This afternoon, Yingchun has been crooked on the couch, his eyes closed. Si Zhu didn't know if Yingchun was asleep or recuperating. The girls didn't dare to disturb easily, and several of them were cautious.

Approaching the end of the day, Sun Shaozu returned. As soon as Sun Shaozu entered the house, he felt something strange. There is no light in the house of Yingchun, and generally at this time, Yingchun has already let the girls light the lamp. Looking at the looks of a few girls again, they were also quite nervous. Sun Shaozu frowned and asked Xiao Cui, who was standing at the door, "Has your wife been able to eat?" ”

Cui shook her head.

Sun Shaozu looked at the lifeless front hall and walked inside. In the middle, Yingchun was lying on the couch, his eyes closed, as if he was asleep. Reflecting the last rays of the sunset, half of the face of the spring greeting looks a little yellow, while the other half of the face is hidden in the dark. Sun Shaozu stepped forward and gently touched Yingchun's forehead, but Yingchun turned his body inside.

"But what's wrong with it?" Sun Shaozu was a little nervous, afraid that Yingchun would have any more accidents, seeing Yingchun turn inside, Sun Shaozu's heart was a little relieved, he lowered his face and leaned to Yingchun's face, "Why didn't you let the girl light the lamp?" ”

"No, you don't." Yingchun pushed Sun Shaozu away and sat up, looking at Sun Shaozu fixedly, "I just want to talk to you today." ”

Sun Shaozu smiled, "Let's eat, it's not too late to talk after eating." ”

"No need, I won't eat."

Sun Shaozu frowned, "Yingchun, you are not so unreasonable, you have always been very understanding, the family is now messy enough, but what kind of petty nature are you playing?" ”

Yingchun laughed, but the smile was distorted, like a mirror that was about to break. "No, I've always been supposed to be reasonable, I've always been supposed to be empathetic. However, I'm sorry, that wasn't my intention, not my original intention when I first came to Sun's Mansion. ”

Sun Shaozu was quite surprised, "You...... What's wrong? ”

Yingchun's eyelids drooped, and he said slowly, "Let's start from the day I got married to you." On the day of my wedding, I found out that the person I was going to marry was you. Your rumors outside are very bad, I hate me and resent, I made a big fuss in Jiafu. The eldest lord persuaded me to marry you, not for anything else, for the girls around me, and for the reputation of my sisters in Jiafuli. I'm like this, holding you even if I die, I will pull you to make a quilt, and get on the sedan chair that you carried over from your grandson's mansion. ”

Yingchun took a deep breath, "I came prepared, I prepared your things, and it's not the same." When I see your face turn pork liver red, I don't know how happy and happy I am. If you divorce me, the better! I'll take the girls and leave. However, you didn't divorce me, honestly, I don't know why, but certainly not because you love me. At that time, I didn't love you either. ”

"Later, I found out that you are different, you are very different from the rumors outside, you are very talented, you stroke the piano so well, listening to it makes me forget where I am. You are also very tolerant, endure me again and again, endure my arrogance, and endure my sprinkling. You are also very gentle, you have held me in the palm of your hand since you were with me. Let me grow up so much, except for my mother, for the first time, I feel love and warmth. I am secretly happy for myself in my heart, God has treated me well, and sent you to me. Tie you to my side and seam you into my heart. ”

The room was already dark, and Sun Shaozu couldn't see Yingchun's expression clearly, only hearing Yingchun's faint sigh. A little sweat suddenly oozed from his forehead, and a chill rolled up all over his body. Don't? What happened?

Yingchun continued, "I really wish I could live forever in the old days and be a happy woman who loves you. Yingchun sniffed, Sun Shaozu was a little panicked, she cried!

Sun Shaozu was just about to step forward, but was stopped by Yingchun.

"Just stand there, don't move, I'm not done yet." Yingchun's voice came from the darkness, "But, I was wrong, I was very wrong, I was so wrong that I was out of control, you married me, treated me well, and spoiled me, all because of some ulterior motives of you." I, Jia Yingchun, am just a chess piece for you, a poor chess piece that you play with in your hands. How ridiculous I am, I have always wanted to grow old with you, but before my life is over, I found out that I fell in love with the wrong person......"

Sun Shaozu's chest seemed to be really blocked by a ball of cotton, and he couldn't breathe.

Yingchun continued, "Sun Shaozu, you don't have to explain everything, because of your words, I don't want to hear a word anymore...... Once upon a time, I had heard too much. ”

Yingchun stood up, "From now on, I will still be your wife, but there is a deadline, when Ling'er wakes up, I will take the girl away, and the resignation book is also ready-made, so I don't have to trouble you anymore." ”

After Yingchun finished speaking, he raised his feet and walked out, Sun Shaozu grabbed Yingchun's wrist behind Yingchun, and his voice was bitter, "Yingchun, I know I'm wrong, but you should give me a chance......"

Ying Chun didn't reply, his voice was cold and abnormal, "Lord Sun, please respect yourself, I, I won't waste any more time entangled with you, I just need to shout is enough." If you want your mother to hear the rumors of our quarrel at this time, you can just pull me. ”

Sun Shaozu didn't let go of Yingchun, but his tone was full of pleading, "Yingchun...... Don't be so cruel to me, okay? ”

Yingchun giggled, in such a dark room, Yingchun's laughter seemed a little creepy, and finally, Yingchun's laughter became silent, and was faintly replaced by sobbing.

