Chapter 55: Confession
The lights of the beach party reflect the sparkling sea, the salty smell of the salty tide fills the air along the entire lower coastline, and young men and women frolic in the quicksand by candlelight.
Looking at the vast starry sky, Lin Yue sat on the shore and waited for him to come.
"Hey! How can you sit here alone? ”
The corners of Jensenjie's colorful clothes rippled in the sea breeze, and his messy hair danced wildly, and his tone was always fluttering.
He sat down and wrote the word "Yue" on the sand with his fingers, and the ripples rippled and smoothed out the marks.
"Why don't you speak?" Zhan Senjie looked at Lin Yue hugging his knees, quietly contemplating, he looked at the line of sight, the water and the sky were connected, and the night was blurry.
"I met Doris today, and she mentioned you."
"Hmm." Jensenjie was in a heavy mood, this seemed to be an unavoidable topic, and he had to face it after all.
"Do you want to know what she said?"
"Say what?" Jensenjie lowered his head and drew curves on the wet sand.
She said...... You are his first love. ”
"Hmm."
Lin Yue wanted to deliberately test his true thoughts, but he didn't hide it or explain it.
She added...... You've had a relationship. ”
"Hmm." The circle under Jen Senjie is becoming more and more chaotic, this situation is chaotic, he just wants to think in the long run.
Lin Yue turned his head to look at him, the fire of the party gradually faded, the flow of people dispersed, and he walked back bustlingly, his expression was also submerged in the night, and it was difficult to distinguish the real from the fake.
She waited for him to speak, even for a night, and she wouldn't leave as long as he wanted to stay here.
"I don't have anything to add, what Doris said is all we have and it's true...... If you can't accept it, I'll leave it at your disposal. ”
Lin Yue nodded his chin on his knee, "What would you do if I had a relationship with a boy?" ”
"If it's an ex-boyfriend, it's already happened and can't be changed, if it's now......" Jen Senjie glanced at Lin Yueying's murderous aura, "There is no if." ”
Lin Yue buried his face in his knees, and his body began to tremble.
"Don't cry...... You can beat me......" Jensenjie lay on her back, overwhelmed.
"But I can't take it...... I'm not like you...... We are different......" Lin Yue buried himself under his knees and whimpered, as if talking in an urn, and the aftermath reverberated in Jensenjie's heart.
"You accept it slowly, I'll wait for you to accept it."
Lin Yue raised his head, tears wrapped around his hair, and looked at him with a deep smile, "Jen Senjie, we are people from different worlds. ”
Zhan Senjie stroked Lin Yue's sideburns and held her face, "I really like you, I'm very happy with you every day, I have done a lot of things that I didn't dare to try before, I feel very gloomy and boring in life without you, I don't ask you to accept my past, at least you don't mind spending the future with me." ”
Lin Yue's tears flowed wantonly, "But I can't accept it, I can't accept it......"
Jensenjie wiped away her tears, hugged her, and held her cold hand.
"Jensenjie, you say we are so different, how did we come together? Your family is so wealthy, your parents are so strong, I don't have the right family with you, how did you say we came together? ”
Lin Yue remembered the last time Zhan's mother asked her to meet, and in the chat, she mentioned that relatives and friends should choose to marry and pay attention to the right person, Zhan's mother said that she did not approve, but said that the world is like this, and material is the guarantee of marriage.
Zhan Senjie let go of Lin Yue in disbelief, "How can you think so?" How can you think that way like my ordinary uncles and aunts? ”
Lin Yue shook her head, "Your mother said that the world is like this. ”
Jensenjie was so angry that he called his mother, but no one answered.
"My mom is looking for you?" Jensenjie held Lin Yue's shoulder.
"If I really like you, I won't care what your mother says."
"You scared me to death, I thought you were brainwashed."
"But I don't like you that much......"
Jensenjie is like a wood carving clay sculpture, with dull eyebrows and blunt eyes.
"I saw your reaction to Doris today, if it wasn't for your mother who obstructed and sent you back to China, you should still like her!"
Jensenjie didn't think about this problem, he would always only care about the present, and he didn't want to think about so many ifs, because it would be useless.
But he began to think about this question carefully, Doris's story is now repeating itself in Lin Yue, if it weren't for Lin Yue, would he still like Doris?
"Feelings have nothing to do with parents, if we are separated, it is only because we are too weak, and we love ourselves more than love."
The tide rose fiercely, the waves had already slapped on Lin Yue, the quicksand was swallowed, and the feet began to hollow out.
"I'm leaving." Lin Yue stood up, and the sand and gravel adhered to his body, like the pimple in his heart, densely packed.
"I'll go too!" Zhan Senjie suddenly jumped up, carried Lin Yue on his back, and ran on the beach chasing the waves.
"Are you crazy?" Lin Yue staggered, like sitting on an untamed wild horse.
"I like you, I don't like Doris!" Jensenjie shouted at the sky, "Don't if, I just want now, in the future, with you, with me!" ”
Jen Senjie shouted, carrying Lin Yue all the way from the shore to the apartment building.
He gasped and didn't let go.
"You're going to carry me like this all night?" Lin Yue touched his forehead, "It's a little hot." ”
"I don't have a fever, I want you to promise me before you leave, no matter what my mother and my father say, you will stick to the front with me, and you can't run away!"
"You let me down first."
"You promise me first!"
"Good, good...... Promise yes. ”
Zhan Senjie put Lin Yue down and was about to kiss her, she pushed it away with one hand and ran upstairs with a smile.
Jensenjie stood downstairs, watching her climb from the first floor to the second, running to the balcony, smiling and closing the curtains before leaving, he walked along the gravel road, sniffing the hairy jasmine in the flower bed, humming a little song.
Back at the hotel, Zhan's mother called back.
"Jiejie, mom was in a meeting just now, is there anything wrong with you?"
"I ...... No. Jensenjie shook the pendant from his clothes.
"Oh, how are you doing in Bali? Come back soon, don't forget that there is a change of major exam at the beginning of the school year! ”
"I know, Lin Yue told me to transfer, then I have to take the test!"
"Are you two together?"
"Nope."
"That's it, Lin Yue looks like he doesn't go abroad often."
Jensenjie was not happy to hear it, "Forget it, I'll hang up." ”
He threw down his phone and imitated his mother's tone just now, "Lin Yue looks like he doesn't go abroad often...... Going abroad is amazing, isn't it? I won't go abroad in the future! ”
Lin Yu returned to the villa, hunched over to the mirror and glanced at the sunburned skin, "Husband! ”
Xiao Pan carried a box of clothes, freed one leg and closed the door, "What's wrong?" ”
"I'm sunburned!"
"It's okay, no matter how much sunscreen you apply here, you'll get sunburned."
"Look!" Lin Yu opened the neckline of the skirt, "It's all red, how can I wear the wedding dress tomorrow?" ”
"Does it hurt?" Xiao Pan looked at it gently.
"It doesn't hurt."
Xiao Pan rolled his eyes, "Wife, your wedding dress doesn't show your shoulders." ”
"That's right!" Lin Yu blushed with shame, "Oh, stupid, husband!" You see I'm so sleepy that my brain can't turn, you can help me take off my makeup~"
"Okay!" Xiao Pan kicked open the box next to his leg, let his wife sit on his lap, and started a fancy makeup remover.
The tide roars in the wind, the ocean is always so mysterious and unknown, the tide rises and falls, and the seasons are reincarnated.
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Sogou