When I went back to Lintoe Palace with the maid, Jun Mochen also happened to step into the palace gate, and when he saw me, he said, "Where is this?" ”

The maid behind him replied, "Go back to the emperor and go to the garden in the back mountain." ”

But I was still thinking about Rulan, and I opened my mouth and said, "Why don't you allow me to go back to Fangzhai?" ”

Before the words fell, all the waiters and Jun Mochen were stunned, and Jun Mochen's face was full of joy for a while, "Dump Yan, can you speak?" ”

They all thought I couldn't speak, and that's why the maid answered for me, and they all thought I couldn't speak, but now they were talking coldly.

Jun Mochen stepped over with an arrow step, looked left and right, and his face overflowed with joy, "How is it good?" ”

"Yes......" I hesitated for a moment, remembering what Murong had asked me to do, so I changed my words again, "I'm also wondering, how can I speak in a good manner." ”

"I also asked Limo to specially invite Lang Zhong, who treats anger in the army, this is good, but it saves a lot of trouble."

I chuckled and said, "Exactly." ”

I was still thinking about him asking me to move to Lintoe Palace, so I asked him, "Why did you let Rulan pack up her things in a good manner, how can I live in your dormitory, and it is inconvenient to make people talk about it in the end." ”

Jun Mochen looked leisurely, and didn't care at all, "In terms of safety, where can I compare to my Lintoe Palace, who dare to take you here easily?" ”

When I heard this, I had mixed feelings in my heart for a while, and I didn't know how to answer.

It wasn't until after lunch that Rulan and a group of waiters brought my things over, and I just flipped them over, and my face sank, so fine......

Rulan almost took all my things, from clothes and jewelry, piano, chess, pen and inkstone, to playing with things and makeup, all of them were cleaned up, what does this mean, and you have to live in Lintoe Palace for a long time?

"Rulan, are you vacating the house?"

But no one answered for a long time, and I turned around suspiciously to see Rulan actually holding the tassel on the tent at the door in a daze.

I called her out loud again, "Rulan." ”

She came back to her senses at this time, but she still looked chaotic, "What's wrong with my sister?" ”

"I'm going to ask what's wrong with you? Why did you bring all the things? ”

Rulan's eyelashes trembled, "Sister, when I just came......"

She suddenly paused and didn't say anything, so anxious that I stared dryly, "Say, what happened when you just came?" ”

Rulan said, "Rulan met General Yan on the road where she came over. ”

I was stunned for a moment, and suddenly stepped forward and grabbed Rulan's arm and asked her, "What happened later?" Did he ask? ”

I'm in a hurry, I can't let Yan Yi know, which makes me feel embarrassed.

"General Yan asked Rulan to ask her sister, do you remember...... Do you leave the door empty for three days? Rulan's answer made me fall to the bottom completely.

Nature remembers.

Why does the sound of the piano move the soul of the king, and leave the door empty for three days around the beam. I still don't know the road at dusk, and I miss the lonely window cold every night.

Once upon a time, we had an agreement to meet, but because of his identity has never been able to see, I played the piano music of "Bird Fairy Bridge" and waited for him for half a year, and then he finally got the opportunity to enter the palace in front of his father.

Now, turning over the old things, he is asking me, do you still have such unwavering faith in waiting for each other's return?

I closed my eyes in a frustration, and he still knew.

He must have hated me so much.

I sat on the stool, my fingers were cold, and I only felt a chill in my heart, and this feeling also appeared at the end of my mother's life, like the kind of life and death that will never be seen.

Yan Yi decided that I was his wife early on, but now I live in someone else's house with a high-sounding sound, don't say it's him, if I heard this a year ago, I couldn't help but scold a "prodigal".

But now, I've done what I despise the most, and I've become the kind of person I used to hate the most......

Negative people.

Tears poured uncontrollably down his face.

I grabbed Rulan's shirt with my backhand, and said in a trembling voice, "Rulan, I want to see him, I want to see him......"

In the end, the voice in his throat became weaker and weaker, and finally turned into a silent choked and sobbing.

"Sister" Rulan's expression seemed to be about to cry, and her face was wrinkled, "I can't help it...... Sister, don't touch Emperor Chen's moldy head, the relationship is just a little better, Rulan ...... I don't want my sister to suffer......"

I want to see him, I want to explain it to him, I want to tell him, I want to tell him, I don't want to......

It's Jun Mochen, not me......

"Sister......

Rulan wanted to say something, but I cried and turned my head towards Rulan, "Go......"

Rulan shrank back, bit her lip and finally didn't say anything, and ran out of the door with her eyes.

I lay on the table crying and couldn't breathe, Yan Yi is my dependence in the world, I am afraid of his disappointed eyes, afraid that he will leave me alone in this desperate deep palace, I am so panicked that I can't care about anything.

It's just that you can't be too presumptuous, Rulan came over and only said that Yan Yi would go to the platform at night, and he was willing to see me when he heard it, and he felt a little relieved for a while.

