Why did he trample her dignity into the mud?

Yao Zhenzhen threw two twenty vigorously on the face of the field officer: "You are a stinky field service with nothing to achieve and no future, what qualifications do you have to look down on people, and if you have a little power, you feel that you are a superior person?" There is no one in the entire crew who can afford it, do you think we obediently listen to you because of you?

No, it's because of the whole crew. You're just an inconspicuous screw in the making, to put it bluntly, you're just a prop like us, a miscellaneous one! When you run before and after the director, you have to remember that you are not as good as us, at least we have the backbone.

If you can buy a bottle of mouthwash for the forty dollars, rinse your stinky mouth. ”

Yao Zhenzhen left without looking back after speaking, and Sister Li hurriedly followed.

The field attendant was dumbfounded, came back to his senses for a while, and became angry at the surrounding group performers: "What are you looking at? I don't want to act, I don't want to act! ”

Back at the rental house, Yao Zhenzhen was still angry, she called Yao's mother to tell her grievances, and Yao's mother comforted her. Again, if you don't feel right, you can go back.

Yao Zhenzhen didn't want to go back, she felt that she could always make a name for herself here.

Yao's mother talked about Yao Ye again, saying that her interview video became popular on the Internet, and some health care product companies asked her to endorse her, and some asked her to be on the show.

Yao Zhenzhen was shocked and asked Yao's mother how she knew.

Yao's mother said that it was all discussed on Weibo.

Yao Zhenzhen hung up the phone, her face gloomy.

Is Yao Ye really her nemesis?

thought that she would be able to return to her glorious life if she was away from Yao Ye, but Yao Ye was like an unbeatable Xiaoqiang, always appearing around her.

What should she do to eliminate Yao Ye's influence on her?

All the things that slander the reputation, Yao Ye will definitely respond to the police.

Besides, behind Yao Ye stood the Cheng family.

Yao Zhenzhen sadly found that none of her schemes could shake Yao Ye.

Unless she becomes famous immediately, has wealth and power.

At that time, there will be countless fans charging for her.

Wait, wait, wait.

There will always be an opportunity.

Sister Li knocked on the door and brought dinner to Yao Zhenzhen.

"Zhen Zhen, what you said today is really relieving, everyone looks down on that field business, only you bravely stand up and refute it. Zhen Zhen, if a discerning director discovers you, you will definitely soar. ”

Yao Zhenzhen was not very happy to hear this, what was the use of showing off her might and gaining the upper hand in front of others, if she didn't defeat Yao Ye, she would always be a loser.

When Yao Zhenzhen was dreaming of stardom, her unflapping career suffered a huge blow.

Sister Li said that it was a ghost in the field affairs, although the field affairs did not have a high status in a crew, but with his good relationship with many group leaders. He can also easily control the fate of the group performance.

It just so happened that he remembered Yao Zhenzhen's name and told all the connected group hair messages not to hire Yao Zhenzhen.

So Yao Zhenzhen has no filming, even if it is a group performance without saying a word.

Yao Zhenzhen is not lightly angry, she feels that the field affairs do not have so much power to cover the sky in the entire photography base. She actively searched for the contact information of various group leaders, but it was useless. They all feel that more is better than less.

And the field affairs publicized her affairs widely, saying that she stole the show, was disobedient, played a big name, had a higher heart than the sky, was arrogant and rude, and so on.

No one would use such a group performance, there are 30,000 group performances in the entire filming base, and they are still pouring in from all directions.

She went to various crews to squat, but still found nothing.

Sister Li couldn't stand it anymore, so she said, "Don't be discouraged, you still have a chance." There is a Wanqing Hotel in our base, and all the crews will open a room in the hotel to recruit suitable actors. However, those who have requirements for appearance, height, talent, and academic qualifications, if the conditions are not enough, I want to try my luck there. ”

Yao Zhenzhen's eyes lit up, and she took Sister Li to the photo studio to make her information card.

