This thought flashed through his mind, and Mo Nian was stunned, and was shocked by one thing.

How did she ......

Remembered Ji Shisheng again?

When she was with Ji Qingmo, she also easily thought of Ji Shisheng.

Perhaps, Ji Qingmo and Shi Sheng were both Ji Shisheng at a certain time, so she couldn't help but think of Ji Shisheng himself.

"What's wrong with you?" Shi Sheng saw her in a daze and asked.

"Nothing."

Mo Nian came back to his senses and got back to the point: "Actually, I have already told you about the events of the year, and if I talk about it again, it is what happened to you and me after the fire incident." ”

"I want to hear it."

Shi Sheng said: "Later, what happened to you?" ”

Shi Sheng seemed to care more about what happened to Mo Nian than himself.

"Don't you want to know what happened to you to become like this?"

Mo Nian didn't forget Shi Sheng's uneasy look at the beginning, "You want to listen to me first?" ”

"Hmm." Shi Sheng nodded, he looked at Mo Nian's expressionless face, and a trace of apprehension flashed in his eyes.

Although he was also worried about what happened to him, he couldn't ignore such a strange ink thought, what happened to make the little girl who loved to smile at him stupidly in his memory become the seemingly impersonal appearance she is now?

"Okay then."

Although Mo Nian was worried that Shi Sheng would cry like he did just now, since Shi Sheng promised that he wouldn't cry, he probably could really hold back...... Right?

"Fourteen years ago, I was hit on the ...... in the fire"

Mo Nian began to tell.

Ten minutes later.

“…… Are you okay? ”

Mo Nian sat on the chair and looked up at Shi Sheng, who was already crying and shrinking on the table, she was puzzled: "Didn't you say that you wouldn't cry?" ”

Unexpectedly, she would also be fooled by children one day.

Shi Sheng lied to her.

At the beginning of hearing that she had lost her feelings, Shi Sheng began to whimper.

Mo Nian wanted to stop and comfort him, but Shi Sheng insisted that she continue to speak, so Mo Nian had to recount her experience over the years.

From the death of her parents, she collapsed and aggravated her injuries...... By the time her adoptive mother died, she and her brother had once again lost their elders who cared for them, and the two depended on each other.

After hearing this, Shi Sheng had changed from sitting on the edge of the table to shrinking in the corner of the table, burying his head in his knees and crying.

As for why Mo Nian knew that Shi Sheng was crying so much, it was because......

The table shook too violently.

In addition, Shi Sheng's exposed ears were red and red, and it was impossible for her to deceive herself and say that Shi Sheng was not crying.

“…… You okay? ”

After Mo Nian finished speaking, he felt that he had asked a nonsense question.

Shi Sheng didn't answer, still crying.

Mo Nian had no choice but to sit aside and accompany him.

However, at this moment, Shi Sheng suddenly raised his head.

Before Mo Nian could see Shi Sheng's face of "pear blossoms with rain", he jumped off the table, ran to him crying, and hugged himself!

was suddenly hugged by Shi Sheng, and his face was forced to bury in Shi Sheng's body, Mo Nian was a little stunned: "What are you doing?" ”

"Hug you." Shi Sheng's voice was hoarse.

Mo Nian thought for a moment and asked, "Do you want me to hug you?" ”

"Stupid!"

Shi Sheng was annoyed: "It's me who hugs you!" ”

Is there any difference?

"Didn't you want me to comfort you?" Mo Nian finally made it clear this subtle difference.

"It's not me who went through those things! It's you! You! ”

When Shi Sheng said this, his tone was not blamed, but distressed in the majority, "Aren't you the one who was forced to lose your loved ones?" So...... It is I who holds you, I who comfort you. ”

"But I don't feel bad."

Mo Nian didn't want Shi Sheng to worry so much, she saw that Shi Sheng was already crying a lot, and felt that saying this would make Shi Sheng feel at ease, so she said, "So, you don't have to worry." ”

"How could it not be sad!"

Shi Sheng cried even more, "When you heard that your parents died, didn't you stop crying?" Even if you can't feel those subtle emotions, it doesn't mean that you are not sad! Stupid you! You have grown in vain for more than ten years! ”

was scolded inexplicably.

Mo Nian felt that Shi Sheng's original intention was not to scold him.

"Let me hug you for a while......"

Shi Sheng sobbed, "Fourteen years ago, it was my fault that I didn't find you and didn't comfort you in the first place...... So, even if it's a long time late, let me hug you. ”

Mo Nian couldn't refuse such a request, so he could only respond softly: "Got it." ”

In this way, Shi Sheng hugged her for a while.

"Nian Nian." Shi Sheng suddenly spoke, "I'm sorry." ”

"What?" Mo Nian was puzzled, why did he apologize to her again.

"I was still complaining about you before, why didn't you stay with me......"

Shi Sheng's tone was very sad, "I didn't know what you went through, you accidentally forgot me, I'm sorry......"

"It's fine." Mo Nian didn't care about this kind of trivial problem, she could understand Shi Sheng's hesitation over the years.

"It can't be fine!"

Shi Sheng stubbornly said: "It's my fault!" ”

"Okay."

Mo Nian could only follow Shi Sheng's words: "I know it's your fault, but I don't feel anything, so I ......"

"That's when you lose your feelings, so you won't get angry!" Shi Sheng seemed to be on a par with her.

Mo Nian choked: "Then what do you say?" ”

She felt like she had something to say.

As soon as she finished asking, Mo Nian felt Shi Sheng let go of her.

Then, Shi Sheng squatted in front of her, and for the first time, he didn't show her his tearful face because he wanted to maintain his self-esteem.

Shi Sheng looked directly at Mo Nian with this tear-stained face.

At the moment, he has more important things to do than maintain his self-esteem.

"I owe it to you."

Shi Sheng said seriously: "So Niannian, if you want me to do anything in the future, no matter what, I will do it for you!" ”

"Whatever?" Mo Nian thought of something.

"Whatever it is." Shi Sheng's tone was affirmative.

"Would you like to see a psychiatrist even if I told you to?" Mo Nian's speech was bold.

You must know that this sentence is taboo in front of Ji Qingmo, and Dr. Li repeatedly told him not to mention it to Ji Qingmo!

But in the face of Ji Shisheng's other sub-personality, Shi Sheng, Mo Nian easily spoke.

Perhaps, it was Shi Sheng's easy-to-communicate personality and no attachment to replace Ji Shisheng's thoughts, which gave Mo Nian such confidence.

But......

Mo Nian thought deeply for a moment, and then shook his head: "Forget it, when I didn't say this." ”

When Shi Sheng heard this, his eyes flashed: "Why?" ”

"Taking your favor to me and doing things that hurt you is a bit despicable, and it is not in line with the principle of being a human being."

Mo Nian didn't do such a thing even to Ji Qingmo, and in the face of Shi Sheng, he would naturally not be so cruel.

"Letting you see a psychiatrist is tantamount to asking you to cooperate with the psychiatrist and disappear from this world."

Mo Nian stretched out his hand and helped Shi Sheng wipe away his tears, "I can convince you to do this with other reasons, but I can't use your favor to do this kind of thing." ”

Despite the loss of feelings, Mo Nian has her own code of conduct, and there are some things she knows she shouldn't do, so she won't do them.

"I'll see a psychiatrist."

However, what Mo Nian didn't expect was that Shi Sheng said a surprising answer: "Even if you don't mention it, I will go to the doctor." ”

：。 ：