Chapter 508: Purpose
Lu Xingchen is a smart person, she will never be impulsive because of her feelings, she will calmly analyze the pros and cons of the whole thing, and then let herself rationally judge whether she should do it or not, if all the analysis shows that the disadvantages of the whole thing have been good, then Lu Xingchen will not be able to do this thing at all, he will only restrain himself, and then do something beneficial to himself.
Lu Xingshuang is completely different from Lu Xingchen, this may be the main reason for the breakup of the two sisters, the two of them have not said some cruel words to each other, but the subtle atmosphere between them can be felt, the feelings between the two of them have completely changed, such emotions are fermented between the two people, and the feelings between them have begun to change slowly, they used to love each other, but then they began to gradually distance themselves, and then they couldn't get used to each other's lifestyles. Lu Xingchen felt that Lu Xingshuang was too presumptuous, and she also felt that her sister was not a fugue lamp at all, and she pretended to be a timid person on the surface, but in fact it was not like this, she had already seen that Lu Xingshuang's sister was actually very heavy-minded, but she couldn't say all the things, as long as she could understand this sister's true thoughts, and although this sister's mind was deep, as long as she was stubborn, nothing could stop her. This is Lu Xingchen's favorite place, because then they have no power to compete with her, and now she sees that her father is starting to be disappointed in his sister, this is the first step, she wants far more than that, she doesn't want her name to be obscured by Lu Xingshuang's name forever.
Lu Xingchen actually loved Hu the most before was her sister, when she was a child, she was simple-minded, and she didn't know the meaning of preference at all, but until Lu Xingshuang did something wrong, her father never punished her, once she did something wrong, she would be reprimanded, and even sometimes if she made a big mistake, she would be beaten, so the contrast made her unbearable at all, she didn't know why her father only beat her and didn't beat her sister at that time, now she knows, it turns out that in their hearts, her sister still has some use value, She knew that she had praised her sister for her good looks since she was a child, and no one would say that her sister was good-looking, she always said that she was sensible, and then praised her sister for being beautiful, at that time, she didn't know that this was a difference, and she still treated her sister the same as before, but later, she gradually understood that it was because she was not good-looking, so she was treated unfairly.
Someone told her before that because she was the boss, she should let her sister a little bit, and not bully her sister or anything like that, so Lu Xingchen has always been better to her sister than anyone else, every time her sister made a mistake, she also covered up the past for her, but in exchange for only her father's reprimand.
This kind of situation does not just happen once or twice, every time it is like this, Lu Xingchen will silently enlighten himself in his heart not to let himself be angry with his sister because of these things.
It wasn't until she later found out that when she was punished, her father was holding her sister and playing happily outside, and at that moment, her mind quietly changed.
These to you Amen directly led to the relationship between them of course began to slowly break down, although these are all Lu Xingchen unwilling, but she also wants to see him want to prove that she is definitely better than her sister, she has always been a hard-working child, relative to Lu Xingshuang, her efforts are not little by little, but accumulation, such efforts can not be exchanged for praise from everyone, still pay attention to the driver's sister, just because she is more coquettish, so everyone is very happy to see her, but she didn't understand, she obviously worked so hard, just because she didn't cry much, so everyone began to ignore him, and all their eyes turned to their sister, she really didn't understand at all, why it was like this, and she didn't understand what a good child looked like in the eyes of adults.
Obviously, my sister loves to cry the most, and sometimes she is willful, but she herself endures it once something happens, and she is a child who makes others have no troubles. Isn't it a mistake to make such an effort?
Lu Xingchen has a lot of questions, but every time people ask questions, they revolve around his sister's love of coquettishness, so more people like him, and he is silent. Instead, it was ignored.
Lu Xingchen's heart gradually began to distort, she began to care about other people's thoughts, and began to let herself carefully consider the intention of other people's every word, so that they could understand that she was actually the person with a smart mouth and a person who did not annoy people.
In fact, no one is right or wrong in this matter, everyone's character determines her fate, obviously some people keep to themselves all their lives, and in the end there is still no good end, but now it makes people so ugly, this is the reason for the character, some people are extremely reckless, but they will always find opportunities in unexpected places, this is the so-called fate.
Lu Xingchen is the one who works hard, she endured all the unfairness silently at the beginning, and on the surface she is still very concerned about her sister, but her inner thoughts are not like this, she wants more attention, who she wants to arouse, so that they can understand that her sister is the most capable person.
Lu Xingchen succeeded, she wore a different mask to meet different people every day, and finally basically got to know the people in this circle, her proper words and demeanor added a lot of luster to her popularity, and her heart was tired, but there was no way, she knew what she was asking for, and she also knew what she was trying to do to get close to them, so at such a time, she just wanted to contact these people earlier. Then make a proper effort, with a mask to shuttle between these people she is very tired every day, even lying in the creation or maintaining a tight mentality, she knows that her personality has changed a lot, but she likes this change in herself, because this kind of change is really very normal in her opinion, who will not learn to grow after experiencing some things, and then be a better self.
Even if this self is illusory, it is also her willing, who made her request different from Lu Xingshuang's, Lu Xingshuang always pursues something that is difficult to achieve, unlike her, all his goals are still very direct, although he is very tired. But after seeing that her efforts were still effective, she was still happy in her heart, at least now no one would say that she was inferior to Lu Xingshuang, and some people would say that her sister was really too jet lag compared to her, this is Lu Xingchen's purpose is that she has achieved it now.