Life is always full of unpredictability. Mother, when she died, she would never have thought that she would change from a wife to a concubine, and I would change from a concubine to a concubine.

The sorrow of going from son-in-law to concubine is probably only something I can understand, and the beginning of this tragedy was when my great father, greedy for glory, married a vicious woman from another family.

I don't know if my father regretted marrying this woman home, but it is true that this woman brought power and stability to my father, but my father should have lost more things.

Although she became her father's wife, the woman was not satisfied at all, she still couldn't tolerate her mother, she poisoned her and killed her.

The father knew the truth of everything, but he needed that woman, and she tolerated everything she did.

Soon after, the woman gave birth to a son, my younger brother, who became the favored concubine of all, and I became the humble concubine.

But I knew that it was impossible for that woman to win her father's heart.

Soon after, my father's heart was completely given to the fourth aunt, a woman as gentle as water, and I also had a lovely sister.

The fourth aunt treated me very well, and she made me feel the warmth of my mother again after my mother's death.

At that time, she would hold her sister and take me to sit by the lake and watch the lake water, she said, hoping that her sister would also be as clear and transparent as the lake.

I snuggled up to her and called her mother.

I didn't expect that my unintentional act would actually fall into the ears of someone with a heart, that woman taught the fourth aunt a lesson, it stands to reason, I can only call that woman's mother.

This is the first time that my father has lost his temper with that woman, and the fourth aunt, the woman that my father is determined to protect, is not something that that woman can easily understand.

It's just that my father's care will only arouse the woman's more and more jealousy, and I can see things that I can understand, why can't my father understand it?

But because of that woman's relationship, I met Shangguan Zixuan, a person who is also from the Shangguan family, but is a person who comes out of the mud and is not stained. He was simple, kind, and a friend worth making.

And he seems to have fallen in love with my favorite little sister.

Their relationship was so good that I almost became jealous.

If Xun'er can marry Shangguan, it would be good, I hope they can be together.

It's just that I don't know why, Shangguan will say goodbye without saying goodbye. The fourth sister was very sad, she pulled my sleeve and begged me to get Shangguan back.

I had no choice but to chase after me on horseback. Shangguan left with his grandfather, and it was only about a month after not seeing Shangguan, but I didn't expect him to change so much, I almost didn't recognize him.

How to say, his eyes were no longer as clear as before, his eyes were gray, like dead ashes, what had happened. But he didn't tell me what had happened, he just told me that he was going to go on a trip, to a far, far away place.

I went back and told the fourth sister what happened, but the fourth sister didn't cry, she said that she would always come back one day.

But the fourth sister didn't wait for Shangguan to come back after all. The fourth aunt was framed by that woman, could it be that the father had some handle that fell into the hands of that woman, otherwise the father would not have easily let people hurt the fourth aunt, but the fourth aunt and the fourth sister were still sent back to Luoyang together.

On the way, the group encountered bandits, and the mother and daughter died.

When I received this news, my father seemed to be ten years old in an instant, and I just sneered in my heart, didn't he cause all this?

It's just that I know that this woman can be so rampant, then I have to be more careful, no one can protect me, except myself.

But during an outing, I was still framed by that woman, she sent someone to hunt me down, and in the end it was the people from Fengyinglou who rescued me, where I met Li Zhi, the second prince of Wei, and he said that he looked at me very pleasantly and wanted to help me.

And here, I actually found Xun'er's figure, but I didn't say it, and I didn't tell Xun'er about my existence, at this time when I went back, I must not be able to escape the clutches of that woman, rather than this, it is better to take it in the Wind Shadow Building, it is bitter, but I can learn the ability to protect myself.

Despite this, I still know that I am Daxiang's person, Daxiang and Wei are incompatible, and I don't want to be with Li Zhi.

After returning to Daxiang, I began to sharpen myself, while practicing martial arts, while accumulating my own strength, of course, Li Zhi's help is indispensable, I know what he wants to get from me, I don't reject his help, but in the end he will get nothing from me, one day, I will impress all the people, make the woman regret what she did, in order to reduce the woman's vigilance, I must also pretend to be a weak boy during the day, only know the appearance of dancing and ink.

But that woman, all her efforts were spent on my brother, but he was still an immature person after all.

The days passed, and one day, the fourth sister suddenly came back.

She came back with a body of hatred, and a body of coldness. Did that place really change her so much?

I recognized her at first sight, and I knew that the Shangguan next to me still recognized the fourth sister at a glance, can their relationship still be the same?

I can make any excuses for myself, but my ultimate goal is to hope that my most beloved sister and the best Russian brother can be together.

My good brother is in trouble, and I can watch with satisfaction the woman's anxious appearance, which is not enough, I will definitely drive her crazy little by little, so that she can feel, of course, how desperate my mother is.

I can see that His Majesty wants to deal with the Elder Pavilion and the Four Great Families, and if you want the Murong Family to exist for a long time, you can only rely on Your Majesty's wings, and my father will leave everything to me.

It's a pity that the fourth sister was not able to be with Shangguan after all, and with a holy decree, she married in place and married into the Qin Palace.

King Qin, how to say it, this man has the ability, if he is fallen in love with such a Russian man, he will naturally be cared for for a lifetime, but if he can't fall in love, then only loneliness awaits her in the future.

But things have developed to this point, which is beyond my control, and I can only lament the impermanence of fate.

Happiness and unhappiness are sometimes not a thought?

Shangguan looks better than me.

I know that revenge has slowly begun, that woman has been driven into a desperate situation after all, the son she has been thinking about is dead, she herself is starting to go crazy, I don't want her to die, but she is better than dead. She killed my two mothers.

I thought I hated the Murong family, I thought I hated my father.

Because of my father's relationship, I lost two mothers and lost everything. And the people of the Murong family are so shameless, when I was still a sister-in-law, they begged me to please me, and after I became a concubine, I was completely trampled into the mud.

But when my father handed over the Shangguan family to me, I still carefully protected this family that gave me a taste of the warmth and coldness of others.

Sometimes, I don't know what I want. What I want is destruction or recognition.

Sometimes, when I am with Shangguan, I will see hatred and helplessness in his eyes, but this man is kind after all, when I think he will ruin everything because of his hatred, he will use his reason to return, even if he is hurt, she will make other people's knives warm, this is Shangguan, such a man, how cruel God is to him.

What happened to Shangguan back then?

I didn't expect that one day I would sacrifice for the Shangguan family. Junru, this woman who married me with a purpose, I didn't expect that I would marry someone who I had no feelings for at all.