Chapter 180: Escapism

Chu Xian stared at her watery eyes, met the man's cold eyes, and her expression was extremely serious and serious, not like she was lying, but Liang Qiwen's face changed several degrees.

"Fiber, have you ever thought about the people around you, for example, me."

Chu Xianning thought about the occurrence of this scene, it has been four years, she is not a fool, it is impossible not to feel Liang Qiwen's feelings for her, but she never thought that this scene would happen so suddenly, so that she didn't know what to say for a while, she thought she could be tactful, but it was so direct?

"Xianning, I can give you time to think about it, you don't have to answer me in such a hurry."

On Chu Xianning's face, Liang Qiwen only saw that he was dazed and at a loss, he had always been good at observing words and feelings, and he quickly changed his words, maybe he was deceiving himself, but maybe he was ...... This will give you some hope.

"Liang Qiwen."

Chu Xian stared at the back of the hurried departure, and hurriedly stopped.

"I don't want to drag it out like this anymore, I always feel that your matter is not good for you and me, if you don't make it clear, the misunderstanding will only get deeper in the future, I thank you for taking care of me in the past four years, you are very good to me and to Xiaobaozi, it's just ......"

"Filisation! Don't talk about it! ”

Liang Qiwen held his hands tightly, and his cold eyes had rare mood swings.

"Nope! I must say, it's just that I really never liked you, I know this fact is particularly cruel, but this is the truth, Liang Qiwen, thank you, but I can't delay you. ”

Chu Xianning raised her head and met those eyes without fear, the gold-rimmed frames were a little blurry, and what she saw from those eyes was injury, loneliness, and ...... The heart is dead.

"Xianning, can't you forget him after all?"

Liang Qiwen slowly lowered his head and asked softly, the long broken hair almost covered the beautiful eyes, making it impossible to see what Liang Qiwen was thinking at the moment.

"All I can say is, I don't know."

Chu Xian stared into the distance, her eyes were empty, she really didn't know, she didn't know what she was thinking.

"I see, Fiber, even then, we can be friends, can't we?"

After a long time, Liang Qiwen finally raised his head slowly, looked at the person in front of him, smiled at the corner of his mouth, and said slowly, but if you can look closely, you will find that the smile is very reluctant.

"Liang Qiwen, I'm really happy that you think so."

And after Chu Xianning listened to Liang Qiwen's words, a beautiful smile bloomed on her lips, this is Chu Xianning's long-lost smile, it is a relief from the depths of her heart, she doesn't have to be careful to disguise at all times, worrying about whether her actions will hurt others.

"Then let's go back."

Liang Qiwen's voice was very flat, but his eyebrows were full of sad haze, condensed, I'm sorry, I still lied to you, but you won't know how difficult it is to let go of someone, just as you still can't let go of Huo Chenglang in your heart.

In the past few days, Chu Xianning has been bored at home designing clothes, and it has been four years since the last time she designed men's clothing, and to this day, she can recall the scene in the DC competition.

At that time, she had friends, lovers, life, ideals, and goals.

"What are you thinking?"

Liang Qiwen looked at the woman in front of him in a daze, and couldn't help but ask softly, she has always been gentle with Chu Xianning, although he is a cold and serious barrister in front of his client.

"It's nothing, I'm just thinking about it, and it's weird to say that...... When I first arrived in Los Angeles, I didn't have that much nostalgia for the past, I just wanted to focus on design, forget the past, and start a new life, but now ......."

"I think about the past so often that it makes me feel like I'm going back right away."

Chu Xianning shook her head, the corners of her mouth smiled, she just smiled lightly, she actually didn't think about returning to S City at all, there are too many memories of her, although joy, but also sadness, joy can go to heaven, sadness can also make you go to hell, she doesn't like this kind of life, now it's a good day.

It's bland, but it's stable.

"Xianning, maybe you'll go back soon, the world is unpredictable, and fate is impermanent."

Liang Qiwen helped the gold-rimmed eyes, put down the book in his hand, held his chin, and said interestingly.

"Liang Qiwen, then you really think too much, it's impossible for me to go back."

Chu Xianning said affirmatively, she has actually been thinking about such a question in her heart, she came to Los Angeles four years ago without saying goodbye, will that man ever look for her, or ......

Forget it, don't think about it.

When Chu Xianning recalled this conversation with Liang Qiwen again many years later, she couldn't help but sigh again and again, what she thought was a joke at that time turned out to be a prophecy in the end.

"Okay, no matter what you do, I support your decisions and choices, how are you doing, I'll show you?"

Liang Qiwen raised his eyebrows, his cold eyes stared at the focused woman in front of him, for so many years, he ran to Los Angeles whenever he was free, it seemed that only when he saw Chu Xianning, his life was meaningful.

"I drew it...... It's almost done, but now it's a matter of coloring, and I don't know what color to use as the accent color for this outfit. ”

Chu Xianning touched his chin and said contemplatively, this dress is made of Scottish plaid design as the main element, and the simple design is not lacking in fashion, whether it is pants or vest jacket, it is very slim and full of college style.

"I think so...... What about black? ”

Liang Qiwen's words really surprised Chu Xianning, after all, with this kind of college-style clothes, she thought that Liang Qiwen would definitely choose some warm brown or haze blue!

"Although it's a preppy design, it's a magazine shoot after all, otherwise the general ordinary background color is the keynote, isn't it a little too ordinary?"

Liang Qiwen seemed to be able to guess what Chu Xianning was thinking, but these words really shocked Chu Xianning, when did the word ordinary appear on her body?

It's been four years, and she is no longer the vigorous and resolute design director she was at the beginning, ordinary design, decent, and up to the point, and her evaluation is no longer bold, but ordinary.

"Fibrilation...... I actually understand what is going on in your heart, and sometimes it's better not to deceive your heart......"