Two years later, Asakyu.

Asashu is a beautiful place with gardenias in the spring, swaying hyacinths in the summer, maple forests in the fall, and snowy plums in the winter. The fragrance of flowers is constant, the sun is shining, and the shallow heart seems to be washed away by the beauty and delicacy, and the branches and leaves drift away with the wind.

Iman and Cheng Xian lived in this beautiful little town for two years. Over the past two years, they have learned how to love each other better. Far away from the bustle and bustle of the metropolis, my heart is becoming more and more quiet.

About six or seven years ago, Iman used to live in the house of an old man surnamed Yao. At that time, she was still working hard to learn design. And in the past two years, she has seen the boy with little tiger teeth again, and he is no longer the boy who was as bright as the sun at the beginning.

He had a crippled leg, but a man in his early twenties looked like an old man in his twilight years, as if he could grow old at any moment.

He is Yao Xuan, a boy with great artistic talent.

Since the death of the girl he liked, ---- Yuxuan, he has been guarding her grave every day, wiping every inch of the tombstone clean, as if caressing Yu Xuan's face.

And Iman and Cheng Xian founded an art training class with Yao Xuan. Iman and Yao Xuan only teach students, and the rest are art training classes. Iman and Yao Xuan only teach the students, and Cheng Xian has to do the rest of the things himself.

The average person's rest is on the weekend, but theirs is during their free time on Monday and Friday.

Life was hard, but all three of them were happy.

It was already late in the day when the students were sent off, the cold wind was blowing, and it seemed that there were still snowflakes falling. Cheng Xian was not there, Yao Xuan and Iman were both ready to go back, and Yao Xuan suddenly changed his mind. To go to the bare gardenia alone. Iman was afraid that he would be in danger, so he followed.

On this day, Iman wore a bright red coat, which looked particularly good against the snowflakes. Her hair had grown long, and it was blown by the wind, and she had a girlish feeling.

The deep and shallow mountain road hurts a little in the ankles. Yao Xuan was crazy on one leg, but he walked extremely fast. Iman only felt that something was wrong with Yao Xuan today, but he couldn't tell what was wrong.

It's a small dirt mountain, not tall, and the withered gardenia trees next to it are messy and staggered, and it looks particularly bleak.

Yao Xuan sat on the ground stunned, as if he didn't feel cold at all.

He was meditating, and no one knew what he was pondering, and no one knew how to comfort him. Ever since Yu Xuan died, he had become silent. Even a superfluous gossip was silenced. Not even a single superfluous gossip. Even his paintings began to fall into decline. Those beautiful colors were leaving him, and his whole heart seemed to be dead.

He seems to be living just to remember that beautiful girl.

The wind and snow blew harder, and his hair and clothes were white, but he remained motionless like a statue. Iman finally couldn't help it, stepped forward and patted him on the shoulder, and said softly, "Xiao Xuan, let's go home." ”

As soon as these words came out, who knew that Yao Xuan grabbed Iman's hand on his shoulder, his hand was very thin, not as warm and powerful as Chengxian. Held by his hand, there was a faint sense of powerlessness. This feeling made Iman a little scared, as if he had once felt dead.

"Yu Xuan, are you back? Are you back? ”

Yao Xuan's voice was full of anticipation, which made Iman's mood sink suddenly, is he missing that girl?

However, although Yao Xuan was full of expectations, he never turned his head, "Yu Xuan, I have been waiting for you here for many years, but you have never appeared. Even if you come out once, you can talk to me. ”

The indescribable taste in Iman's heart, this kind of eternal separation of heaven and man she has tasted more than once, she even wants to cry a little, she has tasted her face more than once, she even wants to cry, the boy in front of him, he is only twenty-three years old, he is still so young, but his heart is already old.

Love is the knife that will save people.

"Yu Xuan, look at how beautiful that gardenia is, that year the flowers bloomed into a sea, you stood in the sea of flowers and smiled at me, don't you remember? Yu Xuan, I know it's you back, it's you, right? Look at me now, my legs are crippled, and I am not handsome anymore, are you relieved? ”

Iman didn't respond, and she was already in tears without any music.

She couldn't bear to disturb Yao Xuan, who was dreaming, but it was just as cruel not to disturb, Yao Xuan might not know that all this was just his fantasy. He just wanted to dream quietly.

There was a lot of babbling, and Iman didn't listen, but she was unusually sad. She had been standing behind Yao Xuan, unable to see his expression, but she could feel him crying. That low sobbing, with an unspeakable choking, almost drove people crazy.

Iman crossed his heart, "Xiao Xuan, go back with my sister." ”

Yao Xuan let go of his hand and finally turned around, and his eyes were really full of tears.