Sun Shaozu's muscles flared up, and he wanted to step forward to hug this woman, but it seemed that his feet were taking root and he couldn't move.

After a long time, Yingchun shook off Sun Shaozu's hand, "Lord Sun, if you say cruelty, I think you are better than me?" ”

After Yingchun finished speaking, he walked out of the room and called Si Zhu one after another, "Si Zhu, hold the lamp, set the meal, I'm hungry." ”

Sun Shaozu in the middle closed his eyes fiercely, what he didn't want to happen the most still happened. The woman he loved the most still left him. Sun Shaozu's heart was like a knife, and he was in great pain.

Is there one? Is there a regret pill in this world? If there is, even if it is ten thousand taels of gold, he will buy it back and eat it.

During a meal, Sun Shaozu never picked up his chopsticks, and his eyes never left Yingchun's face. Yingchun ate extremely happily and ate extremely heartlessly. However, Sun Shaozu still shed a tear when he saw Yingchun turn his back to serve the soup. Only one drop, and when he turned around again, Yingchun was already calm.

Sun Shaozu's hand on his lap clenched his robe tightly, he was not afraid of her making trouble, not afraid of her scolding, not afraid of her squeezing herself, not afraid of her playing tricks. What I was afraid of was that he was sitting across from her, but there was nothing in his eyes, as if he was a piece of air, insignificant air.

After dinner, Sun Shaozu never ate a bite, but Yingchun ate a lot. After eating, Yingchun stood up, took the cotton towel in Si Zhu's hand, wiped his mouth, and turned around and entered the inner room.

Does she really have such a good appetite? He wouldn't believe it. The more she did this, the more sad he became. Sun Shaozu was not interested in the dishes on the table, waved his hand, and Si Zhu and the girls withdrew the dishes.

Sun Shaozu walked into the room, and Yingchun was sitting on the small kang and drawing patterns against the lamp. Sun Shaozu sat opposite Yingchun, his brows tightened, "Ying'er, I want to have a good talk with you." ”

Yingchun raised his head, but instead of looking at Sun Shaozu, he looked at the door of the inner room, and shouted outward, "Sizhu, come here, how do you describe this pattern?" ”

Si Zhu came in, looked at Sun Shaozu with an embarrassed face, and walked in front of Yingchun with his head down, "Madam, it's late, it's not too late to describe it tomorrow." ”

"What? Your wings are stiff and you don't listen to me, can't you? Yingchun raised his eyebrows, Si Zhu hurriedly lowered his head, not daring to say another word.

This night, Yingchun and Si Zhu painted the patterns until the second watch and never stopped. Sun Shaozu sat on the side and watched the two of them draw patterns, and when the dull sound of the drum came from afar, Sun Shaozu let out a long sigh and stood up, "I...... Go to Aunt Chen's old yard tonight, you ...... Go to bed early. ”

Yingchun didn't raise his head, and continued to draw patterns.

Sun Shaozu looked at Yingchun, with a helpless face, he walked out of Yingchun's main room.

When Sun Shaozu's figure disappeared at the gate, the tears in Yingchun's eyes slipped again, she hurriedly wiped it with a handkerchief, and said to Si Zhu: "Lock the courtyard door, you can sleep on the small kang in the middle today." ”

Early the next morning, after the water silk came to set up the rules, Yingchun went to Mrs. Sun's place. Mrs. Sun had just had breakfast, and when she saw Yingchun coming, she smiled and gossiped with Yingchun. "I haven't seen Ling'er's kid for two days? What did she do? ”

Yingchun said to Mrs. Sun that she had already thought about, "Mother, that's the case, my body has not been good, Ling Er was anxious when she saw it, she made a vow to pray for me in Ciyun Nunnery, enshrine the Buddha statue of the Oriental Pure Glass World Medicine Master Glass Light Rulai, recite the Medicine Master Sutra of Sanqi, and ask me to have a good body, and then have a bead fetus." I didn't want her to go, just find someone to replace her, but this child has to say that the children want to go to work, she is my daughter, and it is natural that filial piety will move the Buddha Shakya, and my illness will get better quickly, and I don't know. ”

Mrs. Sun smiled, "In the end, it is a daughter's intimacy, look at Ling'er, you know at a young age that you will ask the Buddha to bless you, and you will really be blessed." ”

Yingchun reluctantly laughed with him.

"That's it, Ying'er, if you're free, you go and take a look, don't be short of anything, if you have it, I'll also add some sesame oil money, you can take it with you."

Spring is busy.

"The people serving Ling'er over there have been properly arranged?"

"When I go back to my mother, I think it's all the mother-in-law and daughter-in-law girls picked out by the daughter-in-law, and the few clever little girls walking outside are chosen by the master."

Old Lady Sun nodded, "That's good, after all, Ling'er is still a girl's family, so you have to be more careful." ”

"Yes."

Mrs. Sun didn't say anything more, and Yingchun withdrew. Yingchun came out of Mrs. Sun and went to Yuling's yard, and Huaijiao just pried Yuling's mouth and fed some medicine.

"Ma'am." Huaijiao saw that the spring was coming, and was busy giving gifts.

"Is the big girl better?"

Huaijiao lowered his head, "The medicine was fed in, but I didn't see the eldest girl wake up." ”

Yingchun sat next to Yuling and looked at Yuling's closed eyes. Recently, everything seemed to have smashed into the weakest part of her heart, so that she didn't even have a chance to parry. Yingchun stroked the flowing sea on Yuling's forehead, "Ling'er, wake up quickly, mother is so scared ......"