin Ruoli thought.

Then she flipped back a few pages, and it wrote: "I don't know what's going on today, there is a girl blocking me in the toilet, and a boy blocking me after school, I thought there would be another big fight, but he was kind enough to let me go, I really don't understand, but Ruoli was picked up by her mother, I don't know if her mother will treat her well, it's really worrying." ”

Lin Ruoli read several pages in a row, but on one page, she found a clue: "Recently, I have smoked a lot of cigarettes, and I can't control myself more and more, I want to cry, why does my brother want to be so good to me, I don't want to marry him!" ”

"Recently, I have been getting more and more unable to control my emotions, and I am about to break down. I went to the supermarket and bought a knife, I used it to cut my arm, it really hurt, but it was nothing compared to my own thoughts, I cut and slashed, and I felt very comfortable. ”

"I recently seriously doubted whether I was sick, I went to the hospital for a check-up, the doctor said I was depressed, he prescribed me medicine, let me take it, and asked me to go to the hospital for psychological counseling, I didn't take medicine, I don't want to go to the hospital, I hate to live."

"Today, I am with He Mingjun, I am very happy, it is he who confessed to me. For his sake, I can't hurt myself anymore in the future. I don't know if the vows he made to me when he was a child still count, he said that he would marry me as a bride, and I was very happy, and it might come true one day in the future! ”

"The last few days have been so happy, we get tired of being together as soon as we get out of school. He said that he would be alone with me from now on, I was so happy, I was really lucky to meet him! ”

"I don't know what's going on lately, I'm always suspicious, I even suspect that Junjun doesn't love me anymore, he is always very slow to reply to my messages, and he has less time with me, he is a little indifferent, and I don't know what to do."

"I finally know, today I saw He Mingjun holding Xia Ziling, talking and laughing, I really wanted to ask him why, but I was afraid, afraid of the truth."

"Heh, today I went to look for He Mingjun, I asked him if he was like this, he smiled and said, it's what you saw, he said since you saw it, let's break up, I'm just playing with you. No, it's impossible, Junjun he won't lie to me, why, why did he do this, this must not be his willingness, it must be Xia Ziling, the bad woman who forced him to say this, it must be! ”

"Today, as if nothing had happened, I went to him again, and he said to me that since you want to continue, then I will continue with you. We're back together, and we're still as loving as ever, and no one knows, but he's changed. When he said that, I knew that he was a scumbag, he had been lying to me, to my feelings, to my tears, and it was all a lie. ”

"I'm completely broken, I can't live anymore, I can't accept such a deception, he doesn't love me anymore, but he is still by my side, looking at him, I hurt so much, my heart is like a knife, I want to leave, it's all fake, I want to leave here, leave this sad place."

"Today, I decided to jump off the building, I ......, I know I'm sorry for Ruoli, but Ruoli, if you see this diary, please don't give it to anyone, it's a secret that only you know, I'm sorry for you, don't be sad because of my departure, it's not worth it."

Seeing this, Lin Ruoli understood, everything was because of He Mingjun. She put her diary, medicine, and cigarettes in her schoolbag, and she left the Su family and returned to the Lin family.

When she arrived at the Lin family, she didn't see Jiang Liran. When she packed her luggage and was about to leave, Mother Lin called out to her and said, "Lin Ruoli, where are you going, who allowed you to go, hurry up and get back for me!" ”

Lin Ruoli stood there and didn't do it anyway, Mother Lin said it again, but she still didn't answer.

Maybe Mother Lin was angered by Lin Ruoli, she walked over quickly, grabbed Lin Ruoli and wanted to hit her, Lin Ruoli shook her arm, and Mother Lin fell to the ground.

Lin Ruoli half-turned her head and glared at her fiercely with murderous eyes: "You are enough, I respect you as my mother, so I don't fight back, you don't give me an inch, and besides, you are not Jiang Liran's own mother at all, right?" But why are you so kind to him, so cold-blooded to me, my own daughter? ”

"Because, you want to marry Jiang Liran's father, their Jiang family is very rich, if you can marry it, you won't have to worry about the glory and wealth in the second half of your life, am I right? I advise you, let's dispel this thought, Jiang Liran understands in his heart, you use your brain to think about it. ”

After speaking, Lin Ruoli dragged her luggage and left.