"You," Xin Yue was forced to look up, looking at Mang staring at her, her eyes were full of tangled feelings and unwillingness, but Xin Yue was still unwilling to agree. She finally closed her eyes and spoke slowly, "Mang, you let it go, seeing you will remind me of Moxie, no way, I can't do it, I'm sorry,"

Mang pinched Cong Xinyue's hand and let go in the end. He knew what Cong Xinyue meant, but he was really unwilling, he really couldn't watch Cong Xinyue with an irrelevant man.

"From Xinyue, everything is still undecided, I hope you don't rush to deny me, wait until the day when you really want to make a choice, if you still don't want to choose me, I'll leave, leave Lanzhou City, stay away from you, and don't bother you again, but don't be in a hurry to deny me now, okay?" Mang only hopes that he can still have such a place in Xin Yue's heart, don't reject him so quickly, if she really can't be with the boss in the future, at least she can have the opportunity to be the person who accompanies her.

"Okay," Xin Yue was also conflicted in her heart, she didn't know whether she should accept Mang's affection or not. From Xin Yue, if Moxi really didn't come to him this time, would she really be able to let go of him? Since Xin Yue never felt that she could forget that person after accepting a new emotion, because that person was deeply seared in her life, but it seemed that this was the only way to force herself to give up.

After Mang finished speaking, he left Cong Xinyue's small building, and he felt that he and Cong Xinyue both needed time and space to calm down. Mang went to Yin Xi's house and bought a bunch of high-grade wine to take with him. Mang drank almost all the bottles of vodka he bought, and drunk himself to the fullest. Facing Yin Si leaning on his side, he wanted to ask for that woman several times, wanting to make himself completely forget about Xin Yue once in drunkenness and lust, even if it was one night.

But no matter how intense the kiss of the woman under him is, he will stop every time he is critical. Mang felt that he was really hopeless, he couldn't even do that kind of thing in the face of other women, he wanted it in his heart, but his body's instinct was resistant. In the end, Mang could only get himself completely drunk, and then threw himself on the woman's bed, and slept with his head covered for a night, completely ignoring the woman behind him who was tossed by himself into an inhuman shape.

Cong Xinyue didn't sleep all night, it was the first time she saw Mang express her affection for herself so strongly, and there was a hint of prayer in this strong emotion, which made Cong Xinyue feel distressed. Since Xin Yue, she has always known Mang's feelings for herself, and it was because of Moxi before, but later she has never dared to face this emotion. From Xin Yue, she knew that it was impossible for her to love Mang as much as she did, so no matter how Mang hinted explicitly, she always pretended not to know and turned a blind eye. But this time, Mang expressed it so clearly that Cong Xinyue could no longer pretend not to know and not see. From Xin Yue even felt a little despicable for a moment, knowing that he couldn't give Mang anything, but he still let him stay by his side, using his affection for him to let him do things for him, and let him have illusions about himself. From Xin Yue felt that she owed this person too much, but she didn't know how to pay him back.

After a night of deep thought, Xin Yue finally made a decision at the moment when the first ray of sunlight shone into the bedroom at dawn. She picked up her phone and dialed Mang's number, "It's me,"

When Mang received the call, he was also drunk and had just woken up, and his head was still a little tingling and dizzy, but his consciousness was already awake and calm. He felt that he shouldn't have persecuted Cong Xinyue like that yesterday, she should be very entangled now, and she called maybe to appease herself and reject herself.

"I," Mang thought about opening his mouth to say something, he was a little afraid of rejecting himself directly from Xin Yue, "I'm sorry, I was a little out of control yesterday, don't mind, you just do what you want to do, don't worry about me, I will adjust it myself, there will be no more things like yesterday, I'm sorry,"

Xin Yue listened quietly on the other end of the phone, and didn't speak slowly until Mang finished speaking, "Mang, it's me who is not good, I shouldn't have rejected you and kept you by my side,"

"You're trying to drive me away again?" Mang's heart jumped suddenly when he heard this familiar sentence.

"No," from Xin Yue's interruption of Mang's words, she could feel the nervousness and uneasiness in Mang's words, "Mang, listen to me, what you said to me yesterday, I have seriously considered it, you are good to me, I can't repay it, if, I mean if, if wait for all this to be over, and Moxita。。。。。。 If you still like me, if you still want to be with me, I think I'll try to let go of him and be with you, but you have to give me time to accept you slowly, okay? ”

"You," Mang listened to the phone, but his head was deeply lowered, and he smiled bitterly silently, he knew how determined Xin Yue had to make when he said these words, and there was no trace of love in this determination, "I'm sorry, I made it difficult for you, you don't have to force yourself,"

"No, Mang, don't think about it, I know that the person with the problem is me and not you, so give me some time, I know that you are good to me, I don't have no feelings, but I really need time to change," Cong Xin Yue knew that Mang must be very self-blaming now, but Cong Xin Yue didn't want to hurt anyone who was good to him because of himself, "It's just not now, now I just want to 。。。。。。 ”

"Don't say it, I know," Mang took a few deep breaths and adjusted his emotions, "You just do your thing, I will always support you, you just do it,"

"Well, okay, Mang, thank you," Xin Yue's voice was low and soft, this was the first time she had spoken to Mang in such a voice.

After hanging up the phone, Mang sat on the edge of the bed and looked out the window, still hovering in his mind about what Xin Yue had just said. Mang knew that Cong Xinyue was forcing herself again, she also said yesterday that she couldn't accept herself, and today she called to tell herself that she just needed time. Mang knew that Cong Xinyue did this just because she felt that she owed herself, and promised herself to be grateful and repaid, but there was no half love in it.

Mang felt that he was really stupid, and he would force Cong Xinyue to accept himself. Now that Xin Yue agreed, Mang felt that he was even more sad in his heart, he was not sad for himself but for that woman.

Because in order not to embarrass herself and embarrass herself in front of her, Cong Xinyue suppressed her emotions and forced herself to accept a person she didn't love. He knew that she was such a stupid woman who only cared about others and not about herself. Mang can now finally understand why the boss went to great lengths to protect her from those things.