Do you have something on your mind, why do you seem so absent-minded? ”

Concubine Shu didn't rush to pick up the bowl, and Wei Zhaohua didn't rush to remind him, but just said softly. Concubine Shu shook her head slightly, her eyes fell on the unknown place, and it took a long time to react.

"I can't do anything on my mind, and I can't do anything. This life has never been for oneself to live. ”

Concubine Shu spoke softly, and Wei Zhaohua only felt endless pathos. Helplessly closed his eyes, and the drowsiness on his head made Wei Zhaohua have no way to ignore it. Seeing that Wei Zhaohua was asleep, Concubine Shu gently took away the pillow that Wei Zhaohua was leaning on, and carefully cleaned it up before her eyes fell on the broken medicine bowl on the ground.

Laughing softly at herself, Concubine Shu only felt bored. Everything in this world is tasteless, even the existence of this medicine bowl is not up to her. When she stretched out her hand to pick it up, she felt the pain in her heart, and when Concubine Shu looked at it again, she had already made a small cut. Bright red blood gushed out, saying that it was not big, but it was not small.

After packing up the things in the house, Concubine Shu gently closed the door and walked out.

Xin'er was standing on the side and sobbing softly, and when she saw Concubine Shu walking out, she wiped the tears on her face indiscriminately, even if her eyes were still red, she still didn't care, and hurriedly greeted her.

Qingzhou was worried about Wei Zhaohua inside, and just wanted to push the door in, but was stopped by Concubine Shu.

"What? Are you still worried that this palace will harm your mother? Concubine Shu said coldly, her tone indescribably cold.

Qingzhou was slightly stunned, although she had not been in the harem for a long time, and she had not had much contact with Concubine Shu, but she often heard people around her talking about Concubine Shu. Although she has a lighter temperament and doesn't like to fight, she has never heard of Concubine Shu having such a big temper with anyone, and Xin'er, who is still choking, can't help but be a little shocked when she sees Concubine Shu like this.

Before Qingzhou could react, Concubine Shu had already gently stretched out her hand, and Xin'er hurriedly took it and carefully helped Concubine Shu down the steps, "Your mother is asleep now, if someone is noisy for a while." Your mother's temper is still best known to you! What kind of consequences, weigh it yourself! ”

Qingzhou responded, and then took a few steps back, just standing quietly at Wei Zhaohua's door, watching Concubine Shu gradually leave, but the doubts in his heart only increased.

How can anyone who has gotten along with Wei Zhaohua have changed so much?

Concubine Shu walked on the road, and no one could see the faint red on her face, which was formed by nervousness. If it weren't for Concubine Shu herself, I am afraid she wouldn't have dared to believe that what happened just now would be what she did.

Women's etiquette should be held steadily, not spilled, and not messed around.

This is what she has been deeply taught since she was a child, how did she come to such a time, she should have memorized it by heart, but now she feels that these rules are boring, and even a little nonsense?

As a woman, shouldn't she be like Wei Zhaohua, free and easy? Even though there are many things that you can't help yourself, do you want to live as you like to the best of your ability?

"Mother, where are we going?"

Concubine Shu was distracted thinking about what happened just now, and when she heard Xin'er's words, she couldn't help but raise her head and look at the road in front of her, which turned out to be straight in the direction of the Li Zheng Palace! If it weren't for Xin'er's reminder, I'm afraid I would have walked in by now!

Xin'er looked at Concubine Shu suspiciously, with disbelief and a hint of fear in her eyes. Concubine Shu turned her face away, and just thought about turning away, but she didn't know why her steps became heavy, and she couldn't take a step.

"If Niangniang has something to say to General Wei Shao, why don't you go in and have a look?"

In the end, Xin'er, who was still on the side, saw Concubine Shu's intentions, and couldn't help but suggest. I was scolded and even scolded by Concubine Shu just now, and at this time I became extremely obedient, obviously not having any resistance or resentment from Concubine Shu's attitude.

Concubine Shu looked at the sign in the Li Zheng Palace, just through a door, she could see that person. She could even hear the shredded sound coming from inside, and the door opened with a gentle crack, but no matter how much she struggled, she never dared to step forward.

Sometimes what we are missing is probably the courage of a moment. After courage, it is a lifetime of misses.

"There's nothing to say, Hongu just happened to come this way, nothing else. Let's go back, we still have a lot of things to do in the palace. ”

Concubine Shu spoke, but for some reason she felt a little lonely. A lot of times that's the case, no matter how much you want to meet someone, you can't find the right reason to bother. He may be reading a book, he may be practicing martial arts, but at this time, he doesn't have time to see you.

