After Qin Yan finished speaking, he drank a cup of Lafite very violently, and two cold teardrops slid down his cheeks to his chin.

To tell the truth, Qin Yan's words pierced into Xu Chen's heart word by word, making Xu Chen's heart feel sour for a while. He suddenly felt that he was a failure in life, and although he was successful in his career, this was far from making up for his emotional failure!

In the world of love, he is like a sheep who is led by the nose, led back and forth by Qin Yan and Jiang Xiaojiu, two shepherds.

For Jiang Xiaojiu, if you want to say that you don't love it, you have feelings in your heart. If you want to talk about love, but it is not as good as your love for Qin Yan! For Qin Yan, she is the woman she loves the most, but she shares the bed with her, and it is Jiang Xiaojiu who is printed on the marriage certificate.

Such a dramatic life, but let himself catch up, is it really his own fate? It's just that this peach blossom is really difficult to choose.

On the other hand, Jiang Xiaojiu was also very depressed at this time. After she walked down the hill, she came to the intersection of the traffic light, and when she stood at the intersection, there were roads in front of her and on the left and right! But she didn't know where to go.

Sometimes it's really like this, when you have a road in front of you, even if it's a dead end, you still have a way to choose, but when you have too many roads in front of you, you don't know where to go.

A horn woke Jiang Xiaojiu up, at this time Jiang Xiaojiu looked left and right, it turned out that he was standing on the sidewalk, and at this time it was a red light, the driver on the side pressed the horn, his head stuck out of the window and burst into a foul mouth towards Jiang Xiaojiu: "You are sick, can you go?" ”

Jiang Xiaojiu retreated to the intersection, looking at the traffic in front of her, she was still in a low mood, after the green light turned on again, Jiang Xiaojiu crossed the road and walked along the road, at this time, all she thought about Xu Chen, of course, and her father's results.

She had never been disappointed in Xu Chen, and she never thought it would be like this. 's husband didn't give him support, but at this time, he had all kinds of scandals with another woman, how could he not think about it? How not to be sad!

The night has been closed, and on this not bustling pedestrian street, the colorful neon lights are like a pair of eyes open, looking at the lonely and lonely self. She doesn't like so many pairs of eyes looking at her, she likes to be alone and quiet, but there is no such place.

The night wind was blowing like pieces of ice scraping against his face, and she suddenly felt as if she was tired and wanted to find a place to rest.

At this time, Jiang Xiaojiu saw that there was a bar on his left hand, called "Qingwei Shui", this name made Jiang Xiaojiu have a good impression, and thought that this should not be as chaotic as other bars, so he pushed open the door of the bar and walked in.

This bar is still very special, the door is a wooden door, and after entering, there is no black miasma like other commercial bars, but there is a sense of tranquility.

A beautiful lyrical music echoed in the bar, a man in a denim suit sang on the stage, holding an acoustic guitar and singing softly, the voice was very pure, like a sunny boy.

But he looks like a rock 'n' roll, with shoulder-length hair and a parted head, like a power train. He closed his eyes and sang quietly. There weren't a few people sitting below, and the customers were sparse.

Jiang Xiaojiu casually found a seat and sat down, the waiter quickly handed over the wine list, Jiang Xiaojiu looked at it, the wine list here is also very literary, and the name is very fresh, such as the wind of the grassland, the love of early summer, the rhyme of autumn and so on.

These are all things that Jiang Xiaojiu likes, and then look at the entire decoration of this bar, there is a kind of cowboy style in the American West, dark, with a feeling of yellow sand in the room, dim as the sunset.

Jiang Xiaojiu ordered a cup of Winter Warm Sun, she liked the name, as she must, now she needs a sunshine to warm her.

The singer's song is also very heartwarming: "I want to give you my warmest hand, like the spring wind, the summer rain, the shy face that I have caressed, let me give you the most magnificent heart, no matter where you are, I will let you rely on the wind and rain." ”

Such lyrics made Jiang Xiaojiu's heart extremely warm, and she had a feeling that she had forgotten her troubles, so she sat quietly below and listened to the song.

Listening and listening, Jiang Xiaojiu inadvertently found that she was the only woman here, and the others were all men. However, it's not like other bars, where some idle men come over and talk to you, but not here.

Although the singer was very focused on singing on it, a beautiful girl like Jiang Xiaojiu walked in, and he naturally saw it at first sight.

After singing the song, he saw that Jiang Xiaojiu was listening to himself singing very seriously, and couldn't help but smile at him. Then I called another boy, who was wearing a white T-shirt, jeans, and chains around his hands and neck, and sang a song of Jay Chou's "Sunny Day".

