There are two ways to live, one is to choose to live sadly, and the other is to choose to live optimistically, but neither of these lifestyles is suitable for me、、、、、、

Since we came back from the Ocean Coffee House, we started, our winter vacation, winter vacation means that I can sleep until I wake up naturally, how good, it has been more than ten days since the winter vacation, among which I and the stars have spoken on the phone a few times, but invisibly, I feel that Xiaomei is alienating me, when did this start, I think it was probably before Xiaoping got sick, Xiaomei doesn't know how, I don't like to talk to me very much, I have repeatedly stated that I don't like Brother Haoran, for Xiaomei, I rarely contact Brother Haoran, Xing repeatedly said to me, "Love is a matter of two people, tell me to relax, Xiaomei will think clearly." "I also hope that she can think clearly, I am lying in bed, thinking about all those troubles, I don't know why everything is not going well lately, at this moment, my mind is wandering, I think of the waitress at the Ocean Coffee House.

Her eyes are so like a person, thinking of 'individual', I can't help but think about those sad past, about my mother and Lin Jie, tomorrow is my mother's death day, I used to be young, my adoptive parents didn't want to mention my sadness, and I didn't go to see my mother, I looked up at the window, the night outside was like ink, only at night when there was no one, I took off my mask and was alone to soothe those wounds that could never heal. "Mom, Ruoruo, I haven't been to see you for so many years, you won't blame Ruoruo, Mom, Ruoruo misses you so much, how are you doing over there?" My heart ached as I muttered as something called liquid slipped out of the corner of my eye. Wet, I was immersed in love, and I didn't know when my brother came in.

"Worried, what's wrong?" My brother came over, and I heard him call me, busy, and wiped my tears with my sleeve. Say "It's nothing, it's just that my eyes hurt a little." The elder brother smiled and said, "Nothing, it's almost a little flower cat." ”

He was silent for a while and said, "Worry, you are not allowed to be unhappy in the future, if you are not happy, my brother will be sad." My brother said very seriously.

Looking at such a considerate brother, my heart warmed, and I smiled and said, "Thank you, brother, for so many years, you have been good to me, I can't pay it back in my life, brother, thank you." The elder brother replied: "Sorrow, what's wrong with you, today's speech is a bit weird, it makes me very worried, Sorrow, if you have anything unhappy, you can tell your brother." My brother doesn't want to be unhappy. ”

I cried and replied, "Brother, I miss my little mother, brother, do you know? It's been more than ten years since I left the town, and I haven't gone back to see my mother, I miss my mother so much, I miss my mother so much. "I don't know why, in the face of my brother, I didn't hesitate to say that I miss my mother, my brother looked at me crying like a tearful person, and comforted, "Worry, worry, don't cry, brother knows the crying in your heart, so many years, you haven't mentioned the past, brother knows that you have been depressed for a long time, in fact, the waitress in the ocean coffee house that day, I know she reminded you of the past, I know that Sorrow is uncomfortable, let's go see my mother tomorrow." ”

I looked at my brother and nodded, and said, "Well, brother, thank you!" "Thank you, the matter of worrying is my business, wait a minute, let's go to my father and mother to discuss, tomorrow I will go to the town."

My brother used his slender fingers to wipe away the tears on my face and said, "Let's go, let's go to Mom, okay?" With that, we went out of the room and went to my father's and mother's bedroom, and discussed with them what had just happened, and we stood in front of my parents' bedroom and said, "Mom, I'm worried, can we come in for a while?" The mother in the house said softly, "Sorrow, is there something wrong?" Fast forward to say. My brother and I pushed the door in, and my mother looked at me and my brother and looked at us strangely, and said, "Feng'er, is there something wrong?" "That's the kind of mother, You'er is more than ten years old, we know, after You'er left the town, she didn't go back to see Xiaohui's mother, and now she's a little older, I want to take her back tomorrow to see Xiaohui's mother, okay?"

