"Brother, do you know, I used to be very, very jealous of you, because those other children laughed at me and said, "Brother, you are so perfect and excellent, how can a person like me deserve to be your sister."

"Don't lie to me anymore, I overheard the doctors and uncles say that I can't be cured of this disease."

"It costs a lot of money every day to keep me alive."

"They all said, it's better for me to die early, dragging my parents, and my brother is a burden, worse than a child picked up from the trash can."

The picture in front of him gradually blurred and shattered, and in the sense of weightlessness, Lu Xiubai could vaguely hear a young child's voice lying on his shoulder sobbing and muttering.

The shackles and memories that I didn't know were shattered so suddenly.

He once picked up a picture of the whole family that Lu Baizhi threw in the trash can and crumpled it into a ball, and the figure representing his parents was carved with an ugly red cross, and in the whole dark color, only his brother was the only bright.

She said she hated her parents' selfishness.

"Actually, I quietly asked the doctor uncle if they were wrong."

"Only my brother is a miracle in a million, but I am a defective product destined to be defective."

"Should I have been born so ugly, no, even if my parents have one more child, I don't need to suffer like this alone."

"You know, it's my brother, you're too dazzling."

He watched Lu Baizhi become more and more silent day by day, looking at obscure books that did not match his age at all, and his behavior became more and more abnormal, until that day, he picked up her diary.

The first sentence on the back cover is:

- I suddenly understood the happiness of my parents.

- I'm glad to have the same blood as my brother, and there is no one closer to me in the world, who should be mine, even if I can't have it.

- I will also make you remember me forever, brother.

The sudden feeling of weightlessness disappeared suddenly, and the pain and dizziness in his mind like a pinprick made Lu Xiubai couldn't help but snort, he leaned sideways against the wall and gasped, as if he couldn't even support his body.

"White Branch...... No way. ”

The situation in front of him changed again, and the thin and weak girl walked towards him step by step, the clothes on her body slipped to her feet one by one, and under the miserable white fluorescent lamp, the dark red scabbed wound lined off a large sickly white.

The eleven-year-old body has vaguely outlined the graceful outline of a girl.

"Just like Mom and Dad."

"Brother, take me, before I die."

The girl slowly crouched over the stiff boy, blood dripping from her mouth and nose, staining his clothes red.

"No...... Bai Zhi, calm down, I am your brother, it is not your fault that you were born like this, no matter how hard and difficult it is, we will not give up on you. ”

"You...... You don't do something that will make you regret it, yes, call the doctor, call the doctor. ”

Feeling the girl's weakened body on the verge of collapse, he didn't even dare to resist vigorously, but Lu Baizhi just looked at the faint crimson at the tip of his ear in a daze, and chuckled.

"No...... Falling in love is not a sin in itself, it's like parents, it's like us. ”

"It doesn't matter about secular rituals, even the gods will forgive me just because of this suffering, right?"

"Brother, I love you, what about the kinship, if your parents can break it, we can too."

The girl struggled to prop up her body and lay down in his ear, her voice soft like a whisper between lovers, mixed with poppy-like poison, slowly luring him down.

The light in the young man's eyes trembled uncertainly, listening to his almost uncontrollable heartbeat, the girl's soft and thin body clinging to him, and the faint fragrance lingered on the tip of his nose.

But after all, he bit the tip of his tongue violently and came to his senses, quickly took off the clothes on his body and wrapped her tightly.

"I'll call the doctor."

"Bai Zhi, you are still young, there are some things, you will understand when you grow up."

"There are some mistakes that cannot be repeated."