She didn't have much acting experience, and the only one was messed up, so she put photos of her previous ballet dances in the profile.

The first door she knocked on was the crew of "Modern Girl", and she asked if there were any actors to photograph, she would dance ballet.

Those people asked her to hand in the materials and go back to wait for news.

Such a scene has been looped at least thirty times, and the people who come and go around are all peers from professional classes, and the girls are all bright and generous, dare to talk and laugh. The school from which he was born is also a top school.

When the news cycle of submitting resumes was for the thirtieth time, Yao Zhenzhen's anger finally exploded.

Before she came, Sister Li asked her to print a thick stack of materials, but she didn't listen to persuasion, thinking that with her talent, she could get her chance by opening five doors at most.

She carefully watched the interview requirements of each crew to ensure that she would only go in and knock on the door when she had the opportunity.

But what did reality reward her?

Rejection after rejection, failure after failure.

This failure was far more than the failure she had experienced in the previous eighteen years.

What's even more desperate is that she finds that every girl who comes and goes around her has more advantages than her.

Yao Zhenzhen returned to the rental house in frustration, and it was only two o'clock in the afternoon.

Sister Li also came back, and Sister Li said that she was lucky to be favored by a director to become an actor in the group. The monthly salary is six thousand.

Yao Zhenzhen didn't want to say a word.

So Sister Li began to encourage her, like every night for half a month.

"Zhenzhen, don't be discouraged. I've been in the film and television base for seven or eight years, and it's the first time I've seen you as an aura actor. Don't you usually notice how you perform? If you noticed, you wouldn't be as depressed as you are now.

Zhen Zhen, you are a rare genius actor in a century. People like me are lucky enough to get a team role, but I can't be as likely to be a palace-level actor as you in my life. Don't be discouraged. ”

Yao Zhenzhen believed it, and worked for half a month without hesitation.

In view of the fact that some friends brought by Sister Li said in unison that she was talented. scolded the injustice of fate with her when she was lost, scolded the crew for looking down on people, and scolded everything in the world. After scolding again, he encouraged her to believe in her as always.

So she plucked up her courage again and again, and she also fell into the sand again and again.

When she came to the filming base for a month and a half, she had only played one role so far, and she still wouldn't be broadcast.

had no choice but to succumb to become an extra, because Sister Li often said how hard-won these roles were.

Yao Zhenzhen didn't have the courage to scold anyone in the crew anymore.

When she returned to her hometown two months later, her mental outlook had changed dramatically.

In the past two months, she has experienced blows, disappointments and insults all the time, which is enough to wear out the pride in her bones.

What's more, she failed the college entrance examination again, and her classmates at school also knew that she was fined by the police education.

Many people have deleted her friends.

Yao Ye saw Yao Zhenzhen again, and found that she had become snarky, inferior and proud, and the pride shining in her eyes had disappeared.

Because of the change in mental energy, Yao Zhenzhen has become mediocre.

This is a small revenge for her uninterrupted suppression of Yao Ye for six consecutive years.

When you are full of hope and charge at a goal a thousand times and fail again and again, you don't see a little hope. So you don't want to go down the wrong path and make your situation worse. Then you doubt yourself, you become conflicted, you are in a dilemma, you are afraid to make a choice, you have no backbone, you don't know the direction of the future.

It's like a good student who enjoyed applause and support in elementary school and gradually became an ordinary student, and hopelessly became a bad student.

You have no idea what's going on, and you can't adjust to the gaze that others are betting on you.

You wept in the middle of the night when no one was around, remembering your past glory.

But facts are facts, you're done, you can't go back to the past. You can no longer have the same honor as before.

Just like Yao Zhenzhen, she no longer holds her head high, and she has a habitual flattering smile on the corner of her mouth. When she was reprimanded, she trembled and fidgeted, and when she was questioned, she lowered her head and remembered what she was wrong. often bows her head with her chest down, as if the courage in her heart is not enough for her to walk on the street and accept the gaze of others.

She loses her identity and becomes submissive.

She's done.