Chapter 42: Losing both
"Zhengqing, don't you make trouble unreasonably, don't you look at what time it is, you still have the heart to think about these haves and not, since you have decided not to negotiate peace with Datang, you should learn to be mature. It's not that easy to deal with, you don't have experience on the battlefield, you should let me go to the battlefield with you, not that you are suspicious here and have been hiding something from me, so that this kind of thing will not happen today. Tang Changyu patiently persuaded.
But Mu Zhengqing didn't appreciate it, but was even more nonsense, Tang Changyu's mercy to Liu's subordinates made her feel very awkward: "Today's thing? What's going on today? Is it such a thing that you refuse to kill the female general of the enemy army! Have you ever considered my feelings, my kindness to you is in everyone's eyes, I like you, everyone knows that you don't know, am I so inferior to your old lover?! ”
Mu Zhengqing's words blurted out, almost without thinking about it, she regretted it as soon as she said it, there was too much information mixed in it, even the secret hidden in her heart, that little joy, was so obviously exposed in front of Tang Changyu, but unfortunately Tang Changyu didn't care, he only pursued the truth, she prayed that Tang Changyu wouldn't hear any flaws in it, but unfortunately, the words that were spoken, the water that was spilled, there was no way to change the facts, Tang Changyu still captured it keenly.
Tang Changyu seemed to feel that the truth of the disappearance he had been looking for was about to appear at this moment, he had never been so close, he deeply felt that these days, he had been being played with and deceived, he hated such a feeling.
Tang Changyu approached Mu Zhengqing step by step, Mu Zhengqing involuntarily retreated, Mu Zhengqing was scared, she saw Tang Changyu's eyes flashing with strange emotions, hate, scrutiny. Tang Changyu grabbed Mu Zhengqing's shoulder, furiously furious, and asked: "Say what you just said, you say it again, what is an old lover, who is Tang Changyu, what are you still hiding from me, you say, you say it quickly." ”
Mu Zhengqing's tears fell suddenly, trying to make Tang Changyu's heart soft, tears are really the best weapon for women, Tang Changyu's anger can be reduced a lot, let go of the hand that clamped her, or look at her coldly, Mu Zhengqing looked very aggrieved, but the lie came easily: "Chenqing, calm down, listen to my explanation, I didn't mean to lie to you, I also did it for the sake of it, you listen to my explanation." ”
Tang Changyu looked at Mu Zhengqing coldly, waiting for her explanation.
"Three years ago, you, my brother and I went to Chang'an to send tribute and meet Tian Khan, a very unexpected opportunity, you met the female general on the battlefield today, Liuning. The two of you can be said to have fallen in love with each other at first sight, I don't deny it, you spent a very happy and happy time in Chang'an, you have your own home, I don't know what happened between you, but I can be sure that you really love her very much. ”
"Later, your relationship has been very good, our worship is over, and we can't keep Chang'an anymore, but what I didn't expect is that she is willing to spit back Gu Hun with you, you are very happy, you said that you want to marry her, but it didn't take long for you to find out that she lied to you."
"She didn't tell you that she actually has a husband in Chang'an, that is, the Tang Changyu you said, was killed by my brother on the battlefield this time, she has always been using you, she wants to master you, close to Tuyuhun's past, kill you, kill my brother, is to eradicate the only heir of Tuyuhun, so that as soon as my father dies, Datang can take over our Tuyuhun logically."
"I don't know if that woman really loved you, and I don't know what she wanted to deliberately approach you this time, I only know that I was very sad after you knew the truth of the matter, but Liuning left without giving you any explanation and returned to Chang'an, until this time it appeared."
"You were really depressed during those days, you didn't eat, you just borrowed wine to kill your sorrows all day long, people lost a lot of weight all of a sudden, and no one could listen to their words, I have known you for so long, I have never seen you like that, although it was sad during that time, but I can always accompany you, knowing that you are no longer so painful, and gradually came out."
"This memory, for you, is too painful, this time although you have amnesia, but your life has become much simpler and happier, I don't tell you this thing, I am afraid that you will remember, sad again, do not let you go to the battlefield, in addition to worrying about your body, but also afraid that you will see Liuning again, let you remember the pain before, I also have my suffering, I didn't mean to lie to you, can you forgive me?"
Tang Changyu was silent, he never thought that such an outrageous and tortuous thing had happened to him, but Mu Zhengqing's words were so true, even every detail made him feel empathetic, Tang Changyu was convinced of what Mu Zhengqing said, and he was more sure that the figure of the woman who often appeared in his mind should not be Liuning, but Mu Zhengqing in front of him.
