On the night of the first seven days, Liubin stayed here to eat at Tang Changyu, he knew that the death of the Queen Mother meant that his marriage with Yun Qing was even more distant, but fortunately, when he took Yun Qing to the capital, he did not say that the emperor would give them a marriage, he didn't know whether to be happy or sad.

Sure enough, the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment. The bitterness in Liubin's heart, no one can empathize, in this world, is there anything more useless than being a man but not being able to give his beloved woman a name, and not being able to give his children a name?

After a few glasses of wine, Liubin was even more heartbroken, he drank faster and faster, Liuning and Tang Changyu wanted to stop it, but they couldn't stop it at all, they knew that Liubin's heart was bitter, but he couldn't show it in front of Yun Qing, only this way could let his pain get some relief.

Slowly, the table full of wine turned into Liubin drinking alone, and there were three empty jars at his feet, he kept saying to Liuning, to Tang Changyu, saying that he was sorry for Yun Qing, the drunken words were vague, but only Yun Qing's two words were the clearest, Liu Ning looked at his brother, and had a deep sense of powerlessness about fate.

Liubin was drunk like mud, Liuning had quietly replaced the wine he poured out of the wine jar with clear water, Liubin didn't notice it at all, drinking and drinking, Liubin actually cried like a child, and kept saying in his mouth, Qingqing is sorry, Qingqing is sorry, and then suddenly fell crooked on the table.

Liuning and Tang Changyu struggled to help Liubin up, in Liuning's memory, her brother was always so strong, standing in front of her to protect her, she had never seen such a fragile brother, she always felt that in addition to Yunqing's matter, there should be other things hidden in her brother's heart, hiding her.

Liuning and Tang Changyu sent Liubin home together, Liuxia had already fallen asleep, Yun Qing was still waiting anxiously, eventful, she was very afraid that something would happen to Liubin, Tang Changyu helped Liubin back to the bedroom, Liuning comforted Yunqing, let her relax, don't think too much. But Liu Ning didn't know that Yun Qing was also clear about his brother's mood that he could perceive.

Liuning asked Yunqing to take care of Liubin, and didn't let her send her and Tang Changyu out, Liuning and Tang Changyu walked in the Liufu that had not been completely repaired, there was an inexplicable panic, Liuning held Tang Changyu's hand tightly, and said: "Changyu, you say, is this the home my brother wants?" I always feel like, what is he hiding from us? ”

Tang Changyu shook his head and said in a low voice, "I don't know either. ”

Liu Ning always felt that these things that had happened for so long had made her suffer more and more gains and losses, and she thought more and more, she was very afraid that one day, she and Tang Changyu would be separated forever. "What about you?" Liuning's question almost blurted out.

Tang Changyu smiled softly and clenched Liuning's hand, he could feel that she was afraid. Tang Changyu pinched Liuning's face and said, "Fool, where you and I are, it is our home." I think that Liubin and Yunqing also think the same way, they can overcome a lot if they love each other. Don't think too much, I'll always be by your side. ”

Liuning nodded and didn't say anything more, in fact, many times, Liuning felt that she was getting more and more naïve, and she did a lot of things, just to find an answer that could make her feel at ease, so that she could clearly feel that her dependence was by her side all the time.

Liubin woke up in a daze, stretched his waist, his consciousness was a little blurry, the haze in front of him made him not react to where he was for a while, until he saw Yun Qing sitting next to him, he realized that he had returned home, rubbed his sore head, and Liubin felt that his wine should not have woken up.

Yun Qing hurriedly stepped forward and brought a bowl of decanting soup that had been boiled a long time ago for Liubin, Liubin stretched out his hand to take it, but Yun Qing insisted on refusing. But Liubin's hand still touched the bowl, and the liquid in the bowl had cooled a lot, and it looked like it had been sitting for a long time.

Yun Qing fed Liubin to drink the sobering soup, Liubin looked at her eyes, and for a moment he wanted to dodge, but when the words came to his mouth, he wanted to stop talking.

Yun Qing could keenly feel the anxiety in Liubin's heart, but she didn't know where this negative emotion came from, after returning to Chang'an, Yun Qing was very sad to find that she couldn't read Liubin's heart more and more. Yun Qing put the empty bowl aside, and Liubin had already turned his head back and wanted to sleep, but found Yun Qing sitting on the edge of the bed motionless.

"What's wrong?" Liubin asked in a somewhat vague voice.

