Chapter 22 Ten years of lovesickness
"Really?!" Where can Zhuo Nianqi be so calm as a child, he jumped off the chair with a "whoosh" and ran to Xu Yueqing's side, "Qingqing, Qingqing, are you really not leaving?!" ”
Xu Yueqing glanced at Zhuo Xiangyu before saying to Zhuo Nianqi: "Well, don't go." However, I am not staying as the mistress of this home, but as your governess. ”
"What does that mean?" Zhuo Xiangyu's hand holding the chopsticks tightened, staring at Xu Yueqing.
"Meaning, I believe you didn't lie to me, but I can't accept that I'm your wife at once." Xu Yueqing said what she thought after careful consideration in the study, "President, no, Zhuo Xiangyu, I don't know if I will remember the past in the future, but before I remember, I decided to be myself and Xu Yueqing." ”
"Okay." Zhuo Xiangyu's brows furrowed slightly, and the word "good" seemed to be relieved and like a sigh.
Zhuo Nianqi doesn't think there's anything bad, as long as Qingqing can stay, he will always find a way to help Daddy chase Qingqing back into his hands and become his mommy again.
"But you and I have a settling account."
However, Xu Yueqing obviously didn't let Zhuo Nianqi go so easily.
"What did I do wrong again?" Zhuo Nianqi feels that he has reached the highest peak in history in the past few days, and all his performances are impeccable!
Xu Yueqing looked at the bear child, sneered a few times, and asked him, "You already knew that I was your mommy, right?" ”
"Yes." Zhuo Nianqi nodded honestly.
"I know I'm your mommy, but the first time we met, I was called stupid?" As soon as Xu Yueqing remembered that this bear child had his nostrils turned to the sky and despised her IQ, she felt that this was really simple!
"At that time, I was still angry that you threw me down, not on purpose." Zhuo Nianqi seemed to understand a little bit of Xu Yueqing's meaning, and explained in a whisper, that is, he was not very confident.
"Hehe, angry?" Xu Yueqing clasped her hands in front of her chest, gritted her teeth and said, "It's also because you're angry, you still hit me with the original documents?" ”
Is there a skull that has been smashed?
This bear child even smashed his own mother, is there still a royal law, and does he respect his elders!
"At that time, I thought that you were the same as those women before, you never came back, and you didn't come to me, it must be because you didn't care about me." Zhuo Nianqi's head hung low, like a little ostrich that wanted to stick its head into the soil.
"Nian Qi, you look at me." Xu Yueqing and Zhuo Nianqi looked at each other and said word by word: "If ten years ago, when I woke up, I knew that I had a son, I would never leave you behind, I would not leave you alone, do you believe me?" ”
Zhuo Nianqi nodded, "Letter." ”
Qingqing's words, he must believe it.
"Very well, this matter has been explained clearly, and you have to give me a guarantee now. In the future, absolutely, you must not hurt others so willfully. ”
"I'll never do that again." After Zhuo Nianqi finished his promise, he asked Xu Yueqing again: "Qingqing, so you won't leave, right?" ”
"I'm your tutor, where can I go if I don't teach you here?" Xu Yueqing rubbed Zhuo Nianqi's head, and gave a slap to a sweet jujube's education policy with a particularly successful effect.
Hearing Xu Yueqing's words, Zhuo Xiangyu's heart that had been carrying it finally fell to the ground, Xu Yueqing has always attached great importance to Zhuo Nianqi, since she will promise Zhuo Nianqi like this, she should not leave casually.
It's just that when he thinks of his wife, who was finally recovered, and is only close to the bear son at home, President Zhuo Da felt a little unhappy in his heart.
Well, just a little.
After getting the father and son, Xu Yueqing asked casually while eating the fruit after the meal: "By the way, what is the room at the end of the corridor on the second floor for, and the decoration seems to be different from other rooms." ”
Zhuo Xiangyu's back tensed, and he said with a stiff expression: "It's a utility room there." ”
"Oh." Xu Yueqing bit the dragon fruit, looked at Zhuo Xiangyu's expression, and always felt that something was wrong, "Then can I go up and have a look later?" ”
"It's been a long time since anyone cleaned it, if you want to see it, I'll let the maid clean it tomorrow." Zhuo Xiangyu's eyes blinked unnaturally a few times, and he changed the topic and said, "Didn't you say before that you wanted to take Nianqi out to play, did you two say where you were going?" ”
"Well, not yet." Xu Yueqing retracted her gaze, silently put the room in her heart, and thought about going to take a look when she had time.
It's probably like Bluebeard's story, the more rooms others won't let you open, the more you'll want to open them. Moreover, for Xu Yueqing, the current Zhuo family and her have long been not a simple employer and tutor relationship, Zhuo Xiangyu is so nervous and doesn't want to show her the room, of course she will want to know what is hidden inside.
Isn't it, what does it have to do with her, or what she used to be?
