Chapter Two Hundred and One: You won't be sorry for me, will you?

"Shi Sheng?"

Assistant Bai was puzzled, and stepped forward to support Shi Sheng, who was struggling to move, "What are you going to do?" ”

"Cup...... Dropped. Shi Sheng looked dazed.

As soon as Mo Nian turned his gaze, he saw a water cup on the ground, and the movement just now was probably caused by Shi Sheng wanting to drink water, but he dropped the cup.

Fortunately, the material of the cup is plastic, so it will not make a mess all over the floor.

"I'll do it." Mo Nian said.

"Nian ...... Read? When Shi Sheng heard Mo Nian's voice, he immediately tried to open his eyes that were about to close, and in his blurred vision, Mo Nian's figure appeared.

"Hmm."

Mo Nian nodded, bent down to pick up the plastic cup, and used it to draw paper to wipe the water stains on the ground.

"I'm sorry Secretary Mo."

Assistant Bai helped Shi Sheng to lie down and instructed: "You can't force yourself to move yet, lie down and rest." ”

"Dizzy ......" Shi Sheng didn't seem to be in a good mood.

No one likes to be sick.

"If you're not feeling well, go to sleep."

Assistant Bai is not very good at taking care of children, so he can only say in simple language: "You won't feel bad when you fall asleep." ”

Shi Sheng didn't speak, but looking at his fluttering eyelids, he was still struggling and refused to sleep.

Assistant Bai is out of luck with Shi Sheng, and if he is sick, he will definitely sleep after taking medicine as soon as possible to ensure that he will recover as soon as possible.

Shi Sheng is good, but he doesn't sleep when he should sleep, is he thinking that his condition will worsen?

"Assistant Bai."

At this time, Mo Nian dealt with the water stains on the ground, and she said, "Leave it to me next, you go and rest." ”

Assistant Bai was stunned: "But ......"

Mo Nian spent a lot of effort in the rescue.

If it weren't for Mo Nian, they probably wouldn't have found Shi Sheng and Ye Liushu so quickly.

Assistant Bai felt that Mo Nian should be very tired now, and he even hoped that Mo Nian would not come to Shi Sheng's room to keep vigil with him, and the most important thing Mo Nian should do now was to have a good rest.

But what I didn't expect was that Mo Nian actually planned to keep vigil alone?

"I made an appointment with Shi Sheng."

Mo Nian saw that Assistant Bai was puzzled, so he said: "I will accompany him tonight, so leave it to me here, Assistant Bai rest early, otherwise we will all stay up late, who will take care of Shi Sheng tomorrow?" ”

"This ...... All right. ”

Assistant Bai is not a hypocritical person, he nodded: "Then I'll go to rest, change shifts with Secretary Mo at eight o'clock in the morning, if Secretary Mo you are unwell, call me at any time to change shifts." ”

"Okay." Mo Nian nodded.

Then, Assistant Bai left.

"You wait a minute."

Mo Nian said to Shi Sheng, took the water cup to the bathroom, and after washing it again, poured a cup of warm water and came to the bedside, "Here." ”

She helped Shi Sheng sit up and handed the water cup to Shi Sheng.

"Thank you." Shi Sheng didn't expect Mo Nian to remember that he didn't drink water, so he couldn't help but smile.

"Why don't you sleep?" Mo Nian said suddenly.

Shi Sheng was stunned.

"You look like you're sleepy."

Mo Nian didn't notice Shi Sheng's small movements, "Keep keeping your eyes open, is there anything you want to do?" ”

"Nothing......"

After Shi Sheng finished speaking, he was silent for a while before he said, "I just think it's too much of a waste of time." ”

"Waste of time?" Mo Nian was stunned for a moment, "Sleep?" ”

How can sleeping be a waste of time?

In Shi Sheng's current state, the most important thing to do is to go to sleep.

