Chapter 134: Ji Xin's thoughts
"It's okay, come on, everything will pass." The strange woman smiled and gave Jiang Xiaojiu an encouraging hug, although she didn't know what the lovely woman had experienced, but it couldn't prevent her from giving her a little encouragement, cheering, passing on positive energy, and starting from her side.
The strange woman smiled and waved away. Jiang Xiaojiu clutched the tissue tightly in his hand, and his face was dry from crying, but his face finally had a different color.
After she experienced such a bloody and desperate thing, but there were two enthusiastic people who helped her, Jiang Xiaojiu was very grateful and moved.
"Thank you." Jiang Xiaojiu muttered. Jiang Xiaonan hid in a corner not far from Jiang Xiaojiu, looking at the rainbow on her face, as if relieved, and secretly happy that her mood had improved.
"I'll definitely do my best." Jiang Xiaojiu plucked up the courage for himself.
If you can't even face this little thing, how will you face the children's questions in the future? That's the biggest hurdle.
Jiang Xiaojiu finally overcame the helplessness and fear in his heart, took a deep breath, and with a little relaxation and a heavy heart, he finally took a complicated and heavy step, and walked towards yesterday's room step by step.
In fact, originally in the time he spent with Jiang Xiaonan, Jiang Xiaojiu thought that he had figured it out and thought that he would at least have the courage to face all this, but now, standing here, that unbearable scene appeared again in his mind.
One is her favorite husband, and the other is her best friend, they are lying in the same bed, and it is difficult to take steps.
The blood-red marks on the sheets appeared in my mind again and again, and I was a little dizzy again, how could this be?
pulled out a bitter smile, but tears fell down the jade-like face, Jiang Xiaojiu couldn't help but squat down, wrapping his hands around himself, as if he could protect himself in this way, so that he could be less painful.
Ignoring the surprised eyes of the pedestrians around him, Jiang Xiaojiu just shed tears wordlessly.
She cried, cried for the betrayal of her friend and lover.
She cried, crying about her cowardice and incompetence.
I obviously thought about it, come back here, return to this hotel, and face everything bravely, but now?
Jiang Xiaojiu, be brave! I told myself to be brave in my heart over and over again, but I couldn't overcome the hurdle in my heart.
Everyone understands many truths, and every time someone encounters something, they can always say a lot of truth to comfort, but when things really happen to themselves, they understand what it feels like.
Obviously, I also know that something has happened, and no matter what the result is, we have to face it, but how to face it?
People are emotional animals, rationality only exists when it is rational, when the heart is sad and sad, the sensibility in the heart will always expand wirelessly, so where does rationality come from? Jiang Xiaojiu couldn't convince herself, at this moment, she even hoped that Jiang Xiaonan hadn't left, so that she could still have a shoulder to rely on at this time.
However, he had driven out the only person he could rely on now.
At this moment, the only thing she can do is to hug herself tightly and give herself some warmth, even if she is abandoned by the whole world, she still has herself.
And himself, himself, Bei Yan bit his red lips tightly, and he was originally crying wordlessly, but at this time, he couldn't help but whimper.
Does she still have herself? Jiang Xiaojiu couldn't help but ask himself, as early as when he fell in love with Xu Chen, as early as when he married Xu Chen, he had already given himself to that person, and he had already handed over the whole world to that person.
Now, she seems to have accidentally lost Xu Chen, and now, she seems to have accidentally lost the world, and at the same time, she has lost herself.
In the past, as long as she entered that door, she could see the person she loved the most, but now that person has become the person who hurt her the most. She could no longer throw herself into that person's arms as happily as she had once been, and she could no longer smile at her with pleasure.
Xu Chen, did you lose me, or did I lose you?
Jiang Xiaojiu thought about it, and some of them cried, Jiang Xiaojiu cried, tears, sadness, and hesitation.
I don't know how long I have been crying, as if the tears have been exhausted, Jiang Xiaojiu raised his head a little numbly, his eyes were already red and swollen from crying, if Xu Chen saw her at this time, she was afraid that her heart would be broken, but Xu Chen didn't see it, but Jiang Xiaonan, who was hiding in the shadows, saw everything in his eyes.
How long Jiang Xiaojiu cried, how long Jiang Xiaonan stood there, Jiang Xiaojiu was hurt by love, and Jiang Xiaonan was also heartbroken by love.
At this moment, Jiang Xiaonan wanted to rush out and hug the girl, give her warmth, and wipe away her tears, but he couldn't.
Jiang Xiaojiu had already rejected him, he knew that it was always too late, when he first started to live in Jiang Xiaojiu in his heart, Jiang Xiaojiu's heart had already taken root and sprouted, and there was no room for him.
Therefore, all Jiang Xiaonan could do was watch her in the dark and accompany her.
Jiang Xiaojiu cried, he accompanied the heartache, if Jiang Xiaojiu smiled, he was also happy.
At this moment, Jiang Xiaonan understood that his love came, but his love was not to have, but to bless, from now on, all Jiang Xiaonan's joys, sorrows and sorrows came from a girl named Jiang Xiaojiu.
Now, Jiang Xiaonan just stood silently in the corner, watching the girl he loved silently wipe away her tears and stand up, watching her linger at the door of the hotel again and not dare to step in.
At this moment, Jiang Xiaonan's hope is not that Jiang Xiaojiu will die to the man named Xu Chen, and then fall in love with him, his only hope is that Xu Chen can still have a little conscience and be able to appear to give Jiang Xiaojiu some comfort.
Jiang Xiaonan hoped that Xu Chen would appear, but Jiang Xiaojiu still did not convince himself to enter the hotel, and was still waiting at the door of the hotel, waiting for Xu Chen to appear.
