Iman Arc: The Grass Leaves (6)
Ge Peiyun was once again dragged away, as if she was a prisoner in a prison, and when the time came, she could never be seen again. Iman couldn't stop crying, and his face was already spent.
She stood in the wind for a long time, her hair was blown up, the snow under her feet had melted completely, and she still stared blankly at the place that had long been empty. It seems that this will see hope coming.
"Let's go back." Cheng Xian finally couldn't help but speak.
As she walked along the road, Iman's nose was still red, and she sobbed, unable to resolve this sad emotion no matter what.
At the same time, she hates herself, and she is not separated from life and death, why is she crying so much, it is really his mother's hypocrisy. In the future, don't call it "Iman", call it "Yiqiao".
At this moment, Cheng Xian was very sensible, he didn't say those comforting words again, let Iman digest these things slowly.
The road was narrow, and when Iman and Chengxian walked back, they saw Yan Guangchen again.
He's still so sunny and handsome, just a little more mature than in his usual years. Ever since Iman decided to return to the city, he was ready to face anything. It's just that when these three people meet today, there is still some unspeakable embarrassment.
Iman didn't want to see him, so he grabbed Cheng Xian and took a detour. But it was clearly seen by the sharp-eyed Yan Guangchen. This evasive attitude made him feel a little unspeakably sad. However, when the two armies face each other, the most taboo thing is to retreat without attacking. He quickly adjusted his emotions, hiding all his displeasure and standing in the way of the two.
Iman gave him an angry look, his tone was unkind, and he only said a short sentence that couldn't be shorter, "Please get out of the way." ”
Yan Guangchen didn't bother with Iman, he was used to such hostility as Iman. At the same time, he noticed Iman's reddened eyes, so his thoughts were all here, and his voice also revealed the same concern as always, "Manman, you...... Aren't you happy? ”
Because of the past, Iman was not angry with Yan Guangchen at all, and her face was very dissatisfied, "I'm not happy to talk about your." ”
Yan Guangchen's face was embarrassed, "Manman, why are you talking so ugly?" ”
Iman didn't back down, "I didn't have to listen to me. ”
Yan Guangchen was speechless for a moment.
Iman's sarcasm is perfectly manageable with his good culture. But Iman's casual swear words, he couldn't face them calmly. This is probably the death hole of these elegant people, Yan Guangchen can't get out of this strange circle.
Iman didn't care about Yan Guangchen's feelings, she spoke again with a hint of unkindness, "Could you please let me go, my husband and I are going home." ”
Yan Guangchen was stunned and pestle there, and Iman pulled Cheng Xian to spare him. After walking for two steps, he heard Yan Guangchen say, "Manman, are you just following him so desperately?" ”
Iman didn't turn his head, but his hand was tightly gripping Cheng Xian's, thinking about what his affairs had to do with him, but he wanted to show a deep affection here.
"Yes, I just follow him so desperately, if I don't follow him, do I still want to follow you? You don't put gold on your face. ”
Iman's sentences were prickly, and Yan Guangchen couldn't find the right words to reply.
At the end, he said, "He's not for you......"
Iman let go of Cheng Xian's hand, strode to Yan Guangchen's side, and met Yan Guangchen's gaze without fear, "Yes, he is not suitable for me, he has hurt me before, but when I was selfish and willful, I made her accompany me." When I was sick and unconscious, he was with me. When I was so poor that I couldn't even afford to eat, he was with me. Of course, it doesn't matter, the important thing is that I've decided to be with him all my life, not you, you know?! ”
Iman is undoubtedly cruel, but she is already a married woman, and it is unfair to Yan Guangchen if she is not cruel at the moment. He used to be such a beautiful big boy, as warm as the sunshine in the sky, but after so many years, he was also vulgar.
Ever since he was so ruthless that he took out the "One Meter of Sunshine", he was no longer the big boy who was as warm as water. He became an inseparable collective with the most vulgar man in the world. Good upbringing, elegant words and deeds, are gradually moving away from him.
"Chen, let it go, let me go, and let yourself go."
These were the last words Iman could say.
Suddenly, she smiled coldly, "Even if you don't let go, it doesn't make any sense." You want me to hate you and remember you, but I've already let go. Your feelings are all irrelevant to me. ”
Irrelevant? It turned out that Yan Guangchen's years of waiting and persistence had been exchanged for these three cruel words, and he was still unwilling, he tried to go to Lai Man's arm, and his eyes showed a strong reluctance, "Where am I not as good as Chengxian?" ”
This sentence made Iman feel a little sad, but she was no longer a child.