"Well, it's a waste of time to sleep, and ...... It's dangerous. ”

Shi Sheng stared down at the water cup in his hand, and his fingers involuntarily mouthed the outer wall of the cup, "I can only come out for a few days at a time, but sleeping will take up a long, long time...... Every time I close my eyes, I worry that when the sun comes out the next morning, it won't be me who will open my eyes......"

"I thought it was ...... You don't like it very much here. Mo Nian knew that Shi Sheng had always had a sense of disobedience to this era, and she thought that Shi Sheng was more afraid that the person who would open her eyes next time would not be herself, and she was more afraid that the person who would open her eyes next time would be him.

"Isn't it unresolved?"

Shi Sheng said, "When I grew up, I didn't cure the symptoms of schizophrenia, which means that someone will wake up no matter what, no matter how long it takes, I have the possibility of appearing...... If I have to show up again and again, then I wish I could show up a little longer each time...... Don't show up in a panic every time and leave before the panic has completely subsided. ”

He had been in a state of uneasiness.

Seeing this, Mo Nian suddenly felt that what Assistant Bai said was very right.

Their expectations for Shi Sheng are too high, and they also think of Shi Sheng too simply, thinking that a child is easy to deal with and will not be troublesome.

In fact, it is precisely because Shi Sheng is just a child that he is sensitive and fragile, and it is easy to accumulate pressure.

Today, Shi Sheng's pressure suddenly broke out, catching them off guard.

"Sorry, I didn't notice any of this before." Mo Nian said.

"How can I blame you for this?"

Shi Sheng was a little anxious, and he said, "I didn't say it myself...... No matter what, I can't blame you. ”

Yes, if there is a communication problem between two people, most of the time it is not that one party does not understand, but that the other party does not make it clear or even keeps silent.

Shi Sheng didn't want to blame Mo Nian for his mistake.

"Don't be in a hurry."

Mo Nian suddenly raised his hand and touched Shi Sheng's head, "We still have time, you can talk slowly." ”

"Hmmm......"

When Shi Sheng heard this, he felt a little relieved, but he quickly reacted that something was wrong, his face, which was already slightly red, was even more red at the moment, he hurriedly put down the water glass, took Mo Nian's hand away from the top of his head, and raised his voice and said, "What are you doing!" Treat me like a child? ”

"Angry?"

Mo Nian showed a puzzled expression, "It's strange...... Every time my brother touched my head, he said that children like to be touched by their favorite brothers and sisters. ”

"Don't be spoiled by your sister-in-law brother......"

Shi Sheng couldn't help but complain, he thought of something again, and corrected: "It's not right! I mean, don't treat me like a child! ”

"But you're not even twelve years old......" Mo Nian pointed out the facts.

Shi Sheng was speechless.

He hates!

"It's you who are too big! It's not that I'm too small! Shi Sheng snorted, refusing to admit defeat.

"It's not a good word to say that girls are old, right?" Mo Nian said.

"Uh......"

Only then did Shi Sheng realize that he had said the wrong thing in a hurry, he showed a tangled and sorry expression, and whispered: "I'm sorry......"

"It's okay, I don't care." Mo Nian's accounting is not normal for this kind of thing, after all, she has no ordinary people's feelings.

Seeing Mo Nian's indifferent appearance, Shi Sheng suddenly said: "Nian Nian you are actually ...... You didn't feel sorry for me, did you? ”

Mo Nian was stunned.

Without waiting for Mo Nian to say anything, Shi Sheng looked at her with a hoarse voice: "You apologized to me just now, saying that you didn't notice my uneasiness, but in fact, you didn't feel sorry in your heart, right?" You just know you're doing something wrong, but don't feel sorry for me, do you? ”

Hearing this, Mo Nian was silent for a while, as if he was thinking about the meaning of Shi Sheng's words.

Then she asked, "Are you angry?" Hate me like this? ”

Indeed, there have been many people who have expressed disgust at her lack of empathy.

"Nope."

Just as Mo Nian was thinking, Shi Sheng's voice sounded in her ears-

"I just...... I feel sorry for you. ”