They are all waiting for Xu Chen, but what about Xu Chen's people?
Xu Chen had already been looking for Jiang Xiaojiu everywhere after recovering his strength, and he had been looking for it, looking for it, and he was already exhausted.
However, even if his body was tired, he couldn't worry about it in his heart, Xu Chen knew that Jiang Xiaojiu must be sad somewhere at this time.
Thinking that Jiang Xiaojiu would be sad, Xu Chen felt that his heart was aching like a pinprick. At this moment, he only regretted that he insisted on going out to find Jiang Xiaojiu when there was no incident, and only hated that he was too weak to delay for such a long time, and now, he has long lost Jiang Xiaojiu's traces, and he doesn't know how to find his Xiaojiu in an unfamiliar place.
Until this moment, Xu Chen was still wondering, his body had always been very good, but why was he so weak at the moment of chasing Jiang Xiaojiu, it stands to reason that he should be very energetic after sleeping all night, and why did he feel dizzy? Also, his drinking power has always been good, why would he get drunk after a few drinks in Ji Xin's room, and something like that happened, he didn't feel anything at all all night.
He felt that nothing had happened between him and Ji Xin, but the red mark on the bed still made him speechless.
I always felt that this matter was very weird, but in a hurry to find Jiang Xiaojiu, Xu Chen couldn't calm down and think about it at this time.
Xu Chen just wanted to, just wanted to find Jiang Xiaojiu as soon as possible, just wanted to tell Jiang Xiaojiu that he Xu Chen loved her Jiang Xiaojiu from beginning to end, he never wanted to betray Jiang Xiaojiu, never.
Xu Chen At this time, as long as Jiang Xiaojiu doesn't feel sad, as long as Jiang Xiaojiu believes in him, he just wants to get Jiang Xiaojiu, his Xiaojiu.
Xu Chen was anxiously looking for Jiang Xiaojiu at the moment, he guessed that Jiang Xiaojiu was sad and sad, but he didn't know that Jiang Xiaojiu was wandering around their hotel at the moment, waiting.
Xu Chen is wandering around the city like a lone wolf who has lost his partner, he is searching, looking for his wife, looking for his Xiao Jiu, he wants to explain to Xiao Jiu, tell her.
Jiang Xiaojiu, Xu Chen's love in this life, the only love!
The two who originally loved each other came to Sanya for a cheerful trip and to enhance their feelings for each other. But now, all that is left is pain and searching.
The two of them didn't know that everything they encountered came from the Ji Xin who came with them.
Ji Xin, when Xu Chen and Jiang Xiaojiu were in pain, Ji Xin was leisurely nesting on the bed in the hotel and on the net, at this moment, Ji Xin was very happy.
Her plan was successful, at this moment, Jiang Xiaojiu and Xu Chen would definitely be separated, so it was not in vain that she paid so much for Xu Chen.
In fact, a long time ago, Ji Xin fell in love with the sunny and handsome Xu Chen, but at that time, Xu Chen already had Jiang Xiaojiu.
Originally, Ji Xin thought that it would be easy to snatch Xu Chen from Jiang Xiaojiu's side with her intelligence and beauty, but Ji Xin didn't expect Xu Chen to love Jiang Xiaojiu so much that she turned a deaf ear to her beauty.
She Ji Xin is a recognized beauty in the school, but she lost to a little-known Jiang Xiaojiu, how can she be willing?
Ji Xin knew that as long as Jiang Xiaojiu was there, Xu Chen would definitely not like herself, her heart was like this, and if she wanted to get Xu Chen, she had to find a breakthrough from Jiang Xiaojiu.
Therefore, Ji Xin took the initiative to show favor to Jiang Xiaojiu, the simple Jiang Xiaojiu was easy to coax, and soon, Ji Xin won Jiang Xiaojiu's heart and became Jiang Xiaojiu's only good friend.
Jiang Xiaojiu didn't hide anything from her, and told her everything, since she became friends with Jiang Xiaojiu, Ji Xin knew everything between Jiang Xiaojiu and Xu Chen clearly.
The clearer he is, the more he holds a grudge, and the more he falls in love with Xu Chen. In Ji Xin's opinion, a good man like Xu Chen is only worthy of her Ji Xin, how can an ordinary woman like Jiang Xiaojiu be worthy of Xu Chen?
The idea of getting Xu Chen is getting stronger and stronger, especially whenever I see Xu Chen and Jiang Xiaojiu's affection, and see Jiang Xiaojiu's happy appearance, the jealousy in my heart grows like a prairie fire.
After planning for a long time, finally, this trip to Sanya gave her an opportunity.
Knowing Jiang Xiaojiu's trust and kindness, Ji Xin was not worried about Jiang Xiaojiu's threat to herself at all, the only thing that made her feel tricky was Xu Chen, but because of Jiang Xiaojiu, Xu Chen's vigilance against her had already been reduced to the minimum, so it was easy to drug Xu Chen.
To be honest, the plan went so smoothly that Ji Xin herself didn't expect it, she thought that there would be some twists and turns, but now it seems that she is really too worried.
became Jiang Xiaojiu's friend and already had a certain understanding of Jiang Xiaojiu, Ji Xin knew how big a blow Jiang Xiaojiu would be to seeing herself and Xu Chen lying in the same bed, and Xu Chen had missed the best opportunity if he didn't rush out to explain at the first time.
In this way, Ji Xin has been completely relieved, even if Xu Chen finds Jiang Xiaojiu at this time?
Jiang Xiaojiu, who was hit, was afraid that he had completely lost his heart and gave up Xu Chen.
Without Jiang Xiaojiu, how could Xu Chen not come back to find him obediently?
Ji Xin smiled proudly, Xu Chen, it's her Ji Xin's, she finally wants to get it!