After collecting a sack full of the birthday characters of each family, Gu Yanran waved goodbye to everyone. This night, I felt like I had done a lot of things, and I had taken a lot of things with me!

Seeing Gu Yanran walking out of the crowd, Dongzi and Huzi hurriedly followed. "Sixth sister." Huzi shouted to Gu Yanran and took the sack from her hand.

Dongzi was obviously not very happy, pulling a face, looking like someone owed him millions.

Gu Yanran saw that Dongzi was not very happy, so she couldn't help but ask Huzi in a low voice, "Eh, Huzi, what's wrong with the fifth brother?" ”

"You still know what's wrong with me?" As soon as Dongzi heard Gu Yanran ask, he immediately went crazy. "Did you know that you've completely revealed your identity tonight? Before you do anything, can you respect our opinion? Now we didn't ask anything, but we went back with such a big bag of things, are you satisfied? What other masters? Do you really want to go back and open the altar for them? ”

Dongzi was so angry that he was like thunder, Gu Yanran had never seen Dongzi like this, it was so terrifying. was scolded by such a split head and face, Gu Yanran immediately felt all kinds of grievances in her heart, covered her mouth with her hands, and looked like she was about to cry.

Seeing Gu Yanran's appearance, Dongzi's anger in his heart came up a lot. "How are you now? Feel aggrieved, don't you? Think I'm not right, right? It's okay if you usually look crazy and laughing, but now what's going on? Still when we come here to play? If this is your attitude, then I don't think a few of us have an obligation to continue playing with you! The eldest brother, second brother, third brother, and fourth brother have already gone to danger for you, don't you have any heart at all? ”

"Fifth brother, stop scolding the sixth sister." Huzi has never seen Dongzi lose such a big temper, even if the sixth sister does something wrong tonight, this scolding is too much, right? After all, the sixth sister is also a girl!

"Huzi, don't stop me! If I don't scold my heart today, I will collapse! It seems that Dongzi was really touched by Gu Yanran's actions today, "What do you say you are?" Soul Traverser? We believe you in such an unprecedented argument. But today I saw with my own eyes that you were deceiving people, so many people, everyone was deceived by you, even me and Huzi even believed you! I don't know, I can't believe that everything you've said to us before is true. Or maybe you never told the truth! Ask yourself, what else is there in your life besides lies? ”

Gu Yanran suddenly felt that her heart was poked and poked fiercely, and then she was smashed and smashed by a hammer, and the pain was simply suffocating. Every word that Dongzi said now was like thousands of arrows that pierced her heart. Tears flowed loudly, and large teardrops fell hot and hot to the ground, like beads with broken threads, falling rapidly.

Gu Yanran never expected that she would get such a comment. It can be said that she has always been self-centered and ignored so many people who have given her anything. Did she ever wonder why they could help her? Why do you want them to believe her after she has used them? Why do they think that they must be able to accept her statement of 'crossing over'! Why? Why?

Why did she think about all this, but she never thought about it seriously, did she really think that all this was inevitable?

Gu Yanran admitted that at this moment, she finally felt the heart-rending pain, which even paralyzed her nerves. So, she couldn't take care of anything, and her mind was full of guilt and self-blame, so she ran away, desperately, desperately. Dongzi's every word and every reproach lingered in her ears and lingered. She just wants to escape, run away.

"Sixth sister......" Huzi immediately chased after him.

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"Hu Zizi, where is your sixth sister?" At this time, Huzi had already returned to the inn, so everyone was there.

The general situation had already been described by Dongzi before this. Therefore, as soon as Huzi came in, everyone was anxious to inquire about Gu Yanran's whereabouts.

Huzi lowered his head, "Chased and lost." ”

"What? Lost? "Originally, everyone was already very anxious to wait for people in the inn, but now Huzi not only didn't find the person back, but also chased him away, and now they are even more anxious. For example, where have people gone? Could something be wrong?

"I ,... I really didn't know it would happen. Dongzi began to blame himself, he felt that he really shouldn't have said that about Gu Yanran, and he shouldn't have said that she was a liar to his face. Dongzi, the more I think about it, the more I feel that what I just said is too much, did he drink just now? Have you ever drunk alcohol? "Oops......"

