Chapter 32: Special Feelings
I saw that the smile on the corner of her mouth began to disappear inch by inch, and finally she just sipped it, and the corners of her eyes began to flush and moist, and finally, a drop of tears wet her blue shirt like water that opened the floodgates, and the color of the collar gradually changed from light to dark, but no matter how blurred the tears were, she never took her eyes off the man in front of her who was concentrating on preaching.
To her, it was just a man, a man she liked.
Zhao Hui'er's body moved slightly, as if she wanted to get up, but she was pressed hard by Zhao Ling beside her, Zhao Ling shook his head at him with a warning in his eyes.
Zhao Hui'er bit her lip fiercely, sat down and didn't move, but her eyes were dilated, and her thoughts were no longer here.
Towards the end, Murong Xun felt Hui Hong/Mage's eyes pause slightly on Zhao Hui'er's body beside her for a moment, and then looked away and stopped at herself. Hui Hong/Mage's gaze was soft but with the power to penetrate everything, and for a moment, Murong Xun seemed to feel that he had been completely seen by the man above. There was a feeling that there was nothing to hide, and she felt that there was nothing she could do about how she struggled.
After it was over, Murong Xun wanted to go back to the room to rest, but Zhao Ling walked a few steps quickly and stopped her.
"I don't know what happened to King Qin?" Murong Xun raised his eyes and asked lightly.
Zhao Ling was tall and jade, the expression on his face was faint, and his eyes were slightly cold, "Come with this king!" ”
Murong Xun followed King Qin to a secluded small courtyard, planted with many birch trees, and at this time the branches were luxuriant, casting a thick shadow.
King Qin looked at Murong Xun, moved his lips and said, "You also saw the expression of the county lord!" ”
Murong Xun nodded, and said, "Don't worry, the reputation of the Heavenly Family is at stake, and the people will not talk nonsense!" ”
Zhao Ling smiled, raised his eyelids and looked over the top of Murong Xun's head at the mottled shadows on the wall of a wing room in the courtyard, "You understand!" ”
Zhao Ling's lips moved, sighed again, and said, "People who are royals also have hardships as royals, but outsiders may not understand these hardships. The county lord is too nonsense, not to mention that he is royal on his body, but in the homes of ordinary people, such love is not allowed in the world. After a moment of silence, Zhao Ling said again: "Since you already know, this king hopes that if he has time, he can persuade the county lord!" ”
Murong Xun smiled slightly, smiling very shallowly, but with an inexplicable sadness, "When it comes to feelings, others often only stand on their own position and take their opinions one-sidedly, in fact, who is right and who is wrong, who knows, how can there be right or wrong feelings?" The county lord just fell in love with a man, and a woman fell in love with a man! ”
Zhao Ling also smiled, the chill in his eyes weakened slightly, and he looked at Murong Xun's gaze with some inquiry, "Since there is an ethical outline in the world that often divides the field for what we should do, we are living in this narrow circle, and it is all wrong to take a step beyond the thunder pool!" At this time, from the eyes of the world, this is the reality! ”
Murong Xun raised his eyes to look at Zhao Ling, when he looked at her, he hung his head slightly, a shadow appeared on his face, and his expression was very serious, as if he was talking about himself.
Murong Xun suddenly felt a little distressed about him, she remembered that when he was a child, he was the youngest son of the emperor's favorite, he was so flamboyant and unscrupulous. It is not easy to live a life now, as he said, he can only act in the circle demarcated by others, if he goes out of the circle, it is not a mistake, but death.
"The folk girl knows, the folk girl will give it a try!" Murong Xun said.
"By the way, Chen Fang's matter has come to an end!" Before leaving, Zhao Ling said suddenly.
"Huh?" Murong Xun was stunned.
Zhao Ling stood with his hands in his hands, looked at the sky, and then looked at Murong Xun and said, "I remember that day in the restaurant, the king asked you what you thought about the king's desire to protect Chen Fang. Although everyone told the king to leave this matter alone, it would not do the king any good, but you support the king, right? ”
Zhao Ling paused for a moment, and then said: "Although there is this king's protection, but the group of old foxes in the court always think that they want to give an explanation to the Wei State, although Chen Fang can be exempted from the death penalty, but he was sent to the frontier!" ”
Murong Xun said gently: "For Chen Fang, this matter is an escape from death, and the prince has also done his best, so there is no need to blame himself!" ”
Zhao Ling sighed deeply, "Da Xiang is now like a drooping old man, if there is no fresh blood infusion, he will only survive on the original ruins, and one day, he will become someone else's bag!" He glanced at Murong Xun's slightly frowning eyebrows, and smiled, "What does this king tell you to do here, and what do you know?" ”
When he returned to his room, Murong Xun found that Yingge was already waiting at the gate of the courtyard, and when he saw Murong Xun's figure, he said, "Miss, but I'm back, there's a little master waiting for Miss!" ”
"Oh?" Murong Xun entered the courtyard with doubts, and saw a small novice standing in the courtyard, and when he saw her coming back, he said, "Amitabha!" ”
Murong Xun asked, "I don't know what the little master is looking for me?" ”
Xiao Shami said: "It's not that the little monk has something to find a female donor, it's that the little monk's master has invited the female donor to talk about it!" ”
Murong Xun became more and more confused, and went to the east courtyard with Xiao Shami, where Huihong/Master lived.
