"Yes."

Ji Shisheng lowered his head and did not have half a sentence of defense.

He always did.

When his memory was confused, he thought that no matter what the reason, Mo Nian threw him on the fire and didn't care about his harm to him, although he felt sorry for what Mo Nian had experienced, he still wouldn't change his opinion.

Now, his memory is restored, and he will not be tolerant because the person who made the mistake is himself.

No matter what the process was, it was the result and the fact that he left Mo Nian alone in the fire.

"Are you sure this memory is correct?"

Mo Nian suddenly took a step towards Ji Shisheng, she grabbed Ji Shisheng's wrist tightly, "Don't lower your head, you look at me." ”

Ji Shisheng was grabbed by Mo Nian's wrist, his body trembled slightly, and finally slowly raised his head and looked at Mo Nian.

Those bloodshot eyes revealed what kind of mental torture he had experienced before he came to find Mo Nian.

"There's no going wrong."

Ji Shisheng's mouth was full of bitter taste, and his voice was difficult: "Shi Sheng should have told you, right?" He was born on Christmas Day 2014, and if we hadn't been separated because of that event, 2014 would have been the 10th anniversary of our acquaintance, and Christmas Day would have been a special day for us......"

"Before I remembered those things, I didn't know what Shi Sheng was born for, but now I remember that he was born to protect me, and he was born to find you and be found by you."

Ji Shisheng lowered his eyes, and a shadow fell on his long eyelashes, "Because that day, I remembered everything." ”

Yes, today is not the first time that Ji Shisheng remembers the correct memories of those years.

He remembered it once, on the 25th of the month, a very special day for him and Mo Nian.

It's just that because the impact of this "truth" is too great for him to bear, it will be so serious that a new personality is born and he protects him who almost collapsed at that time.

That personality is Shi Sheng.

Memories stay before all the tragedies happen, and they are still immersed in the good times of the year.

At that time, Shi Sheng was the last pure land in his heart, and it was also the beauty he wanted to go back to, but he could never go.

"The memories I remember back then are the same as those I remember today."

Ji Shisheng said in a low voice.

In other words, this time, he finally recovered all his memories and corrected all his erroneous memories.

"Really......"

Mo Nian was silent.

Silently swept over the two, Ji Shisheng felt that Mo Nian in front of him seemed to be getting farther and farther away from him, and he was about to fall into the abyss, only Mo Nian grabbed his hand tightly, making him barely feel that he was still alive.

"I don't believe you'll leave me."

Suddenly, Mo Nian's voice sounded from Ji Shisheng's ears.

Ji Shisheng was stunned.

"Can you tell me what happened?"

Mo Nian said again: "You won't take the initiative to leave me, as long as you still have the strength, you will definitely not leave me." ”

"Mo Nian ......" Ji Shisheng was stunned when he saw Mo Nian with a firm expression.

"What the hell is going on?"

Mo Nian ignored Ji Shisheng's hesitation, she continued to ask: "Something must have happened that you can't take me away, right?" ”

Ji Shisheng's eyes were red, his hands trembled, and he involuntarily grabbed Mo Nian's arm, "Mo Nian ......"

"Plop."

Suddenly, Ji Shisheng knelt on the ground, he hung his head, and a hoarse voice sounded: "I'm sorry...... Mo Nian ......"

There was a deep sadness in his voice, and his head was about to be buried in the grass.

Mo Nian saw Ji Shisheng who was about to collapse, and she was stunned.

The two stopped talking, except for the sound of the night wind, it was Ji Shisheng's low whimper.

"Why, don't you explain?" Mo Nian spoke again.

She still didn't believe that Ji Shisheng would abandon her.

But why, Ji Shisheng only apologized to her without explaining?

"I'm sorry...... I'm sorry......" Ji Shisheng just repeated the sentence.

"Ji Shisheng!"

Rarely, Mo Nian's tone became more intense, and he said in a deep voice: "Don't cry, this is not what I want to hear." ”

She wanted to know what had happened in the first place, not Ji Shisheng's apology.

However, Ji Shisheng is still repeating the sentence "I'm sorry".

Mo Nian looked at him, and felt a strange feeling suddenly surging in his heart, something he had never felt before, to be precise, after she lost her feelings, she never felt like this again.

If she had experienced a change in her relationship as a child, it would have been called "irritability."

She unconsciously grabbed Ji Shisheng's wrist harder.

"I can...... Do what? ”

After some struggle, Mo Nian finally spoke.

"I'll ...... Compensate yours. ”

Finally, Ji Shisheng didn't say "I'm sorry" again, maybe he wanted to say this a long time ago, but he couldn't find the time to speak.

Mo Nian could see how chaotic and fragile Ji Shisheng was at this moment.

Even she, in the face of such a Ji Shisheng, can only be at a loss.

"You don't have to stay with me anymore, you don't need to help me with treatment...... This was originally my own doing, if it weren't for me to escape from reality, Ji Qingmo would not have been born, Ji Qingmo was born because I couldn't stand what I did, the ideal personality. ”

Ji Shisheng said: "So, all this has nothing to do with you, it's my own business, and you don't need to do anything to compensate me, you don't owe me anything, I owe you, so ...... You don't need to stay with me, I'll compensate you for your medical expenses and let you have surgery sooner. ”

Mo Nian's loss of affection is his responsibility.

Therefore, in order to make up for his mistakes, he will compensate Mo Nian.

Although many things are irreparable, now he just wants to do the best he can.

"Is that okay......?"

Ji Shisheng's voice carried a humility that had never been seen before, "Mo Nian...... At least in this matter, don't refuse me...... You can accept this money with peace of mind, you don't have to suffer such a sin, you won't lose your feelings, it's me who made you like this, so ......"

"I see."

Mo Nian was about Ji Shisheng's words of self-reproach, and she repeated: "I know, take your money and go for treatment-I'll do this, will it be fine?" ”

“…… Well. Ji Shisheng replied in a low voice.

"Okay."

Mo Nian didn't refuse, "Then you ...... now"

"I'll go back right away."

Ji Shisheng got up from the ground slowly, he raised his face, he didn't hide his embarrassment at this time, he looked at Mo Nian quietly, his melancholy eyes were moist, and he said softly: "When I go back, I will transfer the money to your account, Mo Nian, you are free." ”

You don't need to be with me as a sinner anymore, take the responsibility you shouldn't bear, and accompany the person you shouldn't.

When you receive the money and heal yourself, you can start your normal life again.

And in that right future that belongs to you, there will be no me.

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