Yuqing slept in the meditation room very unsteadily, and she dreamed again, a nightmare that made her heart palpitate......

Dreaming that she was being chased and killed, she hurriedly hid in a room, the murderer was outside the door, she shouted hoarsely and came to save herself, Xuanhe stood outside the house but thought she was joking, and her perfunctory tone was exactly the same as on weekdays...

She was desperate, the murderer slammed the door open, her breathing stopped and she held her breath to the extreme, and she could see the murderer's face in the candlelight.

She was desperate again, it turned out to be you.

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After waking up in a panic, no matter how scared I was, I still had to walk quietly, saying that the weather was so good, the wind was gentle, and I could smile tiredly in the sunset, saying that life was very ordinary and there were no twists and turns and sorrows.

She can't grasp the beauty of this world, so she can only pretend that everything is going well.

In the early morning of the next day, the emperor returned to the palace, and knelt down outside the Shaohua Temple.

Yuqing was removed from the concubine's palace dress early in the morning, and walked at the end of the crowd in plain white, barely seeing Xuanhe through the gaps in the layers of figures.

He walked out of the front gate from a distance, and his high-spirited appearance was not lost at all, Yuqing thought that he should be the kind of man who looked better the older he was, but he couldn't see his old appearance.

Coming out after him was Xu Chishi, the woman who suddenly appeared in the palace.

She loves to wear red, pink, crimson are deep in her mind, walking in Xuan and the back of the head like the red maple leaves flying in the wind in the autumn, bright ** people.

It's so nice, I really want to be treated as everything...

Yuqing seemed to have lost her soul, looking at them in a daze, obviously she didn't do anything, obviously she loved him more than anyone else, obviously she wanted to explain it to him......

But the world is impermanent...

What she is most afraid of seeing is not that two people who love each other hurting each other, but that two people who have loved each other for a long, long time suddenly separate and pass by like strangers. She couldn't stand the cruel process, because she couldn't understand how the intimacy that was implanted in the blood and bones could turn into indifference that would be forgotten in the future...

She's leaving, why still won't she let her go?

The carriage was bumpy for a long time, and Yuqing's head was swollen and swollen, and her eyes were full of stars, this illness made her spirit worse and worse, and she would forget a lot of things from time to time.

Xu Qianshi's father and mother were waiting in the palace early, and when they saw the queue back to the palace stopped, they hurriedly went up to pay tribute to Xuan He.

Xuanhe waved his hand to get up, and Xu Qianshi hurriedly helped the second elder with tears in his eyes.

Xu Zhixian patted his daughter's hand and smiled proudly.

Mrs. Xu found the burns on Xuan Ce and her daughter's hands, and she was so anxious: "Niangniang, how did you get this?" ”

Xu Qianshi glanced at Xuanhe, and smiled again and again: "It's okay, I accidentally got the incense today." ”

Mrs. Xu: "Now that Niangniang is a mother, she must be more stable in her work, and the maids around her must be smart!" If you don't do things properly, you must be severely punished in order to adjust people's hearts! ”

Xu Qianshi took his mother's hand and smiled, "Got it, mother." ”

After a period of greetings, Xuan and the same family hugged Xu Qianshi and the prince Xuan Ce and returned to Yongfu Palace with a smile.

Just as a ray of sunlight fell from the sky, it shrouded them, and the warmth was very good.

This scene is very similar to the scene in Yuqing's dream.

Yuqing was fascinated, and felt that when she turned around and walked over, she could also see her father and mother, fifteen-year-old Xuan and Tong Lianyi, as well as Mrs. Ouyang, her grandparents, and those relatives who loved her but left her prematurely. They hugged themselves with open arms and smiles.

A cold wind whistled by, waking Yuqing up.

She stood beside the carriage in a daze, looking at Xuanhe's back, and muttered to herself:

"Xuanhe, if you don't look back at me, I'm really leaving......"

In the end, the hem of the clothes around the corner disappeared, and Yuqing didn't wait for him to glance at it after all.

The cruelty of time is that it makes you stay up to the truth, but it doesn't give you any compensation.

Nine years of spring and autumn, a big dream.

Back in Yong'an Palace, the palace seemed to be a prosperous place, all the gold, silver and porcelain were emptied, and only the tables and chairs were left.