Yujiao looked at her son who was so sensible, she was very happy, she smiled and said, "Yes, it's time to go back and see, Sorrow, tomorrow you will go with your brother, this matter, if you don't say it, I will also call Sorrow, who can deprive Xiaohui of the right to be a mother, I also want to thank her for giving me such a well-behaved daughter," Mom gently stroked my head, very kind, her smile was like the sunshine in spring, which made people feel refreshed.

I pulled my mom and said gratefully, "Mom, thank you, thank you." "Tears slipped imperceptibly from the corners of my eyes, drop by drop, drop by drop. The mother looked at it and said distressedly, "Child, don't cry, don't cry if your mother is here." She said to her brother, "Feng'er, you take Yu'er out to play." My brother came over and said, "Hey, our little princess is about to become a little cat, and she is not beautiful when she is crying." Looking at my smiling brother, I burst into tears and laughed, "I'm not a little cat" I grimaced at my brother.

The next day, as soon as the sky was bright, my brother and I got up, ready to go to the town to see my deceased mother, winter morning, the frost was particularly heavy, the road was white fog, the whole city was in a haze, like a fairyland, along the way, my heart, uneasy, I was excited and scared, excited, I could see my mother, I don't know if anyone had ever gone to see her for so many years, I think my mother was lying there alone, it should be very lonely; Worried, I'm afraid to see 'those two sluts', for so many years, they live in peace, why does my mother have to suffer like that, thinking of Yu Fang and Lin Jie, I feel an inexplicable pain in my heart, my brother looked at me and said, "Worry, don't worry, with my brother here, my brother will protect you." He said softly, looking at my brother's gentle eyes, my heart calmed down a little.

The sun came out, the fog dispersed, the winter sun shone on the earth, warm, the air in the countryside and the city is different, a foot deep wheat to the earth dressed in green, to the bleak winter added a bit of beauty, after a few hours, we entered the boundary of the town, about half an hour to reach the mother's cemetery, the town has changed, the road has become a lot wider, the people in the town live a happy life, live in a small building, these are the support of national policies.

The car drove closer and closer, we parked the car on the side of the road, took white roses and pastries to my mother's grave, my mother was buried on the hill, watching the weeds cover my mother's tombstone, my heart hurts, so many years, no one has swept my mother's grave, how meaningless it is for my mother to live alone, my brother saw my sad face, he took my hand, step by step to my mother's grave, we put down our things, my brother and I hoeed the grass in front of the tombstone with our hands, set aside a place, put down the offerings, My brother and I kowtowed three times in front of my mother's grave, and I looked at my mother's portrait, which was much darker, and she was still wearing her plum-red coat, smiling, as if she were smiling at us.

I knelt down in front of my mother's grave and said sadly, "Mom, Ruoruo came back, came back to see you, Mom, you won't blame Ruoruo for not coming back to see you for so many years." Mom, in fact, Ruoruo is reluctant to leave you. I paused, and then said, "Mom, you see, this is my brother, he is very good to me, as well as Yujiao's mother and Jiang Hao's father." They are very kind to me as a family, you will like them when you see them, they are such kind people. The elder brother also knelt in front of his mother and said, "Xiaohui's mother, my name is Jiang Zifeng, I am the elder brother of Worry, oh yes, Xiaohui's mother, I hope you don't mind, we give Ruoruo a new name, we want Ruoruo to live carefree, so let's name Ruoruo is Jiang Wuwu, worry-free, it sounds good." I hugged my brother and said, "Brother, thank you, mom won't blame you, it's too late for her to thank you, it's you who give a happy family to your son, really, thank you, brother." ”

As the sun set, my brother and I talked a lot in front of my mother and mother, and the evening wind was a little cool, so my brother took off his coat, put it on for me, and said, "Worry, I, let's go back first, and we will come to see my mother again when we have time, okay?" My brother lifted me up on the ground, and before we left, he bowed in front of his mother, "Mom, goodbye, Sorrow will come to see you again, Mom, Sorrow loves you, loves you very much." Mom, you have to be happy over there alone," I looked up at the sky, I felt my mother's smiling face in the air, she seemed to say, "Ruoruo, you must be happy, Mom is doing well over there, and Zifeng Thank you, Ruoruo will please you."