She frowned, "I love him, this is where you can never compare to him." ”
What career is successful, what is handsome and chic, in the eyes of her Iman, it is just a floating cloud. At the beginning, she liked Shangcheng Xian, not because he was the chairman of Jincheng Pictures, nor because he had a harmless face. Love is love, and all external interference is not a problem.
Yan Guangchen smiled a little bitterly, "Manman, you can be really cruel, really cruel." ”
At this time, Iman lowered his head a little, and his voice also lowered, "Chen, if I did something in the past that you misunderstood, I apologize to you, don't take it to heart." ”
Misunderstand? It turns out that those good feelings are all misunderstandings.
Yan Guangchen felt for a moment that the things that had supported him all the way collapsed. There was still a dull ache in his lower abdomen. It was two years ago that Iman stabbed down in grief. I thought this was the last bit of intersection between him and Iman. But now it seems that it was all a joke.
Yan Guangchen's heart was entangled, and he was full of loss and sank to the bottom.
Iman didn't want to go on, and too much entanglement ended up being just a hurt.
Who knew that at this time, Yan Guangchen spoke again, "Can we still be friends in the future?" ”
Iman was adamant, "No. ”
Then she added, "My husband doesn't like me pulling and pulling with other men, and I don't want to see you again." ”
Yan Guangchen's hopes were completely shattered, and he was still stunned long after Cheng Xian and Iman left. His body was cold, but his heart was even colder. It was as if the whole body was being drenched.
"Young Master," a gentle call came.
It's been a long time since Yan Guangchen has heard such a call.
At that time, he hated people who called him that, and he felt that those people were nothing more than fancy his identity, and there was a spontaneous rejection. And now, he seemed to feel something intimate. It's as if something that has been lost for a long time has returned.
Yan Guangchen didn't look at the extra person beside him, but Yun Xiao had already walked over, "Young Master, it's cold outside, you better go back." ”
Yan Guangchen was a little wooden, "Why are you here?" ”
Yun Xiao lowered her eyes, "Actually, I haven't left all along, so I stayed by the young master's side, but I knew that you hated me, so I didn't dare to come out to see you." ”
It's been five years, and Yun Xiao has been by his side for the past five years. Her persistence is as good as Yan Guangchen is to Iman. Yan Guangchen easily understood this obsession. He smiled a little wryly: "It's really hard for you all these years." ”
As soon as Yun Xiao heard this, her heart rolled up, and she even wanted to cry, "It's not difficult, as long as I can see the young master, even if I hide in the corner, I am happy." ”
Five years ago, Yun Xiao's heart was higher than the sky, she always thought that Yan Guangchen couldn't do without her, but the reality was that after Iman left, he drove her away. Yan Guangchen gave all his good feelings to Iman, and didn't leave Yun Xiao at all.
Yun Xiao had resentment at first, but in the days without Yan Guangchen, all her resentment turned into longing. Gradually, she couldn't remember the reason why she resented Iman, and she couldn't remember who Yan Guangchen liked. She began to worry about whether the people around her would be able to take care of her "young master" after she left, and this feeling became even worse.
Later, she returned to the city again, lived in the closest place to Yan Guangchen, cooked his favorite meals, and helped him wash his clothes. This feeling of tranquility made her let go of everything in the past.
Yan Guangchen felt very uncomfortable when he heard it, it was not that he didn't know Yun Xiao's intentions, but he couldn't successfully forget the brainless girl yet. That's it, since she doesn't have herself in her heart, why should she never forget it.
He said to Yun Xiao: "Let's go home first, it's cold, go back and warm up." ”
This sentence seemed to be a fire that illuminated Yunxiao's entire universe, and she hurriedly went to help Yan Guangchen carry the briefcase in her hand, but was stopped by Yan Guangchen.
"You're a girl, so let's have some strength to walk. Lest you lose your strength for a while, and I have to carry you. ”
For a moment, Yun Xiao had a feeling of flattery. She didn't know how to express her excitement, so she had to nod desperately, and quickly caught up with Yan Guangchen's pace.
After going back, Yan Guangchen didn't say anything superfluous, everything was like a few years ago, nothing had changed.
He went upstairs, and when he returned to his room, he removed the wind chimes that were wafting in the wind from the window, and after a ringing bell, there was a louder cracking sound, which hit the ground with a crisp sound.
The wind chimes are gone, and there is nothing between him and Iman anymore.
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