After swallowing the dragon fruit, Xu Yueqing asked Zhuo Nianqi, who was reading, "Nianqi, do you have any places you want to go?" ”
Zhuo Nianqi tilted his head and thought about it, and shook his head, "No." ”
Xu Yueqing was dumbfounded, and asked: "How can there be none, playgrounds, thrill parks, outings, which one do you prefer?" ”
"I don't know." Zhuo Nianqi struggled to imagine for a while, and finally gave up, "I haven't been there, and I don't know which one I will like." ”
"You've never taken him to a playground or anything like that?" Xu Yueqing Huo Ran turned her head and glared at Zhuo Xiangyu, as if he was a heinous bad guy who abused his own son.
Zhuo Xiangyu didn't quite understand where Xu Yueqing's anger came from, and asked calmly: "Is there anything wrong with this?" ”
The children of the Zhuo family all grew up like this, what kind of playground or something, hasn't he never been to it himself?
Xu Yueqing looked at Zhuo Xiangyu with strange eyes for a long time, and finally spit out a sentence that made Zhuo Xiangyu feel that the expression on his face was about to crack.
"How the hell did I like you in the first place?"
Zhuo Nianqi burst out laughing, and when he saw his father glaring at him, he hurriedly said to Xu Yueqing: "Qingqing, let's come the same, go to the playground first, and the others will go next time Daddy is free, okay?" ”
Xu Yueqing sighed, "Okay, that's the only way to go." ”
After discussing the time to go to the playground, the three of them went back to their rooms to sleep, and at one o'clock in the middle of the night, Xu Yueqing's door quietly opened from the inside, Xu Yueqing stepped on the long-haired carpet in the corridor with bare feet, and felt that her feet were itchy.
"If you don't take a look, how can you sleep!" Xu Yueqing muttered a sentence in a low voice, and gradually approached the strange room at the end of the corridor, which was said to be a utility room.
Xu Yueqing carefully avoided the sensor lights in the corridor and touched the doorknob, originally just trying to hit her luck, but she didn't expect to unscrew the door all of a sudden.
Even more unexpectedly, there were people in the room.
"Why are you here?" Xu Yueqing was surprised when she saw Zhuo Xiangyu standing in the room at first glance.
"What about you, why don't you go back to sleep?" Zhuo Xiangyu's expression was very uneasy, he strode over, grabbed the door of Xu Yueqing's room that was opening more and more, and blocked Xu Yueqing's sight with his height advantage.
"Didn't you say this is a utility room?" Although Xu Yueqing only glanced at it just now, she could see that it was definitely not a utility room, but like an art studio in school.
Seeing Xu Yueqing jumping to look into the room while talking, Zhuo Xiangyu had no choice but to give up and say, "Come in and see." ”
With Zhuo Xiangyu's compromise, this studio was also completely displayed in front of Xu Yueqing.
"It's ......"
If there are any words to describe Xu Yueqing's current feelings, it is probably only two words.
Shock.
The whole studio is full of her sketches and oil paintings.
It can be said that it is overwhelming, hanging on the rope, placing on the ground, and unfinished on the easel, all of them are her.
awake, asleep; standing, sitting; laughing, crying; Adult, childhood.
"What's going on?" Xu Yueqing stood in the center of the room in a daze, feeling the strange feeling of being surrounded by "herself" for the first time.
"I couldn't find you at that time, and I suddenly started to get scared. If you continue like this, will you forget what you look like? ”
Thinking of himself at that time, Zhuo Xiangyu laughed at himself, "I was only in my early twenties at that time, and no matter how I was, I was not as stable as I am now." I can't find you all the time, so I'm a little panicked. I think that if I draw you, I will be able to keep you a little more. Later, I made it a habit to draw for a while every day, as if you were still there. ”
Xu Yueqing looked at Zhuo Xiangyu, who was caught off guard and showed her vulnerable side, a little at a loss.
"You've been painting for ten years?"
A lot of the paper in this room is stacked in boxes, and if it weren't for many years, there would never be so many.
"Hmm." Zhuo Xiangyu walked into the room and picked up a sketch portrait casually, "I haven't let Nian Qi know about this matter, that kid is actually very sensitive, if he knows that even I don't have hope, he will definitely be sad." ”
"Nian Qi, Zhuo Nian Qi ......" Xu Yueqing repeated Zhuo Nianqi's name in her mouth several times, and suddenly understood the meaning of this name.
Zhuo Nianqi, Zhuo Nian's wife.
"I wanted to quietly clean up this place tonight and throw away all these paintings, but I didn't expect you to see them." Zhuo Xiangyu sighed, probably thinking that the existence of this room was detrimental to his image.
"Don't throw it away!" When Xu Yueqing heard that Zhuo Xiangyu was going to throw away all the paintings, she was immediately anxious, "These are all me, why should you throw them away?!" ”
After speaking, Xu Yueqing was shocked to realize that she was acquiescing to being Zhuo Xiangyu's wife, and she was dumb all of a sudden.
"Then don't throw it away, put it like this, if you like it, pick a few and take it back."
Zhuo Xiangyu rubbed Xu Yueqing's hair like coaxing Zhuo Nianqi, unlike her son's hard and prickly short hair, Xu Yueqing's hair was cold and soft, just like her character.
Only Xu Yueqing, who is so stupid now, would not have thought that if Zhuo Xiangyu didn't want her to see this studio, as long as she added a lock, everything would be fine.