Jun Lan sat in the room, as if she had been waiting for a long time. When he saw Yuqing enter the door, he stood up, looked at each other in twos, speechless.

Jun Lan said in a low voice: "I know about today's events. You ......"

Yuqing's eyes were indifferent: "Hmm." ”

Jun Lan: "Do you really want to harm Xuance?" ”

Yuqing suddenly wanted to laugh: "You don't believe me either?" ”

Jun Lan explained, "No, I just want to know what you think. ”

Yuqing: "Let's go, I'm tired." ”

Jun Lan: "Sister-in-law! ”

Yuqing: "The concubine doesn't dare to be a concubine." The concubine has a humble status, and now she has a low status, and she really can't afford this sister-in-law. ”

Jun Lan: "Do you really want to be separated from me like this?" ”

Yuqing: "You go, just let me beg you." Let me be alone for a while......"

Junlan: "Okay. I never doubted you, I just wanted to help you. Rest well tonight, and I'll come back to see you tomorrow. ”

Jun Lan looked back at Yuqing step by step, she didn't know what to do.

After Jun Lan left, Yuqing was very quiet, not crying, not making trouble, and not talking.

Because today is the day of the appointment with Lian Yi, he will come to pick her up, leave this high, cold palace wall, and leave the person she has guarded for nine years.

It was the last shred of redemption in her ruined soul......

Yuqing's love for Xuanhe over the years seems to be drunk walking on a tightrope, not afraid of falling to death, afraid of waking up.

Perhaps the saddest thing is not that you have never met, but that you have met, you have gained, and you have lost it in a hurry, and then you have left a scar in the bottom of your heart, it makes you hurt whenever you want, and you don't even have the right to resist.

New shoes will be old if you wear them for too long, you will get tired of listening to the same song too much, warm love words will get tired if you listen to them for too long, and there will be no freshness if you accompany them for too long, so ah, Xuanhe, I don't blame you for not loving me...... Life is business as usual, and it is the same.

After a long time, the sound of the third watch finally sounded, Yuqing hung a red lantern outside the window, and Ouyang Lianyi hurriedly came.

Dressed in regular clothes, his body was a little wet and rainy. Ouyang Lianyi looked at Yuqing, who was waiting for him at the door, and felt an inexplicable pain in his heart.

The person who put himself on the tip of his heart was hurt like this by others......

In the past, she was a woman who was not afraid of heaven and earth, and when she made trouble, she was about to ascend to heaven and earth, and she was very happy at that time.

But since Xuanhe said that he wanted to marry her, she has changed. She wore a wide-sleeved skirt, a hairpin with a hairpin, and a tassel to shake. She never crawled through the dog hole out of the palace again, and she never ran crazy in the palace again. There were no willow branches in his hand, and in his place was a brocade papa.

With a smile on his broken steps, he really looks like a beautiful girl.

Only Lian Yi knows how much she has paid to do this, practicing walking, dancing, piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, embroidery and writing poetry day and night. Suppressing his own nature, every time he is punished by the rules of teaching, he will come to the hospital to cry.

Later, she finally became the queen, the mother of the world! The red tape suppressed her, and she became deeper and never cried in front of anyone again. Everything is pressed in the bottom of my heart, depressed.

Until now, I am heartbroken and terminally ill...... It is a truth that you can know that you will not live long.

In these nine years, she has grown up. Possessed a lot of things and lost more, but he was always behind her as long as she was in need.

Lian Yi patted the mist on his body and said:

"I've taken care of everything, tomorrow afternoon, there will be a banquet in the palace, which is the best time for us to leave. Pack your things and wait for me at the west gate. ”

A warm current rose in Yuqing's heart: "Lian Yi, thank you." ”

Lian Yi patted her head: "I said many years ago that I would protect you for the rest of your life." ”

The tip of Yuqing's nose is pantothenic, she doesn't feel uncomfortable when no one comforts her, Yuqing feels that she can still survive, but after someone comforts and cares, she can no longer control her tears, and leans on the door and cries heartbreakingly...

Have you ever felt it, because when I heard a sentence, my heart suddenly hurt from head to toe like an electric shock. She endured it, almost squeezing out of her cry: "Brother..."

Lian Yi's heart was suffocated and painful as if he had been pinched, and his voice was clearly choked:

"Don't be afraid, there's a brother."