Chapter Ninety-Four: Searching for Memories
I wanted to know my past, but I couldn't remember it、、、、、
The garden of Jingqiu Villa is very large, and it is also a very pleasant thing for me to sit by the pool and read a book!
It's the first time I've watched Jane Eyre, and although I don't know if I've seen it before, I really like it!
This is a realistic novel with strong romantic overtones, and the novel mainly describes the love affair between Jane Eyre and Rochester. The protagonist, Jane Eyre, is a pure-hearted, thoughtful woman who lives at the bottom of society and suffers. But she has a stubborn character and the courage to pursue equal happiness. With rich lyricism and deep and delicate psychological descriptions, the novel fascinatingly shows the twists and turns of the heroine and heroine's love experience, and celebrates the liberation from all old customs and prejudices. Deeply rooted in mutual understanding and respect, it has a strong artistic power that shakes the soul. Its most successful thing is to create an image of a woman who dares to rebel and dare to fight for freedom and equality.
Jane Eyre is a well-known work and an undoubted masterpiece. The masterpiece of Charlotte Brontë, a famous British female writer in the 19th century, was widely regarded as a portrayal of Charlotte Brontë's "poetic life" and an autobiographical work. A dignified and egalitarian Jane Eyre, this seemingly weak but extremely resilient woman has also become a model in the hearts of countless women because of this work.
Jane Eyre was an orphan girl born into a poor clergyman's family. His parents died of typhoid fever within a month. Young Jane was fostered at her aunt's house. After the death of her uncle, Mr. Reed, in the Red House, Jane lived a life of discrimination and abuse for 10 years. Once, for resisting her cousin's beatings, Jane was imprisoned in the Red House. The physical pain and the mental humiliation and fear made her seriously ill.
Her aunt saw her as a thorn in her side and isolated her from her own children, and from then on, her confrontation with her aunt became more open and resolute. Later, Jane was sent to the Lowood Orphanage.
The rules of the orphanage are strict, life is hard, and the director is a cold hypocrite. Jane continues to be mentally and physically tortured at the orphanage. Due to the poor living conditions, children often die of illness in the orphanage, and her best friend Helen died in a major typhus. This typhus fever also made a big improvement in the orphanage. Jane was educated for six years in a new environment and taught at this school for two years. With Miss Turnbull's departure, Jane grew tired of life in the orphanage and advertised for a job as a governess.
The housekeeper of Thornfield Manor hired her. Rochester, the manor of the estate, was a frequent traveler, and there was only one girl, Adela Valon, who was her protector and Jane's student, in the mansion.
One evening, Jane goes out for a walk and meets her master, who has just returned from abroad, and this is the first time they have met. Later, she discovers that her master is a melancholy, moody person who has a good and bad attitude towards her. The whole house is gloomy and empty, and sometimes a strange and creepy laugh can be heard.
One day, Jane wakes up in her sleep to the sound of this laughter and discovers that Rochester's room is on fire, and Jane wakes him up and helps him put out the fire.
Rochester often held family feasts when he returned. At a family dinner, Jane is summoned into the drawing-room, but is met with a cold reception from the Blanche mother and daughter, who endures the humiliation and leaves the drawing-room. By this time, she had fallen in love with Rochester. In fact, Rochester has also fallen in love with Jane, and he just wants to test Jane's love for him. When he proposed to Jane, she said yes.
On the eve of the wedding, Jane sees a hateful-looking woman wearing her wedding dress in front of a mirror.
The next day, when the wedding was quietly taking place in the church, someone suddenly testified: Mr. Rochester had been married 15 years ago. His wife turned out to be the madwoman who was locked up in a secret room on the third floor. The law hinders their love and plunges the two into deep pain. On a bleak night, Jane leaves Rochester. On the way to find a new way out of life, Jane ate and slept in the open, begging along the way, and endured many hardships before being taken in by the priest St. John in Zedifang, where he taught at a local elementary school.
Soon after, Jane learns that her uncle has died and left her an inheritance, and that St. John is her cousin, and Jane decides to divide the property equally. St. John was a fanatic and intended to serve as a missionary in India. He begged Jane to marry him and go with him to India. Jane refuses him and decides to return to Rochester.
She returns to Thornfield Manor, which is in ruins, where the madwoman has set fire and fallen to her death, and Rochester has been injured and disabled. Jane finds him and marries him, and gets the happy life she wants.
Jane has found her own happiness, so what about me, where is my happiness, I don't even know who I am! I put down the book and felt that my eyes were astringent, probably because I had been reading for a long time!
"Miss, what's wrong!" Sister Xiaoyi asked.
