Volume 1 021 Whose youth does not hurt
He was Gongsun Yan, the man who could run through almost my entire teenage memory.
He is five years older than me, and he is 29 years old, which is the golden age of men.
According to his mother, he did art exhibitions in France, was worth tens of millions, had a wealthy family, and was handsome, and there was never a shortage of women around him.
Because of a woman, we met.
Also because of a woman, we are separated.
I thought that I could face goodbye calmly, but when that familiar gaze hit my body softly, my heart still couldn't help but wave.
But more often than not, it's anger.
"Anzhi, you're awake." He put down his hand and sat down on the edge of my bed, reaching out to pinch my cheek.
This was the usual interaction between us, but at the moment, I was a little bored and turned my face awkwardly to the side.
"Why are you here?"
Holding the quilt, he shrank back again, and his body was clumped, adding a lot of security.
His slender fingers stopped in mid-air, embarrassed.
After half a ring, a hint of loss flashed in his eyes, and he quickly returned to his smile.
"Auntie called me and said that you fainted in Grandpa's tailor's shop, and she couldn't pick you up, so I happened to be passing by, so I came over."
"Then, thank you, Brother Gongsun."
"Anzhi, you don't ...... like this" He smiled bitterly, his face full of loneliness.
"Didn't you always call me Ayan? Besides, I'm not your brother....."
"Also, my aunt told me everything about you, although three months is a bit rushed, but don't worry, I will give you a grand wedding."
As he spoke, he took out a ring from his body and threatened to bring it to my hand.
But I raised my hand and knocked it over, and the ring worth a thousand gold flew out and lay alone on the ground.
Gongsun Yan's face was full of grievances, but he didn't get angry at me.
"Hehe, now it's not, Gongsun Yan, do you think I will still believe you?" For some reason, looking at his aggrieved appearance, I felt a burst of fire in my heart.
Everything that used to be, like a movie, lingers in my mind.
Childhood.
Because the two families are very close and my mother is busy, it can be said that every day when I come home from school, I will stay in Gongsun's jade shop for a long time, write homework under the guidance of Gongsun Yan, and eat the meals cooked by Gongsun Yan.
For more than ten years, I always thought that the man in front of me was the one who could stay with me for a lifetime, until that day, I took the notice to him to report the good news.
I want to tell him that I'm in college and I'm no longer the little girl who can only stand behind him and be protected.
It's just that the beginning was very beautiful, but the reality is a huge pot of dog blood.
I had a spare key and I was able to open the door without any problems.
As soon as I saw the floor covered with messy clothes, a black sexy hood, and a small lace-edged nena.
and, the ambiguous gasp that people can't ignore.
My face turned red at that moment, and I didn't even notice that the notice in my hand had fallen.
The demon sent the god to the hidden bedroom, and through the half-sized gap, he could see the scene inside.
If I'm not mistaken, the two people on the bed should be the new duty manager in Gongsun Yan's store, an urban beauty who has been in the workplace for a long time.
A lot of people say that there are too many things to see in the workplace, and I thought it was just talk.
Unexpectedly, as soon as I got the admission letter from the university, I was taught a good lesson.
The two of them were so engrossed that I didn't even notice it after standing for dozens of minutes.
I can't remember how I made a noise to stop them, "Good thing." ”
But I distinctly remember that when he found out that I existed, he was only slightly shocked for a moment, and then pulled me straight into the living room in his dressing gown.
Even, he explained to the woman inside: "Baby, wait a minute, my sister is here." ”
"Sister?"
I raised my eyebrows, shuddering two words out of my mouth.
But as usual, he reached out and touched my face, and there was a hint of musk on his slender hands.
"Why did you come all of a sudden? Don't tell me a word. ”
He was still so calm, smiling as if he was nothing.
He even took a card out of his bag and stuffed it into my hand and told me to buy myself something delicious.
I don't know how I got out of the room, but I remember everything he said.
When we met for the first time when I was five years old, I was left at his house by my mother, and I cried all afternoon, and he patted his chest and said that he would be by my side to protect me in the future.
When I was nine years old, I failed the exam and didn't dare to go back to my mother to sign, so he took me into his arms and comforted me that even if I didn't know anything, he would support me.
At the age of thirteen, after junior high school, I was pestered by the thugs and didn't dare to go home, it was he who appeared in front of me, with one enemy and six, domineering contempt for everyone, my people, don't want to hurt.
On my fifteenth birthday, he gave me a butterfly pendant and promised to be together when I was eighteen.
But at the age of eighteen, he gave me a big gift in this way.
In the face of questioning, there is only one sentence.
