023 Affection
When Qin Xiao came to Li Qinlin's tent, Li Qinlin was drinking sullen wine alone in the tent, and seeing Li Qinlin's so decadent appearance, Qin Xiao's heart was also unhappy.
He has seen everything Li Qinlin has done for Wu Zhen over the years, and in his opinion, what Li Qinlin has done for Wu Zhen is just what his subordinates should do, but Li Qinlin doesn't think so. She thought that if she married Wu Zhen, it meant that she got the whole world, and she regarded Wu Zhen as her own heaven, but she didn't know that in Wu Zhen, she was just his right-hand man, even if he and she already had a husband and wife.
Xu was noticing that someone appeared in his sight, Li Qinlin raised his eyes and saw Qin Xiao.
"Why are you here?"
Li Qinlin's tone was light, Qin Xiao's gaze stayed on her, but she kept trying to avoid Qin Xiao's gaze. Some things can't be explained in a sentence or two, nor can they be understood with a look or a movement, her previous grievances and grievances with Qin Xiao can only be said to be God's will, she is unaware of him, maybe this is a good thing.
Seeing that Li Qinlin was deliberately avoiding herself, even though Qin Xiao felt uncomfortable in his heart, he still had to pretend to be indifferent on the surface.
"Lord Wang, let me come to see you."
Qin Xiao tried to calm himself down, he didn't want Li Qinlin to see the clues, he had known Li Qinlin for many years, Li Qinlin knew more than a little bit about him, he was afraid to see Li Qinlin know that this was not from Wu Zhen's original intention when he was lonely.
"Qin Xiao, is this really what the prince meant?"
Noticing the flickering of Qin Xiao's eyes, Li Qin smiled self-deprecatingly. Heart Dao Wu Zhen is busy cultivating a relationship with Du Yao at this time, this son is afraid that he has forgotten her a long time ago, Qin Xiao came back to see that she was not Wu Zhen's meaning at all, if Wu Zhen intentionally sent someone to comfort her, that person would definitely not be Qin Xiao, after all, Qin Xiao's meaning to her has long been revealed, Wu Zhen will not know, with Wu Zhen's character It is not easy to endure to this day.
He can not love, don't want, don't miss, or touch Wu Zhen's woman, but he will never let other men covet the beauty of his woman, even if the woman is just a nominal lady, he will try his best to protect his woman for the sake of face.
Men's sense of yearning for power is always so strong, and this is true of royal relatives like Wu Zhen. What he can't get, he can't let others get it, and what he gets, others can't even think about it.
Hearing Li Qinlin's questioning, Qin Xiao's face was a little unpleasant, and he wanted to say something but couldn't say anything. He wanted to give her a hug, but realized that he had long since lost the opportunity to hug her. At the beginning, he gave up the opportunity to marry her for her sentence "If you don't marry", now he is a stranger to her, what right does he have to do so?
"Qin Lin, I ......"
In the depths of his love, Qin Xiao couldn't extricate himself, he warned himself more than once to stay away from Li Qinlin, but he found that he couldn't leave her, and every word she said to him was always lingering in his mind, flashing her smile. He knew that he had been poisoned deeply, and he was afraid that there would be no chance of a cure in this life.
Looking at the white-clothed woman in front of him, Qin Xiao suddenly had an illusion, as if he had returned to five years ago, to that midwinter season, and to the happy time when he went on a mission with Li Qinlin.
At that time, Wu Zhen only had Li Qinhan in his heart, and at that time, he gradually had her in his heart, he thought that she would have someone he loved like himself, indeed, she did, but that person, it would never be him.
Qin Xiao didn't understand what Wu Zhen had that could make so many women fascinated by him, and even sacrifice his own life for him. Li Qinhan is like this, so is Fang Qingxi, not to mention Li Qinlin. Wu Zhen is his master, the master he has served for many years, he thought that he could hide everything very well, he thought he could appear in front of her with a smile, but then he knew that he was wrong, because there is no reason to love someone, because there is no reason to love someone, because there is no reason to love someone.
He loves her, so he will sacrifice everything for her, even if it is his life, even if it is the future, he just hopes that she can live happily, and he can not hide in the corner and cry silently in the dead of night. He wanted to see her smile back then, and he wanted her to dance for him. He wanted to watch her silently from a distance, watching her find her own wishful husband, watching her belly grow day by day, watching her hair gradually graying, and looking at her smile before she died......
"You don't have to say anything, if there is nothing to do, you can go back, the prince may not be able to explain it."
Seeing the tenderness in Qin Xiao's eyes, Li Qinlin pretended to be calm and said. She didn't dare to look at him, she didn't want to look at him, she didn't want to look at him.