Yun Qing stretched out her hand a little cautiously and fearfully, and held Liubin's hand, Liubin was stunned, looking at Yun Qing's eyes, there was a trace of red, "What secrets are hidden in your heart, what is the bitterness in your heart, can't you tell me?" Yun Qing's voice was a little choked, "I don't want to be a burden to you, I want to share some for you." ”

Liubin watched Yun Qing's tears fall on his hands one by one, remembering what he had just said in a daze, although his thoughts were chaotic, but every word was from the bottom of his heart, and he couldn't help but snort, sat up and hugged Yun Qing, and the two of them hugged each other and cried.

Yun Qing was taken aback, she had never seen Liubin lose control of his emotions like this, and she didn't know what kind of pressure he was under in his heart to make Liubin get drunk like this, and then lose control so much in front of him. Yun Qing didn't know how to comfort him, so she could only do her best to hug him and give him all the warmth.

Liubin's hands tightly wrapped around Yun Qing's waist, his brain was in chaos, and he began to talk drunk again: "Qingqing, I'm sorry for you, I'm really sorry for you, I shouldn't have brought you to Chang'an, I was wrong, I was really wrong." ”

Liubin's words made Yun Qing feel a little inexplicable, although he didn't want to leave the comfortable and quiet living environment of the Turks, but as long as the two of them could be together, where was it not the same, not to mention, coming to Chang'an could reunite their family of three, why not.

Yun Qing gently patted Liubin's shoulder, and said with a smile: "Fool, what nonsense are you talking about." ”

But then Liubin's messy and illogical drunken words made Yun Qing's heart twist like a knife, the so-called drunken confession, Yun Qing felt for the first time that the distance between her and Liubin was so far away, this was not a distance that could be crossed by loving each other, but Yun Qing found out for the first time that she was so far away from Liubin's heart.

"Qingqing, I, you, should look down on me. I'm really the most useless man in the world, I can't marry you, I can't marry you, and our Xia Er can't call me a father justifiably, I'm useless, useless. ”

In fact, Mingfu didn't care about what Liubin said, Mingfu just wanted to open his mouth to comfort, but he heard Liubin crying and said more heavily: "Qingqing, do you know, I brought you to Chang'an this time, I originally wanted to ask the emperor for marriage, but I didn't expect such a thing to happen, and our marriage is even more distant." ”

"What should I do, Qingqing, you tell me, what should I do, I'm useless, useless." Yun Qing's heart seemed to be suddenly pinched, Liubin was still lying on her shoulder and sobbing, but her eyes became desperate, the light in her eyes went out, and the despair in her heart seemed to surge all at once. Why, there must be hope, otherwise, how can there be such overwhelming despair.

Yun Qing's eyes looked at the darkness outside the window with empty eyes, why did she tell such a cruel truth, why did she feel this sense of powerlessness under the weight of fate, she just wanted to humbly guard her love, is it okay not to have a name, not to struggle in this chaotic world anymore.

I don't know when, Liubin was already asleep, Yun Qing's hand went to his lower abdomen, shook his head again, covered the quilt for Liubin, and went to the yard to sit all night, what kind of expression can he use to make an uninformed appearance, why is fate always like this, so cruel.

The next morning, when Liubin woke up, he felt a headache, his limbs were weak, and he opened his mouth to speak, but he couldn't say anything. It was Yun Qing who came in with breakfast, only to find that Liubin had woken up. Yun Qing smiled softly and said, "Husband, you're awake, hurry up and have breakfast." ”

Liubin looked at Yun Qing's smile, as gentle as before, and patted his head with his hand, hoping to stop this inexplicable pain. He couldn't remember what happened last night, he only remembered that he was drinking with Tang Changyu, and he fell down while drinking, not knowing what happened next.

Yun Qing saw that Liubin had been lying there, so he sat down, thinking that he was still embarrassed about what happened last night, and was about to say what he had prepared to deal with, but he didn't expect to see that Liubin's face was so pale, and his lips were already purple. Yun Qing was shocked, and quickly touched Liubin's forehead, it turned out that he had a fever.

"Husband, you have a fever. I'll go and ask the doctor. On the one hand, Yun Qing was worried about Liubin's illness, and on the other hand, he observed, feeling that Liubin should forget what he said after getting drunk last night, and couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief in his heart, not having to face such an embarrassing topic, which made Yun Qing a lot easier.

Liubin took Yun Qing's hand, spoke with difficulty, and said in a very hoarse voice: "It's okay, a little illness doesn't get in the way, you don't need to ask a doctor, it's good to have you by my side to take care of me." ”

Yun Qing had no choice, first fed Liubin breakfast, put a cold towel on him, Liubin's face looked much better, Yun Qing still took advantage of Liubin to fall asleep and quietly ran out to find the doctor to grab a pair of medicines, ready to boil for Liubin to eat. During this time, he faced too many things alone, and his heart disease made him fall ill so suddenly.

Unexpectedly, at this time, Liuning and Tang Changyu came to Liufu.