As soon as dusk came, Rulan said that she was unwell and had rested early, and she didn't want anyone to come in to serve or disturb her.

Sitting in front of the mirror, looking at his lifeless face, his heart was in a mess, and then he smeared a thin layer of rouge on his face to make his face look better.

The night was cold, and he took out another cape, which was the color of the sky and water, and the collar and cuffs were covered with a layer of plush water, which added a bit of jump.

Then he sat in front of the window and waited for it to get dark, and instructed Rulan carefully, "I will go out in a while, you will lie on the couch and pretend to be me, he is still in the Qinzheng Palace, and he has not come back yet. ”

Rulan bit her lip and nodded slightly, "Rulan wrote it down." ”

I was relieved and put on my clothes and went out.

Because the attendants were sent back in advance, it was quiet and empty outside the temple.

I went out through the corner door of the apse, unhindered, stumbling all the way, searching, and finding the platform for a long time.

The platform is built very high, and the tower is the highest pavilion in the palace, just because the geographical location is not excellent, it is not as good as the tower built in the center of the imperial city can take the whole palace city into view.

The platform is located in the corner of Miyagi, extremely secluded and lonely, because few people come, even the cracks of the stairs have fallen into the grass seeds, growing small weeds, and there are even one or two weak cat meows in the dark night, which is creepy.

In the past, the platform was also very lively, someone cleaned it from time to time, the father and the princess and the princess all loved such an empty scene, but later the tower was built, and no one came.

And because of the remoteness of the territory, few people came, and gradually even the palace people were reluctant to set foot in it.

It is also quite in line with the scenery in the palace, likes the new and hates the old, and it is never rare in the palace.

It was even more barren, reflecting a full moon overhead, showing a different kind of loneliness.

Under the full moon, on the side of the platform railing, a man in a white robe looked up at the moon, and the night wind gently lifted the corners of his hair and clothes, which was as beautiful as a fairy.

My eyes hurt for a while, and suddenly I didn't want to see him again, but he was still so beautiful, and it was enough to exist in my heart.

Just as he was about to turn around and leave, he suddenly said, "It's finally here, why do you want to leave?" ”

I stood stiffly, my mouth turning and turning a thousand times, and finally I still didn't have the courage to call out the "Yilang".

He still didn't look back and said, "It's not easy to spend a good time and see the full moon from time to time, but it's not easy to make people last a long time." ”

There is a full moon from time to time, but it is not easy to make people last for a long time. He finally said the same thing.

Yan Yi, who has always believed that people with a good moon and a long time have been long, but now it is not easy to say that people want to be long.

I cried, "I'm sorry, but I was the one who did it." ”

After a long time, he turned around, and his eyes were stained with a layer of shiny things, like flowing scales and water.

"Dumping face, after all, I am still incompetent, if I took you away in the first place, wouldn't it...... Will it all be different? ”

Perhaps, there is a destiny in the dark, and it is impossible to help anyone at all.

Seeing that I was silent for a long time, he suddenly said, "You and him...... Together, can you be happy? ”

Then I remembered that I was going to explain it to him, but now I can't say half a sentence, what do I explain? What is there to explain, but it's just a cycle of cause and effect, saying that I was forced by Jun Mochen?

But happiness is not without it, he is so good to me, when he shows a lonely expression, I will be heartbroken.

Twice on the verge of death, all he was waiting for was his outstretched hand, trying his best to pull me back, and even now he still has cold on his body.

It's just that such happiness is, after all, a minority.

......He suddenly rushed forward, clasped my arm, and there was a rare eagerness in his voice, "I'll take you away, I'll take you away......

As he spoke, he was going to pull me off the platform, but now how did he go, after what happened last time, Jun Mochen must be extremely cautious about him, and I don't want him to be hurt by me again.

What's more, I have no reason to leave with him unscrupulously, and I will never be able to use my dirty body to walk with him.

I tried to push his hand away, but he stubbornly refused to let go.

"You let it go......" I cried.

But he suddenly pulled me out of his arms, and hugged me from behind with both arms, no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't break free.

Yan Yi attached to my ear and said softly, "Yan Yan, why don't you call me Yilang?" ”

I stiffened, and finally I cried.

"Yilang, Yilang, Yilang, Yilang......" I called tirelessly again and again, as if it had consumed the strength of my life, as if this could put him deep in my heart, and others could no longer snatch half a point.

Yan Yi also answered me tirelessly, and the choked throat in his voice became thick.

What can be done, such a good man, I don't know how to cherish it, I lost him with my own hands, how can I blame others for robbing him now, he deserves to be loved by better people.

But...... However, I can't bear it, so let me be willful again, let me remember what his arms are like, maybe it will be the warmth of my life.

Thinking of this, I stopped struggling, and threw myself into his arms reflexively, crying hoarsely, my fingers clutching the corners of his clothes, and my knuckles turned white from the exertion.

No matter how hard I try, it is still like quicksand between my fingers, and it will all be lost in the end.