Chapter 145 What is suffering

Su Sihan couldn't stand it anymore, she showed a strong shock, this person is really forced by life, and he has reached the point of being stretched. She carried three points of ridicule and two points of concern, "Sister Qing, are you here to flee?" ”

Iman flickered for a moment, but she quickly came back to her senses, "You're right, I'm here to escape." By the way, don't tell the manager, I'm afraid she won't recruit someone like me. ”

Su Sihan smiled: "Sister Qing, you are really joking, aren't the people who come out to work all down-and-out people, is it still Bai Fumei?" ”

After saying this, Su Sihan took Iman to eat, and Iman was almost at the bottom of his pocket, so he had to ask for two bowls of spicy tang. A bowl of seven yuan, Iman pouted, it is still quite expensive, after all, a pack of instant noodles is only five pieces after all. That's enough for her to eat as many packets of instant noodles as she can.

Although she had no money, she was very happy with this meal. At least she doesn't feel alone anymore. This feeling made Iman suffer again, and she became accustomed to living alone, and others entered her circle, which made her inexplicably worried.

Iman hates herself like this, after going through so many things, she looks down on her a lot, but she is also afraid of not . People are good to her. This is also the reason why she has never been willing to make a friend in the past three years. Thinking of this, Iman's heart lightened.

She has indeed become a woman whose heart is as calm as water.

It was already noon when I got back, and when I got to the gate, Iman bought an entertainment newspaper for two dollars. Yue Jingyan is the latest director, and the newspapers are full of her news. At the moment, this is also the only way to see Yue Jingyan.

Su Sihan is not as interested as Iman, sleepy and tired, and still in the mood to read entertainment newspapers. As a "senior", she urged: "Hurry up and make the bed to sleep, and wait until four o'clock to go to the middle class." ”

KFC shifts are rotated three times, the day shift is from 8 am to 4 pm, the middle shift is from 4 pm to 12 pm, and the evening shift is from 12 pm to 8 am. Iman happened to be on the evening shift last night, and now he is on the middle shift.

But Iman looked at Yue Jingyan's news in the newspaper, but he couldn't sleep anymore. In the past three years, Yue Jingyan has had a lot of rumored boyfriends, but the most rumored one is Chenghong. No, this is another news that Yue Jingyan is going to marry Cheng Hong.

Iman didn't even look carefully at the contents of the newspaper, which was impossible. Photos can be faked, but people's feelings can't. Yue Jingyan likes Qingyang, but that is already in the past. Even if she doesn't like Qingyang anymore, but she still has Xiao Yi, for Xiao Yi, she will definitely not marry.

"Hey, Sihan, do you know the news that Yue Jingyan is getting married?"

Su Sihan glanced at Iman, "Don't hurry up and go to bed, what do you care about these gossip." At this time, Su Sihan was already lying on the bed, and the beds of the two of them were opposite, so Su Sihan was able to look at Iman. She half-squinted, "That Yue Jingyan and Cheng Hong have been dating for two years, and it is normal to get married, you open the Internet, almost all of it is news about her." ”

Hearing this, Iman put the newspaper aside and began to make the bed while she asked, "How much does it cost to get from us to the city?" ”

Su Sihan grunted and sat up, "You shouldn't really be chasing stars, our small place has the cheapest travel fee to go to the city, and it is estimated that it will cost hundreds of yuan." Look at what you've become, but don't waste the money. ”

Iman let out an "oh", and the two of them said nothing more. Just as Iman was lying down, she asked again, "By the way, what is this month's salary?" ”

Su Sihan cheered up again, if Iman has no concept of money, he will choose the cheapest one for a meal at noon; However, if she is really short of money to spend, how can she not even know what a month's salary is. Didn't the manager talk about salary when he hired her?

After thinking about it for a long time, she came to the conclusion that she didn't pay attention to her salary at all. Su Sihan instantly felt that such a person was not an ordinary down-and-out person, maybe he was still a big man. You can't accidentally offend to death.

Therefore, she replaced her disdain with patience, "Our little staff are only one or two thousand yuan a month. If you are frugal and frugal, it is not enough to even buy a good set of cosmetics. ”

Iman didn't listen to her, she was settling the scores. If the news is true, Yue Jingyan's wedding is still more than a month, and her round-trip travel expenses are enough.

Thinking of this, Iman was relieved, and a wave of sleepiness hit, but Iman couldn't sleep anymore.

Yue Jingyan is a good sister she has played since she was a child, and if she really gets married, Iman would love to see her happy. The funny thing is that she has to weigh even the travel expenses carefully.

