I turned my head to look at Zi Yan, and her expression was not very natural, "Well, Mom, go ahead." I'll talk to Brother Qin Sheng first. ”

Aunt Liu turned around and went out, and I chatted with Zi Yan, but what made me strange was that as soon as I talked about my father and Uncle Liu, Zi Yan's face was full of unnaturalness, and she tried her best to stagger the topic. After studying with Master for so long, I naturally knew how to observe words and feelings, and I caught this little detail, "Zi Yan, why do I feel like you are hiding something from me?" ”

"Huh?? No, no, what am I hiding from you? ”

I'm right when I think about it, I haven't seen Zi Yan for ten years, and she can't hide anything from me. But I wondered why she kept silent about everything about my father and Uncle Liu, and even tried her best to stagger the topic.

The atmosphere cooled half of the time all of a sudden, "That, Brother Qin Sheng, it's not too early, I'll go back to the house and sleep first, you can rest early, and I'll pick you up tomorrow!" ”

"Well, okay, I'll go back to the old room and sleep in a moment."

"Good! Then I'll go out first. "Let's go out together." I got up from the chair, picked up my satchel, and walked out with Zi Yan, Zi Yan is only a little more than 1.7 meters tall, and my height is 1.83 meters, half a head taller than her, she seems to be a little sister next to me.

"Bye-bye and good night!"

"Well, good night."

I walked into the room where I used to live with my father, pulled the familiar lamp cord, closed the door, and lay down on the bed.

"Ahh This is the warmth of home, ten years, alas. I sighed, feeling a sense of sadness.

I don't know why, since I knocked on the door and came in, I felt a little unnatural all over my body, and I felt an indescribable sadness, not because of Master, I can't say this feeling.

Lying on the bed for a while, bored and cranky, thinking of today's conversation with Zi Yan, and thinking of Zi Yan's dodgy look when mentioning my father, my heart began to have an inexplicable panic, I had no sleepiness this night, this panic slowly swept in, I had a premonition that something bad was happening, and it turned out that my premonition was accurate.

In a panic, I felt a little cold on my body, so I picked up the futon and prepared to cover it, when my hand reached under the quilt, there was a cold thing crawling onto my hand, I sat up and almost screamed without mental preparation,

It turned out to be a tide insect, in the Northeast, this kind of insect can be seen everywhere, but most of them live underground, and they also need to hibernate in winter, and some insects that like warmth will burrow under the quilt of people who often don't live in people, so that they don't hibernate.

"No, this bug is usually only hidden under the quilt that no one has covered for a year or two, why is it here?" I muttered to myself, I couldn't sleep at first, but after this bug scared, I became more energetic, and I was bored and swept to my 80's TV.

Then watch TV, I stood up, walked to the TV, and turned the TV switch, and the TV was unexpected, the TV was not out.

"Oh, it's not plugged in."

Something is wrong, my father has never been in the habit of unplugging the power, and just now I found a tide insect under the quilt, which is obviously a scene where no one has lived here for a long time! My heart became more and more panicked, and my eyes swept to the backpack left by the master for me, I picked up the backpack, poured out the things in one go, and saw the five emperor money that the master gave me.

I casually used the five emperors' money to make a hexagram,

Yuan Heng, the chastity of the horse, is a hanging, but this hanging is not for everyone, it will only backfire for a person like me who is pure yin! I thought about this hexagram carefully, which means that the southwest will gain friends and the northeast will lose friends.

The original hanging means that the most thing should be like a horse to stick to it, which is beneficial to the southwest direction and unfavorable to the northeast direction. First confused and then winners, first confused and then dominated.

But the explanation put on me should be like this, I am like a lost horse, going to the southwest will have the answer I want, the northeast is unlucky, first lost and then won, I have been kept in the dark. Another kun hexagram, kun is the earth, and the earth is where it is now, that is to say, in the house, and in the southwest direction, there is the answer I want!

This hexagram tells me that my intuition is very accurate, and sure enough, something happened, I was frantically rummaging through the house at the moment, and found that everywhere was very clean and tidy, and it was often cleaned, basically spotless, and my father was not so fond of cleanliness, so it was a little weird! It adds a few more doubts to my heart!

I rummaged through my father's drawer and found the dragon soul ruler! Something so important, my father wouldn't have put it in a drawer! Although my father is a rough man, he has a very careful heart, and he knows that this thing is very important, and it has always been hidden somewhere else, and later I wanted to take it and see it.

Inside the drawer, I found something that made me feel like a bolt from the blue! Note!

I took it out like crazy and took a quick look at it while standing under the hanging light bulb.

That's right! This is my father's suicide note! Because my father is an uneducated person, I don't know a few big characters, many places are crooked, and more places are still marked in pinyin!

I want to be calm, calm down...

I read these suicide notes with a throbbing, and my father said in the suicide note that I was not his biological son, and also told me things that I didn't know before.

"Your Uncle Liu left earlier than me, he went out to buy goods that day, and was run over by a big truck on the way back, you went to apprentice, I can only chat with your Uncle Liu every day at home, do business together, after he left, I felt that I was empty, Yingzi's baby cried even more, every time I heard her cry, I was worried, like a needle pierced in the heart, your Uncle Liu is my friend who grew up wearing open crotch pants. Say no, it's gone. Since then, I feel uncomfortable every day, always drinking, your aunt stopped me from drinking, I didn't listen, and always secretly drank, that night I went to the thatched house, when I came back, I felt that it was dark in front of my eyes, and I fell at the door of the house, when your aunt found me, it was the next day, I went to see the doctor, the doctor said, I am in the advanced stage of liver cancer. There is no cure, I thought to myself, since the doctors have said that there is no cure, then I will also cure, spend less money, and leave you more. ”

Reading and reading, I was heartbroken and shed tears, my hands were already twitching, and tears fell on this somewhat yellowed paper.

"Son, you see this, don't feel uncomfortable, no matter what time it is, you have to remember, you are my own son, you are my Qin Gui's own son, I have no culture in my life, and I don't understand anything, but you have to know, we can't do anything that hurts heaven and reason, nothing is more precious than life, I went to the Taoist temple a few years ago to see you, Master Kun saw that my face was not good, gave me a pulse, led me into the house, took out dozens of small pills, let me eat one, I feel much better, Master Kun wants me to see you, But I don't dare to see you, because I'm a dying person, and I don't want to leave you with any negative impact on this. Master Kun promised to keep it a secret for me, so you also blame your master, if you want to blame, blame me,"

"The doctor said that I will not live for more than three months, but after taking the pill that Master Kun gave me, I have now lived more than two years now, and I have lived enough, that ruler, I told you where my aunt put it, I told her that after I died, put all these things in the drawer, if she forgot it, you can look for it."

"Master Kun told me everything about you, when you saw this suicide note, I'm afraid Master Kun has already broken off the relationship with you, but the father can't persuade you in person, it's really incompetent, son, don't be sad, Master Kun's hardships have been told to me, and I can't tell you, it's better for you to find out by yourself." Alas.. ”

Many places in my father were written in pinyin, and I wrote them directly.

My father ended with a tone word, I sat on the ground, holding this suicide note in my hand, I couldn't calm down for a long time, my mood, I don't know how to describe it, I can only say that it is very bad and very bad. At this moment, I had mixed feelings, a son missed his long-lost father, and after being abandoned by his master, he came back alone to see his father, but finally saw a suicide note.