Ah Ming narrowed his eyes, this familiar action made Ruoxi suddenly feel inexplicable fear. Subconsciously pushed him, and he struggled to jump off. However, he didn't give her this chance, but carried her into the house with some force.

The morning sun seemed to be brighter than in previous days, and the warm spring sun shone through the rooftop on a clearing below, shining brightly. For the first time, Ruoxi looked at this man with a strong attitude so seriously. After washing away the stains and black mud, his face revealed a bit of the flyingness characteristic of young people, but he was staring at his pair of eyes, revealing a maturity and desolation that did not match the actual age of his master. Looking at this pair of eyes like this, Ruoxi's heart, which was still so tense just now, suddenly relaxed. She keenly felt that this young man, like her, was a poor man struggling in the whirlpool of contradictions.

Sure enough, there must be something hateful about the poor man. Ruoxi wrinkled her eyebrows and looked at him, silent. And what about Amin? After carrying her into the room, he pressed her on the bed, and his upper body overturned over her, looking down on this woman's every move, but to his surprise, this little woman did not react at all, but looked at him calmly with a calm gaze. Bare. Naked taunts.

A little annoyed, he said, "You're not afraid of me? ”

Ruoxi tilted her head, hey, this person is really interesting, obviously he has the upper hand now, but judging from the tone of his speech, no matter how you look at it, it is like a child who has not eaten candy is coquettish. She blinked her eyes slyly, "Afraid of what you are doing, aren't you afraid that I will get my feet dirty without wearing shoes and help me?" ”

It seems that it is really too much to do this, Ah Ming sighed helplessly, straightened up, and glared at her, he had never seen such a person who took himself seriously. However, Ah Ming, who has always been skeptical and speculating, thought of another possibility, not to say, Ruoxi's current demeanor and demeanor are all deliberately done to figure out his thoughts in advance, thinking of this, he is a little annoyed, the other party is so full of care, but what about him? I was stunned and thought about it for a night.

He stood barefoot on the ground and stopped talking, Ruoxi sat up by himself and greeted him cross-legged, "Hey, you just keep standing, sit here." She patted the empty space beside her. This bed is not big, Armin knew this from the time he had been curling up last night, and now that there is one more person on the bed, I am afraid that the space will only be narrower if I sit on it again. He hesitated, didn't move, Ruoxi pouted, shrunk himself into a small ball, hugged his knees, and his long hair scattered in front of him, covering his face and vision.

"Now, Amin, have you ever had a very conflicted and painful time?" She didn't know why she suddenly said such an incomprehensible word, she was just thinking about saying something to break the silence here, but as soon as the words came out, she herself was stunned, it turned out that she had been deliberately hidden, and the pain of the closure was so deep that it had unconsciously integrated into her soul, making her unconsciously throw it out in an instant.

Ah Ming's expression darkened, "Of course there is." More than that, he is simply immersed in this contradiction and entanglement all the time.

"So, what do you usually do when you're not happy?" She didn't give up and continued to ask.

After a long silence, Armin whispered cowardly, "I'll do one thing to distract myself." ”

"Oh? Does it work? "Ruoxi came to the spirit. She desperately needed to do something to calm her floating mind and do anything.

"It works." Ah Ming smiled a little wryly and glanced at the person on the bed, "Do you want to learn?" Very naïve. ”

Ruoxi nodded like pounding garlic, looking around for shoes, Ah Ming turned around and walked to the bottom of the rooftop, and brought the shoes for her, Ruoxi smiled at him gratefully, put on his shoes, and urged anxiously, "What is a good way, say it quickly." ”

Picking up a sharp-looking stone on the ground, Amin found a relatively hidden place on the wall and demonstrated, "Write down the things you want to achieve most in your heart in a place that is not easy for others to find, and when your wish is fulfilled, you can find it and quietly erase it." He stood in front of the wall with the stone, hesitated, held his arm for a long time, laughed softly, and threw the stone away, "Oh, it's ridiculous." ”

"No, no. Not at all. Ruoxi stretched out her arm with great interest to catch the stone he had dropped, jumped down and looked back and forth on the wall around the bed to find a more hidden place, probably thinking that the beam at the head of the bed was not bad, she tiptoed up, but when her hand finally reached the place, she suddenly stopped.

What do you want to achieve most...... Is it a wish?

Wish......

A look of elation suddenly froze on her face, and her wish ...... Since that night, she seems to have drawn a cage on the ground with a big stone, and stood in it obediently, and then for more than ten years, she held on to a thought and refused to put it down. The wish that once occupied her weak heart was the pillar that sustained her through the most difficult years, but now ...... She didn't dare to face the true thoughts in her heart, she knew that this heart was full of holes, it didn't want to hate it like this anymore, it wanted to give up, but its owner still stubbornly refused to let it go.

