Chapter 491: The Grotesque of the World

She patted her cheek and rubbed her eyes to look over there, but the two men were still standing there, exactly as they had seen before, and even their voices increased as if they were arguing.

"I said that I would not return to China with you, and it is impossible between us, and it is still the same." It's a woman's voice.

The man grabbed her arm and said, "Why is it impossible?" Just because of Xu Huasheng? Don't lie to me, you haven't been together for so many years, it's impossible for you to be with him, you don't love him at all! ”

Maybe it's because they feel that they are all abroad, and there are very few people who speak Chinese, and they don't shy away from talking in Mandarin at all, and maybe because of the dispute, they are more excited, and their voices are louder.

It made Caifeng listen to it.

She was a little ashamed, not because she didn't love it, but because she simply felt like she was snooping on someone else's privacy.

But she was indeed too shocked, too curious, and even fixed there, and couldn't even take a step.

With the same name and the same face, will there be such a big coincidence in this world?

However, this is really the reality, so how can it be......

Her mind was like a mess, and her whole person was shocked, dazed, and confused...... Under all kinds of helpless emotions, when I came back to my senses, the two of them had already pulled away from each other.

No, even if it's snooping on other people's privacy, even if it may be that she read it wrong, even if it may be a joke when she catches up, she must make it clear!

Caifeng pulled out her legs and chased after her.

As a result, he was in a hurry, and he tripped and fell to the ground after just two steps.

"Ahh The knee happened to hit a sharp stone, it was summer, the thin layer of pants was punctured in an instant, blood seeped out, and the sharp pain of the moment made her reflexively exclaim.

But she didn't stop for this, as soon as she put her hand on the ground, she stood up directly again, seeing the two of them walking farther and farther, she was afraid that she would miss this time, maybe she would never have another chance, and her heart trotted up again.

But she forgot to come to the factory today to talk about things, for the sake of solemnity, she wore a pair of professional high heels, and she limped when she ran in pain.

Sudden pain and loss of strength, she sat on the ground with her buttocks, and the feeling was more painful than a stone piercing the flesh, and the ankle was not even strong at all, the pain was a pain connected to the muscles and bones.

She was anxious and angry, and she still just wanted to stand up, but the more she did this, the more painful it became, and she didn't stand up for a while.

No, who else can she chase?

Anxious, she raised her head and was about to look over there, but met a pair of deep eyes: "Little girl, are you okay?" ”

A familiar face, magnified in front of her eyes, she could even feel the heat, real existence.

Caifeng is a little blind.

How did she get here? What about the man just now? Did she recognize herself, too? No, it's definitely not, but in this case, how did she come over? She......

"Are you okay? Can I help you? The woman repeated again, and even put her hand on her arm, and she spoke softly, in a very pure Y language.

Caifeng originally had a lot of questions, but at this moment, her brain suddenly shut down, and the mother tongue blurted out was messy: "I, I...... No...... I ......"

"It turns out that you are Chinese, and so am I. Okay, don't worry, let me see......" The woman seemed to think she was in too much pain, and while comforting her softly in Mandarin, she had already squatted down to check her knees and ankles.

She lowered her head and got closer, Caifeng could even see the fine lines at the corners of her eyes, and the years only gave her traces of vicissitudes in these places, but there was light in her eyes, and even so, the eyebrows were warm and there was still a slight edge, which was different from the person who was always lifeless in her impression.

The same face, but as if they were two souls.

She helped Caifeng take a taxi to the hospital, and there were words of comfort along the way, and after Caifeng came back to her senses a little, she also had a few polite conversations with her, such a relationship and contact made her even more confused.

Maybe it was because I was helped, so I couldn't find a chance to ask if I wanted to ask directly.

Or, she actually has a judgment in her heart, but she still can't believe it.

Until the woman was about to leave, Caifeng suddenly asked her, "Madam, can I know your name?" ”

"Of course." The woman smiled and said an English name.

Caifeng shook her head: "You said that you are also Chinese, so do you have a Chinese name?" ”

"Oh, this one, of course, but not very often." Because of the conversation, the woman also knew the reason why Caifeng appeared on that street today, and she admired a high-achieving and career-minded girl like Caifeng, her smile was a lot more sincere, and she stretched out her hand again, "Hello, then let's get to know each other again, my name is Cheng Xue." ”

Caifeng actually saw a hint of liveliness from this move, obviously, this is due to the wanton display of life.

So, has she really been doing well all these years?

An inexplicable emotion hovered in her heart, and Caifeng blurted out: "I want to know again, after all, we have known each other for a long time." My name is Lu Caifeng. ”

In the previous sentence, Cheng Xue's expression was slightly puzzled, and she even raised her eyebrows slightly, still smiling, maybe she thought Caifeng was also saying witty things, and after hearing this sentence, she still smiled and shook her head, ready to say something.

Caifeng smiled and lost her smile: "My name is Lu Caifeng, I don't have Caifeng's wings, and I have Caifeng who knows a little bit." ”

Cheng Xue's expression suddenly froze.

There are some things that are not recalled, or even deliberately sealed, but it does not mean that they really did not happen.

In a trance, she seemed to be back at that time, the cramped and gloomy courtyard in her memories, the eternally gray sky, the piano until her fingers were swollen and no one would understand, and the crying of a baby she didn't really like or want......

Then, that day, two more children came, a little girl with big eyes, and a baby who gave her a headache.

The little girl said timidly: "Second aunt, my name is Caifeng." ”

Caifeng, what a good name!

At that time, how did she reply: "There are no colorful phoenix wings, and the heart is a little clear, what a good name." ”

Although she said a good name, she didn't smile.

Because, she already understood at that time that for her, since she listened to her grandfather's words and returned to China to marry Lu Zhenjun, her marriage was to repay the family's kindness. Today, it is like walking into a dead end, and life is like a stagnant water, making people desperate and suffocating.

"You've grown up." She looked at the girl in front of her, her expression was vicissitudes, and her eyes became a kind of memory and scrutiny.

The scenes she thought she never remembered were actually in her memory all along, even, "You remember it so clearly." ”

In two sentences, it is admitted.

Of course, there is no need to deny it now.

But this is only for Cheng Xue, after all, she has already come out of that gray day, although she doesn't want to recall, she is not afraid of memories.

For Caifeng, it's still different.

Even if I already have a hunch, at this moment, I still feel that everything is so ridiculous.

Isn't it scary that this is true, alive, a person who has been dead in memory for so many years, standing in front of your eyes and reminiscing about the past with you?

It's simply grotesque.

Why is this the case?

What the hell is going on?

Didn't you always say that people are gone?

Why is she here again? Why not deny it?

If she has been alive for so many years, living well, and has never forgotten them, why has she never gone back to see them?