The afternoon went well, and Iman was sleepy, but nothing went wrong. She didn't have formal training, and it was good to be able to do that.

In this way, the peaceful days passed for most of the day, but after twelve o'clock in the evening, trouble came.

After washing, both of them were very tired and didn't say much, but before going to bed, Su Sihan turned off the light. Originally, there was nothing to sleep and turn off the lights, but in the past three years, Iman has become accustomed to resting with the lights on. In this way, there was a great contradiction on the first day of getting along.

Su Sihan is a straight person, she couldn't stand the feeling of the lamp hitting her eyes, so she said to Iman: "Sister Qing, you turn on the flashlight of your mobile phone and use it as a desk lamp first, and I will accompany you out to buy a table lamp tomorrow." Wouldn't that be the best of both worlds? ”

But Iman's next answer really made Su Sihan a little crying and laughing, "That...... I don't have a cell phone ......"

Living in this era of information networking, if the elderly still cling to outdated concepts and cannot accept new things, it is acceptable. And now this girl, who is only in her twenties, doesn't even have a mobile phone. She doesn't usually have to communicate with the outside world, does she? Or is she going to learn from Tao Yuanming? Su Yi thought about it indignantly, and couldn't help but feel that he had met a strange character.

"Then you don't call your family?"

Iman seemed to be seen through the secret of her heart in an instant, she especially didn't like this feeling, a trace of unnaturalness floated on her face, but then changed the topic, "I'm so tired today, let's sleep." ”

However, her transformation fell in Su Sihan's eyes, but it was a different taste, it seemed that the person next to her might really be Bai Fumei. And it's Bai Fumei, who has a conflict with her family. Otherwise, how could there be so many things that are incomprehensible to her.

Of course, Su Sihan did not force the lights to turn off, she quietly checked Yue Jingyan's information. What a popular artist, a cutting-edge director, and then her rumored boyfriends. Su Sihan tried to find the slightest connection between Iman and Yue Jingyan to prove his conjecture, but in the end he found nothing.

Maybe Iman is an ordinary person at all, it's because she Su Sihan has seen too much on weekdays, so she has a feeling that everyone looks like Bai Fumei and lives in the folk.

When he thought of this, Su Sihan didn't sleep, but asked Yiman, "Sister Qing, what kind of do you like to watch on weekdays?" I like to watch the story of the domineering president and Cinderella the most. But I think you'll enjoy watching the crossing. ”

Iman's thoughts were instantly pulled back to the past by Su Sihan, ribs are learning Chinese, Han Xiao is also learning Chinese, they all like it, and they are even writing. However, Iman was never interested. Originally, because the screen of her mobile phone was too small, she didn't know much about reading, and she was afraid that she would have to prepare a dictionary after reading one. But then it was because she deeply understood that the stories in those were so unreal, so illusory and wishful thinking.

Is there really a story of a domineering president and Cinderella in the world, Iman doesn't know. But if it really exists, the story between them must be short-lived. They are not people of the same world, and even if they are barely together, they will eventually be separated. Those hearts and touches that once had will eventually be lost in the same way.

And the happiness of the real prince and Cinderella is because Cinderella is a princess, even if they are momentarily down, they still belong to the same world. Iman's story is probably the story of the domineering president and Cinderella. Iman has been a princess for eighteen years, but she can't hide the essence of Cinderella. They do not belong to the same world at all, and separation is inevitable.

When she thought of this, Iman's heart was empty, and she didn't even hate the past. She stared back to her thoughts, "I don't like it, and I don't know what to see." "It's all used to deceive children, to deceive their tears and sorrows, to deceive their wishful thinking.

Su Sihan was choked by Iman's words, but she didn't put it in her heart, she said impatiently: "It's really disappointing, let's sleep, let's sleep." ”

Iman also realized that she was unfriendly, she cleared her throat, "Sihan, I'm used to being alone, and I may make you angry in my words or behavior, I'll apologize to you first." ”

Su Sihan looked at Iman's sincere face, really like a child, where is there still a little bit of a down-and-out feeling. She waved her hand, "It's okay, it's okay, I'm used to it alone, so I won't hide my emotions." Hurry up and go to bed, tomorrow is the evening shift, and I'll take you out for a walk during the day. ”

Iman didn't say anything, closed her eyes, all the people and things in the past were replaced by exhaustion, and she didn't even have a dream for this long sleep.

【Happy Chinese New Year's Eve to all relatives~】