"It's nothing, Sister Xiaoyi, is Grandpa back?" I asked casually.
"Not yet, I guess I won't be back until the evening!" Sister Xiaoyi said. At this time, a servant came to report, "Steward Han, the guest is here!" ”
"Guest, is that the mysterious guest you are talking about?" I asked.
"Yes, miss, you wait a minute, I'll come when I go!" Sister Xiaoyi said respectfully.
"Okay!" I said with a smile.
Sister Xiaoyi walked out! Seeing Dawei and Xue'er, she greeted her, "Mr. Dawei is here, presumably this is Miss Xue'er that the young master said, please come in!" "From the moment Xue'er entered Jingqiu Villa, oh my God! This is the life of a rich man, the elegant house layout, very big, not inferior to the Xinyuan villa, my rich father's residence is simply a small thing! This should be a castle! Xue'er asked, "Excuse me, where is Sorrow?" ”
Xiao Yi looked at the girl in front of her, her appearance was delicate, she didn't look like those girls who were greedy for vanity! Her eyes are the same as Miss Sorrow's, so clear, but she doesn't have Miss Sorrow's beauty, Miss Sorrow is like a natural beauty, giving people an affinity, and it is pleasing to the eye!
"Miss Sorrow is reading in the garden, and I am Miss Sorrow's housekeeper Han Yi. , you can just call me Sister Xiaoyi! Xiao Yi said with a smile.
"Hello Sister Xiaoyi, my name is Yang Xue'er, if you don't mind, you can call me Xue'er directly."
The two of them came to the garden talking and laughing, and Cher saw Yu'er sitting under an umbrella, her hands on her cheeks, and her eyes staring at the pool! She walked over and called, "Worry." "I seemed to hear someone calling me, I turned around and saw a girl in a pink jacket and little white boots, wasn't that Yang Xue'er who claimed to be my friend? It turns out that the mysterious guest they are talking about is her, but I don't have any impression of her! I smiled and said, "Hello, I'm Sorrow, I know you, you're Cher!" ”
Xiao Yi instructed the maid, "Go and prepare dinner, Miss will have a meal later!" ”
"Sorrow, do you remember?" Cher said happily.
"No, you told me earlier in the hospital!" I replied in disappointment, I knew they wanted me to regain my memory, but I just couldn't!
Cher came to sit down with me and chatted with me!
"Worry, I was going to go to the hospital to find you, but I heard that you were discharged, and no one answered my phone call!" Cher said.
"Telephone, oh no phone!" I didn't use the phone when I came out of the hospital, and besides, I stayed at home every day, who do I call? I said with a frown. Xue'er looked at her friend and felt that she had lost a lot of weight, and she felt a sour feeling in her heart!
"Worry, it will get better slowly, I'm sure you will remember, so people love you! For our sake, you must cheer up! Cher reassured.
"I want to know my past, but my head hurts when I think about it!" I said bitterly.
At this time, Xiao Yi came over and said respectfully, "Miss, lunch is ready!" ”
"Cher, let's go have lunch, you must be hungry!" I don't know why, but I have a touch of affection for the girl in front of me!
"Okay!" Cher replied. We came to the table and sat down! The maid took chopsticks for us! How to eat today's medicinal food! I don't like it a little, is it because I'm not in good health, Brother Yu called, in fact, I'm not so weak, Xiao Yi saw what I wanted to say, she smiled and said, "Miss, eating these is good for your body, it was the young master who ordered me to do this!" "I know that I guessed right, but Brother Yu is really careful, my heart is warm, even if I don't like it, I force myself to eat it, Xiao Yi can see that Miss Sorrow after amnesia has a trace of affection for the young master, Xiao Yi really hopes that Miss Sorrow will get better. In fact, this morning, she knew about Yu'er's condition, how could such an innocent girl get that kind of leukemia! Xiaoyi cares more about the care of the worried children! She really wants her to be healthy! Although she has only been with her for a day or two, she really likes this new master and treats people gently.
"Miss needs to eat more to be good for your body!" Xiao Yi said with a smile.
"Xue'er, I'm sorry to let you eat these with me." I looked at Cher and said.
"It's okay. You don't have to be so polite! Xue'er said with a smile, she knew that her friend was very hungry and sick, otherwise she would not have been sent to the United States, and everyone seemed to be hiding from her!
"Come and worry, eat more." She put the vegetables in my bowl! I'm so familiar with this scene, but I can't remember it, Xue'er looked at her friends, she used to cook rice and stir-fry herself, but now she thinks about it very happily, if only she remembered it!