"I still have an extravagant hope in my heart, that is, maybe one day when I open my eyes again, the two of us will become the two most ordinary people in the world, I am no longer a shadow, you are no longer an expert, there is no crime, no blood, no conspiracy, nothing, only the most ordinary us, living the most ordinary life,"

Sent away the last client of the day to do psychological counseling, walked out of the counseling room from Xin Yue, and returned to his office, this time of day is the most relaxed time for Xin Yue. From one side of Xin Yue's office is a transparent glass, and the autumn sunset is shining obliquely in at this time, dyeing everything in the office with the unique warmth of autumn. From Xin Yue likes this season very much, there is no warmth in spring, no scorching heat in summer, and no cold in winter, this is a season suitable for relaxation.

Every time at this time, Xin Yue couldn't help but think of how she felt when she heard the doctor's diagnosis of Moxi a year ago. At that time, Xin Yue only felt that she was heartbroken, and she even began to hate herself, hating herself for persecuting Moxi like that, and she almost spent that time in self-blame. It wasn't until later that Moxie woke up from his coma, thinking that everything was over, only to find that it was only the beginning of all the difficulties, because Moxie didn't remember anything, he lost all his memories, and when he faced himself, his eyes were empty and without any emotion, like he was looking at a stranger.

Later, the doctor found that he had lost not only his memory, but also the ability of a normal person to take care of himself, he did not speak or move, like a doll with open eyes and breathing. After the intervention of the psychiatrist, it was found that Moxi's brain was indeed damaged to a certain extent and lost some memories, but he lost his ability to take care of himself not because of brain damage, but because he was self-closed after being stimulated, and he felt like a severe autistic person, professionally speaking, PTSD (post-traumatic stress disorder). From Xin Yue, she understood the meaning of the doctor's words, and she also knew why Moxi was self-isolated, and if she wanted Moxi to return to normal, it was to let him come out of that trauma, but it also took time, according to the psychiatrist, the process was very long, maybe a month, maybe a year, maybe forever, it all depends on the patient's own will.

Since that day, Xin Yue has left the police force, devoted herself to Moxi's treatment, going back and forth between her home and the diagnosis and treatment center at two o'clock every day, and later entered a psychological counseling company from Xin Yue through a friend's introduction, taking on some psychological counseling work, so as to support herself and her children. Because Moxi is the big boss of a child trafficking organization after all, his treatment has always been in a designated institution, with the police guarding him day and night until he can be interrogated, so every time Cong Xinyue goes to see Moxi, he has to be under the surveillance of a bunch of people, but Cong Xinyue doesn't mind at all, she feels that as long as she can see Moxi, she knows that he is still fine, and she is making progress every day, she is very happy.

"I haven't gone home yet," Qi Ling, who is also a consultant, was about to go home when he saw that Cong Xinyue was still sitting in the office in a daze, so he pushed open the door and asked.

"Take a rest before leaving," Xin Yue's thoughts were pulled back, and when she turned her head, she saw Qi Ling staring at her with a smile, obviously having something to say, "Do you have anything you want me to help with?" ”

"I asked my boyfriend out tomorrow, so..." Qi Lingchong raised his eyebrows from Xin Yue, still with a smile on his face.

"You don't want to participate in tomorrow's supervisor?" Cong Xinyue lowered her head and smiled helplessly, "How many times have you done this?" It's not good for your professional growth,"

"It's okay, I don't want to be an expert, from my sister, you can help me ask for a leave," Qi Ling clasped his hands together and made a pleading look.

"Okay, I know, I'll help you ask for leave," Cong Xinyue also had no way to take this colleague who was half a junior sister, "You can go on a date with peace of mind,"

"Thank you from sister! I'll go first! Qi Ling happily turned around and left Cong Xinyue's office.

Seeing Qi Ling so happy from Xin Yue, she was also infected by her, and there was an extra smile on her face. Put down the cup in his hand, raise his hand from Xin Yue and look at his watch, it's time to go and see Moxi, and there is one more important thing to do from Xin Yue today, that is, to fulfill Moxi's wish.

Coming to the psychological clinic where Moxi was treated, after being examined as usual, Xin Yue walked straight to the innermost room of the treatment room, opened the door, and saw Mo Xi sitting quietly on the edge of the bed as usual, with his back to himself, after hearing the noise, he turned his head, stared at Xin Yue for a few seconds, and then showed a shallow smile, and then turned his head and stared out of the window expressionlessly.

"How's he doing today?" Cong Xinyue asked the doctor who was still doing routine check-ups for Moxi, and his expression also became very indifferent, because Cong Xinyue didn't like the psychiatrists here, they always looked at Moxi with disdain, which made Cong Xinyue very uncomfortable.

"That's it, there's no special reaction," the doctor just replied indifferently from Cong Xinyue's words, and then stood up and prepared to leave.

"It's been a year, why doesn't it feel like he's getting better?" Xin Yue asked her own question directly.

"His brain has been traumatized because of neurotoxins, which makes him unable to respond to external stimuli like a normal person, and he is a person with a dual personality, we often encounter obstacles when we do psychological treatment for him, and the two personalities will alternately appear, disrupting our normal psychological intervention, combined with these factors, his treatment is more difficult than ordinary PTSD," the doctor also replied to Cong Xinyue's words very indifferently, the main reason was that he looked down on Cong Xinyue from the bottom of his heart. He felt that an expert would actually fall in love with a shadow, and give up his future for such a criminal, he was really a hopeless woman.

"Doctor Zuo, I know that in your opinion, Moxi is a heinous criminal," Xin Yue could feel that the doctor's tone of voice was not good, but she was not easy to bully from Xin Yue, she would never allow anyone to bully Moxi, "But I want to say that no matter who he is, in your place, he is first and foremost a patient, there is no medical class, no matter who it is, as a doctor, you should try your best to treat him, instead of doing some basic treatment every day like this, perfunctory,"

"Perfunctory?" Zuo Chang immediately became angry when he heard this, how could he allow to be accused by a woman he despised himself, "Why do you say that I am perfunctory?" ”