"Sister Manman, you are so cruel, you even have the opportunity for me to dream" Sister Manman, you are so cruel, you have to deprive me of the opportunity to dream. ”

He choked up for a long time before continuing: "I clearly remember that when I confessed to Yu Xuan, it was the first snow of that year. At that time, she walked downstairs and walked for a full forty-three laps. I told her at the time, four, three, four, three, like scattered, I thought she was going to break up with her childhood sweetheart, but I didn't expect that it was me who broke up in the end. ”

"Finally I brought her here and taught her to shout and expel the troubles in her heart. The snow fell on her long hair that day, and it was really beautiful. However, the day she left, it was also here. She said she would become one of these thousands of flowers and watch me live well. But I was really tired. I am tired. ”

He closed his eyes, and tears fell instantly, down his clothes and into the snow.

Iman wanted to comfort him, but her current words were clearly standing and talking without backache. She and Chengxian live a beautiful life and have a sweet relationship, where will she understand the suffering of these people.

Rao was like this, she still opened her mouth and said: "Xiao Xuan, don't worry about the past anymore. If Yu Xuan's girl knew that you were so sad, she wouldn't be at ease. Let's go home, go back and get some sleep, and forget everything. ”

Forgot? How Yao Xuan could forget. If he hadn't insisted on breaking up back then, how could Yu Xuan have left this world so soon.

But that girl never complained, and even thanked fate for letting her meet this boy who had warmed her all the years in her short life.

No complaints, no regrets, she will only make Yao Xuan live in guilt for the rest of his life.

Many people say that some feelings fade over time. As for Yao Xuan and Yu Xuan, the more time passes, the more he misses her. Even the thoughts that penetrated into the bones devoured his reason.

Yao Xuan opened his eyes and took out a packet of milk from his arms, which he still had a slight body temperature when he handed it to Iman.

Suddenly he stopped crying, he was laughing, laughing like the warmest sunshine in spring.

"Yu Xuan has a habit of cleanliness, but she likes to drink the milk I handed her the most. She said the milk was closest to my atrium so she could lean closer to me. And I pushed her away little by little. Sister Manman, do you think I'm a special bastard? ”

Iman dragged the bag of milk, only to feel extremely heavy, and she had a sense of foreboding. So she kept comforting Yao Xuan, as if she wanted to impress him with words, the most powerless thing.

"Xiao Xuan, after Qingyang's death, I also feel that the world has collapsed, but no matter how desperate you are, you must live well with the hope of those who have left. I also thought that I would never love again in my life, but I didn't expect to meet your brother Cheng. There are many things that we cannot predict, but in the dark, fate will also give us a new way out. Don't always be so pessimistic, maybe one day you will see all this and start your new life. ”

"No, I don't want to look away, and I don't want to start a new life. I just want to be able to spend more time with her. Sister Manman, do you think there will be a medicine in this world that can bring people back from the dead? ”

Yao Xuan seemed to suddenly see hope, and muttered: "Coming back from the dead, yes, it is coming back from the dead." I'll look for it, and I'll be able to! ”

Iman really couldn't stand it anymore, she shook Yao Xuan's ear scraper with a "swish", "Yao Xuan, are you crazy, how can there be any resurrection from the dead in this world!" To be dead is to be dead, and there will be no return! ”

If there is such a thing as resurrection from the dead in this world, Iman will definitely do everything to get Qingyang's survival. Even if she wants her to die, she will not hesitate to do it.

Unfortunately, there will be no resurrection at all, there will be no resurrection at all.

Yao Xuan held Iman's hand, "Then why do those TV series always play something that comes back from the dead?" "Xiao Xuan, wake up, that's all a lie, wake up."

Iman was bent on waking up Yao Xuan, but she didn't know that to a large extent, she had shattered Yao Xuan's hopes.

Yao Xuan's eyes were suddenly filled with tears again, and he smiled bitterly, "Also, how can there be any resurrection from the dead, dead is dead." Then what am I still alive for, it is better to die with Yu Xuan. That way, she won't be lonely alone. ”

As soon as Iman heard Yao Xuan say this, he realized Yao Xuan's despair. Before she could say comforting words, Yao Xuan had already spoken.

Yu Xuan always likes to wear her bright red clothes, she is like this, with long hair scattered and thin cheeks that always make people feel distressed. Sister Manman, thank you for letting me see what Yu Xuan used to be. I'm satisfied. ”

With that, he jumped from the top of the mountain. Iman subconsciously reached out to grab it, but only grabbed a handful of air.

She hysterically called Yao Xuan's name, but all that responded to her was the sound of the wind whistling by.

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