And the singer walked down, came to Jiang Xiaojiu with a smile, and sat opposite Jiang Xiaojiu, and said warmly: "Come alone?" ”

Jiang Xiaojiu was very surprised, but nodded slightly, but Jiang Xiaojiu felt a little embarrassed, but at the same time he had a sense of luck.

"You sing so well." Jiang Xiaojiu, who was in a sad mood, answered his words with a smile as if the gloom in his heart had been temporarily dispelled when he was talking to this singer.

"My name is Li Xiaoyu, do you like me to sing?" The singer introduced himself and reported his home, looking like a very straightforward and free person.

"My name is Jiang Xiaojiu, a very cheesy name." Jiang Xiaojiu laughed as he spoke.

Li Xiaoyu picked up a bottle of beer and poured it into his mouth, wiped his mouth, and said with a smile: "We are all earthly people, where is there a good reason, besides, your name is not vulgar, at least it is much better than makeup." ”

This cold and boring joke actually made both of them laugh, Jiang Xiaojiu covered his mouth and smiled: "How long have you been singing in this city?" What do you do? ”

Li Xiaoyu took another sip of wine: "You know what I do when you look at me like this." ”

Jiang Xiaojiu looked at him, he was wearing a pair of jeans, and he looked very casual, but he couldn't tell what he was doing at all.

"I'm a hiker, also known as a hiker, and I love running around the world. I stumbled across this bar, I thought it was not bad, and I posted a resident singer here for a month, and when the owner found a new singer, I left here. Listening to Li Xiaoyu's tone, Jiang Xiaojiu felt that he must be a very free person.

"I really envy you, you can go where you want to go and do what you want to do." When Jiang Xiaojiu spoke, his voice was always as soft as water.

"Actually, there is nothing to envy, but I am different from others, I pursue ideals and freedom. I don't want to live like an ordinary person, I want to work like a turtle, I don't want to live like that. ”

Listening to Li Xiaoyu's words, Jiang Xiaojiu felt that he was like when he was seventeen or eighteen years old, he did everything he wanted to go to and what he wanted to do, and he struggled without reservations! But from his words, I can't help but hear a trace of bitterness, he must also be a person with a story!

Jiang Xiaojiu had put aside his sorrow and concentrated on chatting with Li Xiaoyu. It's been a long time since she's found someone so comfortable chatting with, like an old friend.

"Where have you been? Can you tell me about it? Jiang Xiaojiu really wanted to hear where this person who regards travel as a career and the meaning of life has been and what things have been encountered.

"I've basically run around the land of my motherland, and my next goal is to cross the Sahara Desert! I want to be like Sanmao, walking through love! Fight for your dreams! ”

Speaking of Sanmao and the Sahara, Jiang Xiaojiu is full of admiration. Sanmao is also her favorite writer, and of course, she envies her love with Jose even more!

"You people, you know envy, why don't you chase your dreams, do you have to wait until you are old and find out that even your memoirs are in the same place before you regret it."

Unconsciously when he was telling the story, Li Xiaoyu had already drunk two bottles of beer, but judging from his face, he was not the slightest drunk, like drinking two bottles of soda, but he spoke with some alcohol.

"I'm no different from a traveler now, because I have nowhere to go, nowhere to go." Speaking of this, Jiang Xiaojiu's sad heart spread again.

"It's just that you don't dare to do it yourself, any choice is a price to believe, as long as you can bear the price, then nothing is a problem. The world is big, you can go if you want, and no one can care where you want to go. ”

Speaking of these, Li Xiaoyu looks arrogant!

For Jiang Xiaojiu, it is impossible for him to give up his current life to pursue freedom like him. As he said, he couldn't afford it. She couldn't watch her father in prison and ignore it, and this almost broken family still had something for her to stay.

After all, for Xu Chen, she really loved her in her heart, and Wang Yanyun, she was a good mother-in-law, and Jiang Xiaojiu didn't want to hurt her.

The two were silent for a while and didn't speak, Li Xiaoyu raised his head and asked: "You said you have no place to go at night, if you don't mind, go to me, I rented two rooms, one is empty, no one lives." ”

Saying this, Jiang Xiaojiu hesitated for a moment, and his first reaction was naturally to refuse, and Li Xiaoyu did not forcibly keep it when he saw this: "Don't force it, whatever you want, I'm just kind, and if you don't appreciate it, forget it." ”

Jiang Xiaojiu was a little embarrassed, so when Li Xiaoyu got up, Jiang Xiaojiu said, "Are you really the only one in your room?" ”