Chapter Twenty-Six: Heartbeat

Liubin nodded, turned his back to Yun Qing, and said lightly: "Thank you, Miss Yun, I still want to sleep a little longer, you can rest well." After saying that, he closed his eyes and pretended to sleep.

Seeing that Liubin had regained consciousness, Yun Qing's heart couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, but there was still a wave of loss in his heart, and Yun Qing's eyes looked at this familiar back and became lonely. Getting farther and farther away from himself, he turned around and quietly walked out of the room, thinking that he was self-inflicted, his identity, and his desire to be controlled by others, all of which he minded so much, Yun Qing naively thought that he would still have a chance, but he just thought too much.

In the days when Liubin was recuperating from his injuries in Yu Yiguan, Yun Qing still insisted as always, taking care of him as carefully as Liubin did when he was in a coma, even if he would be indifferent to Liubin in the face. In fact

At first, Liubin deliberately distanced himself from Yun Qing as he did when he woke up on the first day, but he couldn't escape the truest feeling in his heart, he longed to be close to her, to get close to her, and gradually, the two of them tacitly deliberately avoided that knot, and the days were peaceful and peaceful.

Liubin's injuries gradually improved, and Yun Qing had already quietly removed the screen that Liu Bin had placed in the room, which Yun Qing had drawn when the two met for the first time. Ryubin spends a lot of time alone in the house. At first, Yun Qing cautiously kept his distance from Liubin, as if he was afraid of disturbing Liubin, and deliberately kept his own side of the world for him.

But later Yun Qing was very pleasantly surprised to find that Liubin gradually stopped rejecting her, and sometimes even wanted to share his world with her, Yun Qing felt a little flattered, and she was also so eager to get close to him.

Later, the two would often write and draw together in the study, or sit together and quietly read different books, sometimes Yun Qing took care of the flowers and plants in the yard, feeding the carp in the pond, and Liubin sat under the tree on the side and watched quietly, quite a young couple living in seclusion in the mountains and forests, living a simple and quiet life.

Sometimes Yun Qing would take Liubin to walk around in Yu Yiguan, the two of them always walked aimlessly for a day, and then dragged their tired bodies back and fell asleep, and unconsciously walked through every street and alley in Yu Yiguan.

Unconsciously, Liubin has been in Yuyiguan for half a month, the weather has become a little cooler, and autumn is coming. Liubin heard that these days** is also hanging up the war-free card to avoid war, and is recuperating, but he didn't worry too much, but he was happy about the days of this kind of peaceful idle clouds and wild cranes, and he lingered.

The companionship of the long stream is quietly opening the shackles between the two and narrowing the distance between the two.

I don't know that a few days later, Liubin and Yunqing had dinner together as usual, and were talking and laughing about what kind of fabric they wanted to buy in the market tomorrow to make winter cotton clothes, but a small soldier from the front line came to find Liubin and issued a holy decree, saying that the emperor ordered General Liuliu to leave for the front line of Liyun City tomorrow to discuss the major matter of breaking the formation.

Liubin and Yunqing listened to the will, and the originally joyful atmosphere of the dinner table suddenly cooled down, and both of them ate silently with their own hearts, as if the question that the two had been tacitly avoiding was raised again, and after eating in a hurry, Liubin returned to his room, the problem that the two of them tacitly avoided these days always needs to be faced, but the two can only choose to continue to escape.

Liu Bin didn't have the courage to take the first step, and neither did Yun Qing.

In such a chaotic night, unconsciously, it was late at night, Liubin was still tossing and turning on the bed and couldn't sleep, he stared at the shadow standing outside the door, the night was as cold as water, lining her even thinner, she had been standing there quietly for a long time, thinking that she was asleep, but still hesitating, that door seemed to be the most difficult obstacle in the world to overcome, separating them in two worlds.

I don't know how long it took, Yun Qing seemed to have made a big decision Yes, he pushed open the door and walked towards Liubin with soft steps, Liubin hurriedly closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep, Yunqing tiptoed to Liubin's side, I don't know how many times this kind of thing happened when Liubin was in a coma and asleep, but it was the first time he knew about it.

In the past, Yun Qing was always nervous and shy, just quietly looking at Liubin's sleeping face, but this time, every step he took, Yun Qing felt hopeless, as if every step closer to Liubin, the distance between the two people became a step farther away.

Yun Qing sat on the edge of Liubin's bed, looking at Liubin's sleeping face, those bright peach blossom eyes, although they were closed, Yun Qing could also see its flashing brilliance, thinking of Liubin's gentle and lingering eyes, which also belonged to herself, Yun Qing couldn't help but feel sad.

However, after tomorrow, what it is staring at will no longer be itself, and the owner of these eyes will be more and more distant from itself.

Thinking of this, Yun Qing sighed lightly and said to himself, "You're leaving tomorrow, you're going to leave so soon." Why am I so ridiculous, I know that I am just a singer, a lowly subordinate, and I dare to expect something that should not be extravagant, I obviously know that the first time you see me, you know that I am a chess piece used to seduce the emperor, but I am still naïve to think that you and I really have a heart, you can read me and understand me. ”

"But I seem to be wrong."

"You don't know, I heard that you were seriously injured on the front line and sent to Yu Yiguan to recuperate, I was very scared, fortunately, God gave me a chance to take care of you personally, I mistakenly thought that our so many happy days were a gift from God, so that I almost believed these happiness to be true, I almost thought that you were really in love with me as much as I fell in love with you, but after tomorrow, we will never see each other again in this life."

As she spoke, Yun Qing's tears fell, and after standing outside for too long, she held Liubin's hand coldly with both hands, and gently kissed Liubin's lips, kissing like a dragonfly, and tears fell on Liubin's face.

Liubin's heart has been twitching slightly, the feelings that have been suppressed for so long, and the ice that has been disguised for so long has finally dissolved at this moment.

Liubin held Yun Qing's hand with his backhand, and clasped Yun Qing's head with the other hand, pulling her towards him, Yun Qing's tears crossed the corners of the lips of the two of them, with a bitter and sweet taste.

Liubin took Yun Qing in his arms, gently wiped away her tears and said, "Yun Qing, wait for me, when I return victoriously, I will come to pick you up." ”