"Master, the female benefactor has arrived!" After the little novice made a report, he went down.
Huihong/Master raised his eyes and smiled slightly: "Donor, please come in!" ”
When Murong Xun stepped in, he smelled a good smell of sandalwood, and he was very calm. Huihong/Master is sitting cross-legged on the mat, making tea.
The hot tea was tumbling with the tender green tea leaves, and after Huihong closed the lid, he looked at Murong Xun gently, "Donor, please take a seat!" ”
After a while, the tea was already boiled, and Huihong poured a cup for Murong Xun, "Please!" ”
Murong Xun observed that his tea making techniques and etiquette were very professional, and said with a smile: "I didn't expect the mage to be proficient in the tea ceremony!" ”
Huihong smiled: "When you make tea, you can wash away the distractions in your heart!" ”
"Do mages also have distracting thoughts?" Murong Xun picked up the teacup and sniffed it, and a fragrant smell of tea overflowed the tip of his nose.
"Everyone has distracting thoughts, and the poor monk is just an ordinary person!" Hui Hong smiled slightly, picked up the teacup himself, sniffed it on the tip of his nose, and then looked at Murong Xun and said, "However, the donor is not like an ordinary woman!" ”
Murong Xun paused slightly, "How can you see it?" She looked at Hui Hong's eyes, he had the appearance of a twenty-year-old, but his eyes were like an old man who had experienced the vicissitudes of the world and was full of wisdom.
"Where you came from, you should go back! The sun, moon and stars, flowers, birds and trees all have their laws! Huihong took a sip of tea and said lightly.
Murong Xun also took a sip of tea, "Everything is not my choice, it is all providence." I think that since God has made his arrangement, it naturally has its meaning! All we can do is wait quietly for this oracle to come! ”
"Everything that exists contrary to the laws of nature will be cruelly punished by Heaven. Don't believe it, the poor monk just can't bear to tell the truth, as for how to choose, it's all the donor's own will! Huihong said unhurriedly, his voice was not loud, but every word knocked into Murong Xun's heart. She didn't know at this time that the monk in front of her was not alarmist, and how cruel the punishment she was about to face would be.
"Thanks for the reminder!" Murong Xun was a little flustered and wanted to leave, as if staying with this person for a while was constantly reminding him how out of place he was with this world. She got up, paused again, and her gaze drifted gently to Huihong, "The master has such an ability, can he know his fate?" ”
Hui Hong's calm face suddenly turned white, he smiled, looked at Murong Xun and said firmly: "I know!" ”
Murong Xun didn't know what Huihong meant by knowing, her eyes turned again, and she said, "Then what if you don't know the fate of the county lord Hui'er?" ”
The smile on Huihong's face has completely disappeared, his face is calm, but his eyes are already a little panicked, "I know, I don't know, what can I do?" ”
Murong Xun guessed well, Huihong really knows Hui'er's feelings, but he doesn't know what his attitude is, thinking that Huihong is a generation of monks, he shouldn't be obsessed with his children's private affairs, so don't worry.
"Who's out there!" Murong Xun's eyes pierced sharply, and he said coldly.
Seeing a panicked voice flashing outside, Murong Xun immediately chased out, "Stop!" ”
The figure in front of him paused, but stopped.
Murong Xun stepped forward quickly, "County Lord, it's really you!" ”
Zhao Hui'er smiled dismally, her eyes were still red and swollen, "I, I just want to come and see him!" ”
Murong Xun patted her on the shoulder, "Go back!" ”
After Murong Xun returned to the side room, he poured a cup of tea, but the teacup was in his hand but he didn't drink the tea for a long time.
"Something?"
Murong Xun looked at the side vigilantly, only to see a red figure on the step, "Why are you here?" ”
The fifth aunt smiled slightly, "I can come to this place in the world whenever I want, and there are so many whys there!" She straightened up and glanced at Murong Xun again, "I look at you absent-mindedly, do you have something on your mind?" Things in this world are either good or bad, so which one do you encounter? ”
"Things in the world are also dependent on good and bad, you are a good thing, then you will know if the next thing will be a bad thing?" Murong Xun took a sip of tea.
"If nothing happens, you have to be sad for a long time, bad things will be unhappy, good things will be thought of by yourself unhappy, then what are the happy things in this world, isn't it too tiring to live like this!" The fifth aunt's red lips were lightly picked, and she couldn't say anything about her amorous feelings, "According to me, the best way to live is to ...... There is wine today, and there is drunkness today! She said slowly, suddenly her eyes flashed, and a hidden weapon between her fingers was already shooting towards Murong Xun.
Murong Xun stiffened, a cold light flashed in his eyes, and the wine glass in his hand had already flown out, colliding with the silver needle in the air, and the silver needle shot into the wall of the cup, hitting a few Xuan'er, and breaking in mid-air.
The fifth aunt looked at Murong Xun with a smile, "Sure enough, there is a bit of foundation!" The tip of her nose moved, sniffing in the air, "Smell, there's a familiar smell!" ”
Murong Xun stood up, a few silver needles had reached his fingers, and he looked at the fifth aunt with a cold gaze, "What do you want to say?" ”