Looking at Mu Zhengqing's smiling face full of tears, Tang Changyu's apology welled up in his heart, obviously he had been taking care of her, but he always made her feel wronged, and made her so sad, because of his selfishness, he lost his temper with her, making her almost die in the hands of the enemy.
Tang Changyu felt deeply sorry, raised his hand, and wiped the tears from his face for Mu Zhengqing, Mu Zhengqing sobbed and choked, and suddenly hugged Tang Changyu's waist and lay on his shoulder, Tang Changyu felt that his heart was suddenly beating fast.
Mu Zhengqing said very gently: "Chenqing, as long as you are willing, I will always be by your side like that, and in the future, let the two of us walk together." ”
Tang Changyu looked at Mu Zhengqing's face, because he had just cried, Mu Zhengqing's eyes were still a little bloodshot, because of nervousness, his cheeks were slightly crimson, and he looked pitiful, but he didn't know why, Tang Changyu looked at those eyes, but suddenly remembered that Liuning fell on the battlefield, looking at himself, those cold and full of disappointment and loneliness.
Tang Changyu was shocked, thinking, after so many years, the old love will not be gone, and it is time to let go, but he has no way to accept the confession of the girl in front of him, Tang Changyu comforted himself, maybe because he has not recovered his memory, so he can't remember the past between himself and Mu Zhengqing, it doesn't feel right, so he can't accept it.
Tang Changyu stood up: "Zhengqing, I ......"
Mu Zhengqing smiled generously: "It's okay, Chenqing, I know it's me who is too sudden, you have a lot of things that you haven't remembered yet, I'll give you time, you can think about it slowly, and wait until the war ends smoothly, and then we will talk about it, but you have to promise me that during this time, you still have to be by my side all the time." ”
Tang Changyu smiled and said Of course, Mu Zhengqing also smiled, as soon as today's story came out, she was confident, Tang Changyu would never return to Liuning, between them, it was just a matter of time, and they would fall in love over time, as long as Tang Changyu could continue to feel his goodness, Mu Zhengqing had confidence in himself.
After Liu Ning was sent back to the barracks by Liubin, she kept silent, staying quietly in the camp tent, she recalled what happened on the battlefield today, even if the two people look similar, but on the battlefield, the armor, weapons, and details of the soldiers, how many people can be the same?
Liu Ning recalled what Mu Zhengni said that night, and it was not impossible to have this possibility, but today's Tang Changyu seemed to be completely controlled by that princess, and he seemed to be afraid not to hurt himself before, but then he still hurt himself without hesitation, he looked so contradictory, but so indifferent.
Liubin didn't expect that something like that would happen, and when he met the general known as Ji Chenqing today, he knew how similar what Liuning said was like Tang Changyu, it was exactly the same, he told Zhao Nan and Mingfu about it, and both of them were silent.
Zhao Nan also thought of what Mu Zhengni said that night, so he asked: "The Ji Chenqing you are talking about, and Changyu, will they really be the same person?" ”
Liubin shook his head: "I'm not sure, but it's too similar, and he wears the same armor as Changyu and uses the same weapons, however, I think A-Ning can really judge, after all, she is the one who is most familiar with Changyu, I'll ask her, and we'll talk about it." ”
Liubin turned around and was about to leave to find Liuning, but Mingfu stopped him and instructed: "Brother Liubin, pay attention when you speak, be tactful, don't touch Sister Ning's sadness, Sister Ning's heart must not be uncomfortable now." ”
Ryubin nodded.
When he came to Liuning's camp, Liubin first asked about Liuning's injury, but fortunately, Tang Changyu's strength was not serious, and the wound was not very deep, but it was a little difficult for Liuning to tear the wound himself.
"Brother, I know what you want to ask, I shouldn't have protected the enemy generals and injured myself and couldn't go to the battlefield, this time I'm too willful, I'm just ......"
Liubin patted Liuning's head and said: "Silly sister, I know you can't do it, I just ask you, you must tell me the truth, that person, whether it is Changyu or not, you are most familiar with Changyu, I don't believe you can't tell the difference." ”
Liuning lowered his head, shook his head again, and said in a voice that was almost choked: "I don't know. ”
"He is too similar to Chang Yu, but I don't know, if it's really Chang Yu, how can he hurt me."
The black hair covered Liuning's eyes, and a tear slipped down quietly, hitting Liuning's hand, and a withered flower bloomed on the quilt.