She didn't want to give him the illusion, she didn't want him to miss her anymore. She thought that time could smooth everything out, that he could become sane, at least not so impulsively running to her.
Noticing that the look on Li Qinlin's face was not very good, Qin Xiao's eyes dimmed again, he silently came to Li Qinlin's side, grabbed the wine jar in her hand under Li Qinlin's stunned expression, and lifted Li Qinlin up with his arm.
"You ......"
"Drinking so much wine, if the prince knows it, he will definitely say that the concubine is not sensible, and the concubine is still good at herself, don't make the prince angry. Otherwise, the subordinates don't know how the prince will treat the side concubine. ”
Qin Xiao's tone was very wrong when he said this, Li Qinlin noticed the change in him, she wanted to ask him why he suddenly became like this, but she knew that she couldn't be like this, she couldn't let him have illusions about her anymore.
"I see, you can get out."
Li Qinlin's tone was light, she tried her best to hide the bitterness in her heart, she wanted to bear everything she should have borne silently alone, in the obsession in her heart, she didn't want others to help her, even if it was the person closest to her, even if it was Wu Zhen. She has a cold and arrogant heart, she doesn't want others to see her jokes, she wants to do everything by herself.
Xu knew Li Qinlin too well, Qin Xiao didn't intend to stay here, he put the wine jar back in its place, turned around and left Li Qinlin's tent.
After Qin Xiao left, there was a low cry in the tent, and when he was about to hear it clearly, the sound disappeared.
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After half a month, the three parties gathered all the way, and the 100,000 horses led by Wu Zhen finally arrived at the border stopper.
As a military doctor appointed by Wu Zhen, Du Yao became the object of everyone's attention at the beginning, and the soldiers who saw Du Yao's medical skills in Lujia Village before would not have the slightest suspicion of Du Yao, but they knew Du Yao's ability. However, the soldiers and horses gathered later did not know Du Yao's ability, and when they saw that Du Yao was staying near Wu Zhen all day, they always regarded her as a woman who took the opportunity to cling to the prince.
Especially the other military doctors who marched on the army, they saw a seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl who claimed to be a disciple of the divine doctor dangling in front of them all day long, their hearts were uncomfortable, they thought about teaching her a good lesson more than once, but they found that Du Yao was a martial artist, and they were not good at acting rashly when they saw this.
In the past few days, Wu Zhen ordered Du Yao to concentrate on developing the elixir he had heard of, Du Yao did not refuse him, and she also hoped that Wu Zhen would fall. The elixir of life, that's just a fool's dream. Since ancient times, there have been many talents, and how many people have rushed to get a chance to get ahead and develop this pill, but unfortunately this matter has never been successful for many years, and although there is a successful curative effect, it is not seen.
In Du Yao's opinion, there is absolutely no elixir of life in this world, and even if there is Wu Zhen, there will definitely be no such opportunity.
Coming out of the medical camp, Du Yao walked on the road alone without saying a word, and just said a lot about the so-called highly qualified old military doctors in the medical camp, she couldn't understand the meaning of those people's words, and she didn't want to worry about this kind of thing anymore.
"What's wrong?"
Hearing the voice, Du Yao just smiled, and she knew that Helian Chen would not let her stay here alone with Wu Zhen easily.
"How did you know you were here?"
Du Yao was obviously not very happy when he said this, so Helian Chen's expression was very strange, he wanted to explain, but the words stopped when he reached his mouth. Du Yao knew that that was not his style, and said in her heart that Helian Chen was planning to make some moths today, thinking of this, she also lost the interest in talking to Helian Chen.
Xu noticed that Du Yao's face was not very good, and Helian Chen came to her side and said with a smile.
"I haven't seen you for a few days, and our military doctor Du is getting more and more beautiful."
How did the tone in Helian Chen's words sound sour, Du Yao held back the smile in his heart and said.
"I haven't seen you for a few days, and my senior brother is still as poor as before, and I don't know if Master is too used to you."
Du Yao spoke mercilessly, she had always been like this in front of Helianchen, and Helianchen felt helpless about this.
These days, he has obtained first-hand information from the spies about Du Yao's affairs here in Wu Zhen, he knows how inconvenient it is for Du Yao to lurk around Wu Zhen alone, and he also knows how those military doctors treat her, he knows that Du Yao will not wronged himself for half a point, but in some things, Du Yao still has to endure it.
"How's it going?"
"What? Isn't it that the spies around my senior brother don't work! ”
Du Yao deliberately provoked the conversation between her and Helianchen, she didn't know how much risk Helianchen was taking when he came to see her today.
"In my junior sister's opinion, senior brother, I only have the ability to find spies?"
"Or else? Senior brother, don't coax me with those high-sounding words, these carving insect skills are really nothing in front of Miss Ben. ”