"You!" Yang Wentao looked at Dongzi who blamed himself, "Okay, okay, fifth brother, don't blame yourself anymore." Listen to me, let's go out and look everywhere now, and we must find people. Did you hear that? ”

"Yes. Let's go! ”…… Everyone hurriedly walked out of the inn and scattered in different directions, where to find this?

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Gu Yanran sat by a stream crying, it was already dark now, and the river was almost out of sight. Gu Yanran stomped her feet hard, but she still felt that it was not painful enough, so she cried out again with a "wow......". This time, she didn't hide it in particular, she just wanted to cry, crying so loudly and loudly.

After a long while, Gu Yanran sniffled and stopped crying. To be honest, when she cried like this, she felt much better, and she felt that all her previous pretentiousness and all her lies were gone.

However, as soon as he thought of the word 'lie', Dongzi's words rang in his ears again, word by word, clearly. Gu Yanran pursed her lips and wanted to continue crying again, so she cried again......

This time, I cried so vividly that the whole person was so tired that he collapsed on the ground, feeling snot and tears on his face. Just lying like this, it was so dark at night, there was no one, and Gu Yanran was not afraid. I only felt that the sand and stone diaphragm on my back should be very comfortable, and the gentle evening breeze blew on my face, which made Gu Yanran's whole mind sober up a lot.

She closed her eyes, thought about what she had been doing, and let the tears flow silently from the corners of her eyes.

She wondered if she was a liar or not. - The answer is yes.

As Dongzi said, her world is full of all kinds of deceptions and lies, and no matter what she does or says now, her mouth is all kinds of deception. In the past, she was often proud of it. But now, she is being told by the people around her that she is not real, and she really lives a fake life, right?

Although she had millions of reasons to lie, wasn't that an excuse? Gu Yanran was suddenly shocked to find that lying for a long time is a pathological performance. Now, every time she opens her mouth, it's a lie, and her face doesn't blush or her heart beats at all. This... Isn't that scary?

Gu Yanran was so frightened that she immediately sat up from the ground, she supported her forehead with both hands, and kept pulling her eyebrow bones. She didn't dare to continue to think about how many people she had deceived for various excuses, how many people had been used by her lies, and how long the brothers around her would be used by her.

It was terrible, it was terrible, she never realized she was such a person, never! Could it be that she can't see her true face anymore? Her mind suddenly became very chaotic, and she kept resisting on the one hand. made all kinds of remarks about being a 'bad person', and on the one hand, she tried her best to prove that she was a 'bad person'. ’

It's so depraved! How did she forget, in fact, she didn't have to do anything at all, and this face of hers was a lie at all. When will this mask be torn off? She had begun to forget who she was and what kind of person she really was.

Her heart was flustered, and she was overwhelmed because she really couldn't remember what kind of person she was! Even if she now knows that she is living a lie, but what next? What to do? How is she going to change?

- She doesn't know!!

Gu Yanran knelt up, took a little water from the river with both hands, and kept rinsing her face, hoping to make herself sober.

She was scared, did everyone except Dongzi already think of her like this? She was even thinking, what is the purpose of everyone helping her so much? Once the showdown, will everyone leave her?

Tears, tears, why are you so discouraged? Why did you let yourself burst into tears again? Do you feel helpless? Feeling overwhelmed? Do you feel like your heart has hit rock bottom?

said something to come out to save An Qingyan, but she was having fun again and again; said that she wanted to find out the news, but she was still having fun; Everyone is working hard, desperately, but she is still having fun and having fun......

Thinking of this, Gu Yanran's heart! Is it as simple as self-blame? She quickly poured spoonfuls of water into the river with her hands and poured them on her face, letting the cold water hit her nerves.

When she ran out of strength, Gu Yanran sat down. Does she still have the face to go back now? What did she do? But is she going to fall like this? This Gu Yanran knew that if it was her, she would definitely not.

Enough crying, enough trouble, then she should hurry back! Because she knew that if they hadn't left, they would have been looking for her everywhere, and she owed them so much that she couldn't let them worry anymore. If she goes back and they leave, it will only be her own doing. Go back, whatever it is, she should take it.

Although, she still can't think of how she should change.

However, she knew very well that it was time to talk about it.

Perhaps, only by being open and honest can they open their hearts.