Chapter 270: Tonight...... Stay with me
"Also?"
Ji Qingmo was stunned for a moment, and then reacted: "Did Shi Sheng say something similar to you?" ”
Shi Sheng's existence, Ji Qingmo was the first to guess it, after all, everyone recognized Shi Sheng as him, if he mentioned what Shi Sheng did in front of him, he knew at the first time that the personality that was mistaken for him was not him.
After waking up this time, Ji Qingmo also found that something was missing in his dressing room, so he guessed that Shi Sheng had appeared again, and after testing others, Ji Qingmo already had a general understanding of Shi Sheng.
"Hmm."
Mo Nian said: "After all, Shi Sheng is just an eleven or twelve-year-old child, and the place he remembers is more than ten years away from now, so he is the most unfamiliar with this era, and he always has a feeling of being out of place, I see that you adapt so well, I think you don't." ”
I didn't expect Ji Qingmo to feel this way.
"What is the me in my heart?"
When Ji Qingmo heard this, he laughed in a low voice, "It seems to be very strong." ”
"Nope."
At this time, Mo Nian shook her head, and she said lightly: "You, like Ji Shisheng and Shi Sheng, are very fragile and sensitive, I sometimes don't know how to get along with you better, your thinking is too complicated, it is difficult for me to understand your innermost thoughts through shallow words." ”
Ji Qingmo was stunned: "I'm fragile...... I?" ”
Somehow, Ji Qingmo had a feeling of crying and laughing, but his mood became very complicated.
Since his appearance, no one has used the word "vulnerable" to describe him.
Even if Steward Zhuang didn't say it to their faces, Ji Qingmo could guess that his image in the hearts of those people was terrifying and elusive.
But I never thought that one day I would be called "vulnerable".
That person is still ...... Mo Nian.
Only Mo Nian's words always made him unable to refute at the first time.
Why is that?
"Well, it's fragile." Mo Nian nodded.
"Why...... Do you want to see me like that? Ji Qingmo was puzzled, he admitted that he showed his sensitive appearance in front of Mo Nian, and that was because he was afraid of losing Mo Nian.
But...... Frail?
It's unexpected.
"Because you're too thin."
Mo Nian wiped the washed dishes dry and put them on the shelf, "Your past, the future you want, the things you do, your purpose, the meaning of your existence...... It's all thin, and because it's so thin, it looks fragile, as if it can be destroyed casually. ”
“…… Thin? ”
Ji Qingmo stood up from the chair, he approached Mo Nian, propped his hand on the marble platform, and stared at Mo Nian standing behind the pool opposite, "All of my ...... Is it thin? ”
"Isn't it?"
Mo Nian asked rhetorically: "Your past is borrowed from Ji Shisheng's memories, and those memories have a limit to your sense of substitution, right?" It's like there is an unbridgeable gap between people who watch movies and people who experience real events firsthand, and the meaning of the two is not the same. ”
"The future you want, the things you do, your purpose and the meaning of your existence...... It's also based on the premise of 'Ji Shisheng', you want to get rid of him, you want to take over this body, this is the future you want, what you are doing, your purpose that you keep repeating to other people...... In the end, in the eyes of outsiders, destroying Ji Shisheng seems to have become the only meaning of your existence. ”
Mo Nian said, putting the washed knife and fork aside, she took off her gloves, looked at Ji Qingmo who was standing opposite in a daze, and she said: "And these things make up your present, but the thickness obtained by adding thin and thin is also thin......"
"Nian Nian!"
Ji Qingmo let out a low snort and interrupted Mo Nian's words.
Mo Nian closed her mouth and didn't continue to speak forcefully, she just quietly looked at Ji Qingmo, who seemed to be a little confused.
"I don't think you're right about me."
Ji Qingmo held his forehead, his voice sounded a little uncomfortable, "I know, you evaluate me like this, just because you don't know me...... Well, you don't know me, I haven't been around for too little time to give you a chance to get to know me, and I'll try to get more time in the future...... Let you have more opportunities to get to know me. ”
"So, don't judge me all when you don't know me, and get a mutilated result, okay?"
Ji Qingmo raised his head, he looked at Mo Nian, his eyes were bitter, with pleading, "Do this...... It will only hurt me. ”
Mo Nian was silent for a while.
In the end, she nodded lightly to Ji Qingmo: "I know, I won't mention it again." ”
Ji Qingmo smiled at this time, but the blow he received just now was too great, and his smile looked a little reluctant.
"You go to the living room and wait a while."
Mo Nian said: "I wiped the table and went over." ”
Ji Qingmo seemed to need to be quiet for a while.
"Okay." Ji Qingmo nodded, not refusing Mo Nian's kindness.
After he left, Mo Nian stood in the kitchen for a while, then picked up a rag, wet it and wrung it out, and went around to the dining table to wipe the tabletop.
During the whole process, Mo Nian didn't say a word, and her pupils looked deeper than before, making it impossible to guess her thoughts.
At the same time, Ji Qingmo sat on the sofa in the living room, he rested for a while, but he still felt dizzy and unspeakably uncomfortable.
At this time, Ji Qingmo suddenly saw the plastic bag on the coffee table, and the paper bowl inside contained the snacks and fried skewers that he had packed and brought back from Mo Nian's favorite stall when he was a child.
After looking at it for a while, Ji Qingmo stretched out his hand, picked up the plastic bag and opened it, and took out a string of fried sausages that had been cold from it, he took a bite, chewed it slowly, and finally swallowed it.
Ji Qingmo looked at the fried skewers in his hand in a daze, and said in a complicated tone: "Obviously...... It's pretty much the same, it's ...... as I remember."
Obviously the actual experience is no different from having a memory...... That's exactly what it is......
But why do you want to say that......
Why?
In her opinion, she ......
"I ......"
Ji Qingmo muttered: "What is it? ”
……
Mo Nian sat in the dining room for a while before getting up and returning to the living room.
The living room was filled with the faint smell of paprika and cumin.
Mo Nian swept the coffee table and saw an empty paper bowl with only a few fried potatoes left.
Ji Qingmo sat on the sofa, holding the tablet, and looked at the things on it seriously.
Mo Nian's angle could see the corner of the tablet, and the familiar format seemed to be the company's report, so she looked away.
"Do you still have to work overtime?" Mo Nian sat down on the sofa next to him.
"Huh?"
Ji Qingmo was too attentive just now, and it wasn't until Mo Nian opened his mouth that he came back to his senses, put down the tablet in his hand, and said, "No, there's nothing I have to do anymore, I'm just too bored just now, so take a look and familiarize myself...... In my current job, I still have a lot to learn. ”
"Yes."
Mo Nian was clear, she took out her mobile phone and looked at the time, and said, "It's late, I'll go back first." ”
As he spoke, Mo Nian was about to get up.
"Nian Nian."
At this time, Ji Qingmo suddenly got up and grabbed her sleeve, "Tonight...... Stay with me. ”
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