"Anzhi, you are still young, I am your brother."
.......
Since then, we have not seen each other again.
My mother said he had come to see me many times, but each time he was just standing downstairs.
It wasn't until my eighteenth birthday that he delivered me a gift.
It was a ring in white gold with heart-shaped diamonds.
Other than that, there is nothing else except the text messages of the New Year's routine.
Later, the family's business grew bigger and bigger, and the jade shop moved to the city center early.
There seems to be a connection between my mother and my aunt and grandson, but I never went to my grandson's house again.
I just heard that he went abroad, and then there was no news.
However, at this moment, this man who has disappeared for many years is sitting next to me, and what is even more ridiculous is that he even said that he wants to marry me?
"Gongsun Yan, have you been outside for a long time and your head is broken?" I raised my eyebrows, deliberately not taking the cup in his hand.
However, he was not annoyed, his face was full of patience, and even his movements did not change in the slightest.
"Anzhi, no matter what, I came back this time with sincerity."
"Sincerity?"
"Yes, I like you, so I'll marry you."
His expression was serious, and the diamond ring was also very large, at least 3 carats.
Just looking at that face, I couldn't be moved in the slightest, and even felt extremely disgusting.
"If you say you like it, I'll have to get married? Gongsun Yan, who do you think you are? Or do you think that I, Gu Anzhi, am a fool, and it is not enough to fall in a pit once, but also to go in a second time? ”
"Anzhi, I didn't mean that, you listen to my explanation....."
"Get out!"
I pulled the cup and yelled at him viciously.
With a shake of his hand, the hot water spilled on his valuable shirt, and instantly fainted into a water stain.
In his memory, he had a very serious cleanliness habit, and at this moment, although his face was still gentle, the gentleness in his eyes had faded a lot.
After a few moments, he reached out and picked up the ring on the ground, tucked the corner of the quilt for me, and got up to leave.
At the moment of closing the door, he turned around and smiled at me: "Anzhi, you have a good rest, I'll go prepare dinner first." ”
The door closed softly, taking away the panic from my heart.
I thought I would never see someone again in this life, but I appeared so lightly.
I looked up and saw that the book spread out on the table was the first gift he gave me when I was a child.
The memories are so vivid, but the reality has long been different.
It is impossible to say that there is no emotion at all.
After all, I have liked it for so many years and dreamed of being a princess for so many years.
But now, looking at that ring, I can't move anymore.
There was a chill in time, and when I looked down, I saw that the dragon eyes that were originally closed on the ring had actually opened.
Douda's eyes rolled at me, I don't know if it was my delusion, I actually saw a trace of dissatisfaction and anger in it.
But when I put my hand to my eyes to look, the faucet closed again.
Am I hallucinating?
Because I fainted for no reason, I called my mother and tried to get the man in the living room through her.
However, my mother replied very calmly over there: "Gu Anzhi, didn't I say it, who dares to ask you except Xiaoyan now?" Do you look at your blind date record? Well? ”
"Besides, didn't you follow someone's ass every day when you were a child and wanted to marry him?"
"Okay, I'm going to take a group, I won't come back for half a month, Xiaoyan is decorating his house, so I'll live in our house temporarily."
"Finally, I'll give you a message in friendship, that is, you are abnormal, so your man can only find an abnormal!"
After the mother finished speaking, she cut off the call directly.
When I called again, there was only a busy tone.
I rubbed my eyes, and sure enough, I saw a crumpled note under the pillow.
The black cursive script is very powerful, and it is the handwriting of my grandfather.
"An Zhi, grandpa didn't mean to scare you, it's just that since you have opened your eyes to heaven, you will have to face these things sooner or later, your mother is right, Gongsun Yan is a good boy, you are the best choice to be with him."
"And Xiao Luo, you'd better go as soon as possible, he may be in danger."
I pinched the note, and my heart seemed to be stuffed with catkins, and many things were piled up, and I couldn't figure it out.
Closing my eyes, the images of Gongsun Yan and Qin Luo alternately appeared in my mind.
For a moment, I even wondered if Qin Luo was Gongsun Yan and then wearing a mask?
But I soon overturned that idea.
If he was Qin Luo, how could he see me so calm?
Thinking of those embarrassing pictures in my dreams, I felt at ease for no reason. Before I knew it, I fell asleep again.
Until the evening, I was woken up hungry by the little guy in my belly.
Stroking my belly, I slipped out of the covers.
He put the diamond ring in the box and firmly pushed the door open.
Since some things are destined to be inescapable, it is better to break them early.
I just hope, my dear father child, that you will show up soon.