Xin'er saw Concubine Shu say this, and was about to turn around and leave while holding Concubine Shu. Concubine Shu glanced deeply at the Li Zheng Hall, and couldn't see what the emotion was. When Xin'er saw it, she only felt that it seemed to be a little sad and complaining.

"It's the lady lady!"

Concubine Shu and Xin'er had just raised their feet when they heard a childish voice from behind. Even if you don't have to look back, Concubine Shu and Xin'er are also clear. Except for Wei Zhengyu, where is there any shadow of a child in this palace?

Wei Songting and Jing Ze chased Wei Zheng and wanted to come out, and they couldn't help but be a little surprised when they saw Concubine Shu standing outside.

Concubine Shu just wanted to pretend not to hear and speed up her pace in the direction of going back, but when she didn't want to hear the person's voice, she still couldn't ignore it. Even if you want to leave, you can't listen to your own steps.

"Since the lady lady has arrived at the door of the Lizheng Palace, why don't you go in and have a cup of tea? When I first arrived, I could only borrow flowers to offer Buddha. I got a lot of good tea from Zhaohua, if Concubine Shu doesn't dislike it, please? ”

Wei Songting's last word "please" was originally just polite, but I don't know why, and suddenly there was expectation.

If she had turned around, it would have been a different view. It is the flowers and plants around the main hall of Bili, which should be even more beautiful.

Jing Ze sensed that the situation was wrong, and after getting Wei Songting's permission, he hurriedly picked up Wei Zhengyu on the ground and walked towards the inside of the Lizheng Palace. Wei Songting looked at Concubine Shu's back, and only felt that after a long time, he finally loosened slightly.

"This palace is just going the wrong way, if it disturbs General Wei, please forgive me. There is no need to drink a cup of tea, and in the queen's Anyun Pavilion, the palace drinks a lot. Leave. ”

Concubine Shu opened her mouth lightly, but she didn't even turn around, and directly pulled Xin'er into the distance.

Before Wei Songting behind him could say anything, he was already gone. Wei Songting smiled helplessly, only feeling that he wanted to be empty in his heart.

Speaking of Concubine Shu's brisk walking, there is a bit of charm of running away. Obviously, it should be Xin'er who is supporting her, but at this moment, it is she who is pulling Xin'er's sleeve and walking all the way. Xin'er next to her was already out of breath, and Concubine Shu still felt unconscious, walking briskly.

"! Empress! General Wei Shao will not catch up! You're walking so fast, but it's not the direction we want to go back! ”

Xin'er gasped and couldn't help but speak, even with Concubine Shu, she reacted, looking at the scenery around her, she was too flustered just now, but she went the wrong way again.

Concubine Shu sighed lightly, I don't know why, in front of that person, no matter what, I can't do what I want to do, and I can't maintain the appearance I want to be.

"Niangniang, your complexion is not very good, why don't we go back first. If there is anything, think about it carefully, don't be in a hurry, and then exhaust your body. ”

Xin'er looked at Concubine Shu's appearance and hesitated for a moment before speaking to persuade. Today's concubine is different from the past, and she doesn't know if her words will cause her to dislike the concubine.

Concubine Shu looked at Xin'er's cautious appearance, and felt even more flustered in her heart. In the past, he listened to Xin'er's words and acted by himself, why is it that at this time, Xin'er looks at his eyes to do things? Could it be that he has become terrible for Xin'er?

After going around and around, the two finally returned to their dormitory. After Concubine Shu returned to the courtyard, she kept herself in the house, and Xin'er did not dare to come forward to disturb her, so it was not until dinner time that she finally mustered up the courage to go to the door.

"Mother, do you want to eat something, you haven't been out of the house for a day? Even if you don't think about others, you have to think about your own body! Whose body is beaten of iron and can stand without eating or drinking? ”

Xin'er said, I don't know why, I actually felt a little sad. Thinking of Concubine Shu's appearance at this time, I felt even more distressed, and I couldn't help crying.

After a while, Xin'er originally thought that Concubine Shu would ignore her words, and just as she wanted to turn away, she heard the sound of the door opening.

Seeing Concubine Shu's appearance, Xin'er almost cried, in order not to worry Concubine Shu, she hurriedly held back the tears in her eyes, and forcibly brought joy.

"The mother is finally willing to come out! The slave maid will let people prepare the meal! Eat more in a while! ”

Concubine Shu nodded indifferently, looking at Xin'er's appearance, but said nothing. Rao was like this, and Xin'er was already very satisfied, and hurriedly walked outside, obviously to prepare a meal.

Concubine Shu looked at the sky outside that was getting dark, and frowned helplessly. She did nothing in the room, just sat quietly. I used to think that sitting was boring, but now that I think about it, it is also a good choice to pass the time. Quietly, most of the day has passed.

But why, do you always feel that your heart is not satisfied, or that there is a place that feels empty?