It is a flash in the pan for a thousand years, only for Hua Tuo. But I always feel that Xiaoping's life is just waiting for her Awen、、、、、、

Sometimes, we are all looking forward to a miracle, just like I have always hoped that my mother can come back to life, Xiaoping's and can be good, but the reality is cruel, it has repeatedly sent my hope to hell, I can never turn over, the weather is getting colder and colder, Xiaoping's condition has not improved, since the doctor said that there is no cure, we are all desperate, Xiaoping, she is still so young, why would God be so cruel, and will soon take her away from us, the disease has tortured Xiaoping to the point that she is not human, and her hair has fallen out a lot, Her eyes are also completely insomnia, but she is still very optimistic, she still smiles every day, and she is very brave.

Sometimes, I think Xiaoping is like a saint, so calm in the face of death, what a mind this is, looking at the withered leaves, I know that miracles will not appear, Xiaoping will also leave us, this early winter, my mood is not very good, at first my brother thought I had something wrong, and then he didn't say anything when he knew Xiaoping, Wang Peng always felt that this year's winter seemed to be really weird, everything was not very smooth, Xiao Xiaoping suffered from a terminal illness, Xiaomei's love was also not smooth, Xiaomei rarely chats with me because of Li Haoran, she has become very silent, this problem has been bothering me, I have no way to let others be like that, and I am not qualified to let Li Haoran like Xiaomei.

For this reason, Xing persuaded me to say, "Everything is natural, there are some things that we cannot control." "I'm right to think about it, let it be, jingle bell, jingle bell, the bell rang after class, and it was time for class, I looked at Xiaoping's seat, I was very disappointed, and thought, it would be nice if Xiaoping was here, now there are four golden flowers, one less, we can't laugh, our homeroom teacher, after knowing Xiaoping's incident, is also very sad, he also cried in the class, making all of our classmates hug their heads and cry, very desolate、、、、、、、

I think in addition to Xiaoping's parents, the saddest thing is Awen, Awen has become more silent, every day he takes care of Xiaoping, accompanies Xiaoping, sometimes silently crying, I have seen him cry several times, today Awen did not go to sell flowers, he and I went to the hospital to visit Xiaoping, I hate the smell of medicine in the hospital the most, it is very pungent, people have a feeling of wanting to vomit, walking in the hospital, you can see patients everywhere, occasionally hear the cry of family members, the sky is falling apart, sad and miserable, In fact, everyone knows that it means to be able to cry like this, everyone knows very well.

Xiaoping was in the intensive care ward, living alone, I came to the door of the ward, all the way, Awen did not say a word, I saw his sadness from his expression, when I was about to push the door closer, Awen suddenly spoke, he said, "Worry, how I wish that the sick person was me, do you know?" When Xiaoping said to me for the first time: Is it good to be my boyfriend for two months, because I can only survive this winter. Arwen was next to the ward, found a chair and sat down, and I walked over and sat down, as a good listener.

Ah Wen said with a sad face, "I didn't think about it at the time, so I promised Xiaoping to be her boyfriend for two months, in fact, I noticed her a few days before Xiaoping told me, I felt like an angel, gave me the best time in my life, at that time, I looked at her optimistic, there was an inexplicable pain in my heart, I wondered, why do I feel so much about a stranger who only has a few faces." Awen paused, and then said, "Suddenly, I felt that I was greedy, and after a moment of silence, I began to feel that God was so unfair, first to take away my father and mother, then to my grandmother, and now to take Xiaoping away、、、、、、" Arwen was very sad when he said this, I could feel his despair at the moment, I knew the feeling of despair. I had no choice but to reach out and pat him on the shoulder, comforting, "Awen, don't feel bad, you still have our friends." Xiaoping doesn't like to see you like this, thank you really for making Xiaoping have fewer regrets in the last days. I looked at Arwen sincerely and said.

Ah Wen had tears in his eyes, and he would fall as long as he blinked, he said, "Actually, what I should be thanking is Xiaoping, who made me start to think about life, start to know how to cry, understand that I should also have some emotions, and know more about your friends." I found out that I was in love with Xiaoping, I clearly knew that this was not sympathy, but deep love, I didn't want her to die, I wanted her to live well、、、 I wanted her to live、、、" Arwen began to cry silently, he was a dignified seven-foot man, crying in front of me, my heart was touched, I think Xiaoping is happy, at least there is such a boy who loves her very much.

How fortunate life is, to find someone who really loves me, crying tired, I took out a tissue from my bag and handed it to Awen, Awen took the tissue and said thank you, after he wiped away his tears, we went into the ward together to see Xiaoping, Xiaoping put on oxygen, did not speak, a face was very white, without a trace of blood, although Xiaoping lying on the bed could not see, but she could still feel who entered the room, she pulled out the oxygen with her hand, and said in a very weak voice: "Awen, worry, you are here." Seeing Xiaoping like this, Ah Wen and I were very distressed and said, "How can I pull out the oxygen, it's not good for my health, bring it quickly." I was about to put oxygen on her, but she stopped her, she said, "Worry, no, I know my condition, I don't want to waste the rest of my time in the hospital, I want to go to the flower square with Arwen to buy flowers, I want to go back to school to listen to the teacher's lecture, I want my mother's stewed ribs 、、、、、"

Hearing Xiaoping say so sad, I couldn't help crying, and Ah Wen also cried and said, "Xiaoping, bring oxygen first, and when you're well, I'll take you to buy flowers, okay?" Don't leave me, I beg you, don't leave, okay? Ah Wen knelt on the ground and begged, he held Xiaoping's thin jade hand, the pain in his heart, all the sadness burst out together, I quietly pushed out of the ward, I knew that Xiaoping they still have a lot of flowers to say、、、、、、

At this time, the bursts of sobbing sound coming from the ward made people feel very distressed、、、、、、