Because of that wish, even in the face of her former partner, her current lover, she can't sincerely reveal her heart, whenever her feelings rise, she will ruthlessly douse them with rational ice water, several times, even she herself sensed the urgency of suffocation, is it revenge or love with him? She couldn't figure out a clue.

For a long time, Ah Ming watched the painful look on her face change back and forth, and her heart suddenly contracted with some pain, she was really more able to act than the last few people she sent, just now, his heart trembled so violently, and he actually felt four words deeply in her: sympathy.

"My heart." Ruoxi slowly lowered her raised arm and whispered to herself against the wall, "I want to treat someone with sincerity, but ...... That person shouldn't be ...... by me," she said incoherently, even a little self-defeating.

"Amin, have you ever tried to love someone with all your heart?" She silently lowered her head and looked at the dark dirt on her feet.

Ah Ming smiled bitterly and loved with all his heart? He had really done such a stupid thing, thinking that he had received a true love and love that was beyond the reach of others, and what happened? but in exchange for a funny, ridiculous and pathetic end.

Ruoxi didn't expect him to answer, and said to herself, "I've done such a stupid thing," she sighed, her tone melancholy like the misty sunlight of a spring morning, neither beautiful nor dark, "At that time, everything was still very beautiful, but when my family was in great trouble, those beautiful things were like broken cotton wool, which was mercilessly peeled off, and let me see clearly how absurd and pathetic the true love I once thought was." ”

"I thought he would be my last pillar of support, but you know what? Just as I tried my best to lean on him without reservation, the pillar did not hesitate to dodge and escape, so I ......"

"That's why I fell to pieces, scarred, and painful." Ah Ming, who had been silent, slowly spit out these words, his handsome eyebrows and eyes condensed with a dull pain, and he understood her pain. Because there is no defense, because there is no disguise, because of the whole body and heart, so the fall is incomplete, so the pain is unbearable.

The deep gaze stayed on her petite and thin body, as if it was like two sharp swords, trying to penetrate her surface to see what was going on. She...... Who exactly is it?

However, Ruoxi, who had his back to him, didn't seem to notice it, just stared blankly at the lifeless wall, "I seem to understand a little bit now, the person who once occupied everything may not be my lover, I was just too lonely and lonely at that time, so I was so attached to him." Hehe, forget it, anyway, I can be regarded as revenge on him, he betrayed me, I calculated him, it seems that now we are even. "Gently clench the stone tightly and place it on the small box. Both she and him no longer have the courage to write down their wishes.

Taking a deep breath and putting away his untimely emotions, Ruoxi smiled shallowly and turned his face to look at him, "I said you, you've been weird since yesterday, why do you look at me like an enemy?" I don't think I've offended you before, have I? "It's so uncomfortable, it's clear that he robbed her of the richest dinner last night, okay?

Ah Ming's eyes were heavy, his pursed lips tightened, and when he met her clear gaze, he was unexpectedly weak for no reason, holding a trace of luck in his heart, "It's nothing, because there were people like you who were locked up here a long time ago, and ...... Very good for me. ”

"Huh? Wouldn't that be great? Ruoxi was a little puzzled.

"Yes, that's good." Amin's deep smile that didn't fit his age was revealed again, Ruoxi smashed it, and felt that the smile was really ...... Sad.

"Didn't you come to me for that thing?" His narrow eyes narrowed, and he looked at her coldly. The surface is calm, only he knows what a huge storm is being produced in his heart, and he is subconsciously afraid of what this woman will say and what he is afraid of hearing.

Seem...... The feeling this woman gives him...... It's a little different from what it used to be.

"Something?" Ruoxi spread out his palms, shrugged his shoulders, looked him up and down, and suddenly smiled, revealing his white teeth, "I remember that you don't even have a good piece of clothing, what good things can I take from you?" ”

"You...... I really don't know? "He's a little incredible.

"Of course. And if you're afraid I'm going to have something else to do, just ignore me as you used to. Ruoxi glanced at his mouth, in this ghost place, it is good to have someone to talk to, but if people are always on guard like enemies, then it is better to live separately and ignore anyone.

Armin opened her mouth to say something, when she heard the iron fence above the stairs rattling, probably because her friend had brought her food. He glanced at Ruoxi, his tone was a little ashamed, and he muttered with a little childishness, "Whoever said to ignore you, you should be careful." ”