I didn't know why, but I followed his gaze, only to find that in the panic, I actually grabbed his neck tightly, and I hurriedly let go of my hand and wanted to withdraw from his arms.

Instead, he tightened his arms and wrapped them around me even tighter.

His face burned hotly, but he couldn't break free of his iron hoop arm.

He suddenly played, "If you agree, I'll let you go." ”

The expression on his face was a joke, but I couldn't let go of it.

How can you say yes?

But if he doesn't agree, what should Yan Yi do?

I remembered Jun Mochen's ruthlessness, the scar on Yan Yi's body with the knife was like a hammer hitting his heart, no, he couldn't, he couldn't die.

Just as they were in distress, there was a soft sound at the door of the temple, and they both looked back.

Shen Xiaowei was walking into the hall with a happy face, "Your Majesty guess, the concubine has a ......"

Her words stopped abruptly, and her smile was withdrawn little by little, "Princess Tanyan is also there." ”

I remember the first time I met her, she called me "girl", but now she calls me "princess".

Jun Mochen let go of me without leaving a trace, and said to Shen Xiaowei, "The sun is getting stronger outside, why did you come here at this time?" ”

I saw Shen Xiaowei slowly bless and said respectfully, "It is precisely because of the scorching heat that the concubine personally cooked mung bean and lily porridge to quench her thirst, and I specially sent it to you to taste." She turned to me again, "I just don't know if Sister Yanyan is there, so let's do some more as a concubine." ”

Jun Mochen waved his hand and stopped her, "No need, it's hard for you to think about it, she will go back now." ”

My body trembled and I looked at Jun Mochen, who was already drinking porridge by himself.

He actually asked me to go back, when I was beckoned and gone? What about Yan Yi?

I panicked, I didn't have time to think about it, I had already walked in front of Jun Mochen, and it was not good to mention Yan Yi in front of Shen Xiaowei, Shen Ye was at war with Yan Yi, he must have been regarded as a mortal enemy, where could he be allowed to survive.

I glared at Jun Mochen angrily, as if he hadn't seen him, he was leisurely.

His hands are very good-looking, slender and powerful, with distinct joints, and the white porcelain spoon in his hand can't help but make people envious, this spoon is really good.

I finally couldn't help it anymore, the grievances of the past few days suddenly came to my heart in an instant, my nose was sour, but I still endured it and said in a deep voice, "Jun Mochen, what do you want?" ”

Before Jun Mochen could raise his head, he was slapped firmly on his face, and it burned hotly, I turned my head, Shen Xiaowei was full of anger, and said sharply, "Your Majesty's name is also what you call it?" Do you still think of yourself as a noble princess? Such words and deeds are meaningless. ”

"Xiaowei." Jun Mochen drank Shen Xiaowei, his expression was dark, and he couldn't see his joy or anger, "I've worked hard for you today, you can go back." ”

"Your Majesty......" Shen Xiaowei looked at Jun Mochen with admiration, but Jun Mochen's face was expressionless and his expression was calm.

I was awakened by Shen Xiaowei's palm, and once I found a breakthrough, it would be difficult to take it back.

I pulled out a hairpin between Shen Xiaowei's hair with my backhand, the hairpin tail was sharp and sharp, and I pressed the hairpin against my neck with a little force, which was a piercing pain, and a thin blood line snaked out.

My behavior obviously startled them, Jun Mochen reacted, stood up with a "Teng", and didn't even see the bowl of mung bean and lily porridge on the table.

He looked anxious and said, "What are you doing?" Put it down, don't do anything stupid. ”

I can still listen to it, and little by little I sink the hairpin into the flesh.

If I don't let go of Yan Yi, then what am I doing with this stump body, it is better to die sooner.

"What do you want? I'll give it all to you, put that Rausch down quickly. ”

This sentence is undoubtedly what I have always wanted, but now I have no mind at all, my heart is like ashes, and I only murmured, "I want my mother, my father, and I want Yilang...... If you can't give it, no one can give it to me. ”

I remember that before Chen Xuan started the war, my father said to Yan Yi, on the day of victory, I will be his wife.

We were once so close to happiness, but we didn't catch it in the end.

Even I don't know how it has come to this point.

I just feel tired, so tired.

"Yan Yi is still alive, if you die, you will never see him again." Jun Mochen spoke in surprise, looking at me with burning eyes, "Don't you want to see him?" ”

is still alive, Yan Yi is still alive.

I still can't let go after all, I can hear him say this, where can I still hold it.

"Then you ......" I was about to ask him where Yan Yi was, before the words came out, I looked up and found that there was still someone in front of me, I was stunned, I only felt a pain in my hand, and when I looked again, the hairpin in my hand was gone.

Jun Mochen appeared not far away, and what he was holding in his fingertips was the silver hairpin with tassels, swaying in his hand, dazzling my eyes.

Second.

I always can't get benefits in front of Jun Mochen, that is, I can't even make my own decisions when I die.

"You're such a fool, the number one fool in the world." He shouted angrily, his voice undisguised with rage, hoarseness.

Yes, I'm a fool, I lost everyone around me, and I don't repent, and now I finally want to protect a person well, but I can't do it, is there anyone in the world who is more stupid than a smile?

I staggered and fell to the ground as if I had been drained of my soul.

“…… It's just a wind chill, and it hasn't been good for so long, is the dignified hospital actually eating white rice? The voice was so loud that I couldn't help frowning, Jun Mochen was always so domineering.

Immediately, a trembling voice replied, "Your Majesty, the wind and cold are not fake, but the girl's heart is depressed, and she has a fever for days, but I am afraid that she is physically and mentally exhausted, and her heart is empty." It's Hua Tuo who is alive, and this heart disease is difficult to treat......"

I listened to it with a frown for a long time, but I couldn't hear anything anymore, and when my ears calmed down, I stretched my brows and fell asleep again.

The body fell into an extremely comfortable embrace, and the cool, hot body was extremely comfortable, as if entering an ice cellar on a hot day, and I couldn't help but shrink even more.

I was woken up by hunger, and when I woke up, I saw Rulan standing in front of the couch, so sleepy that I couldn't help nodding.

I wanted not to disturb Rulan, and got up alone to find something to eat, but after a slight movement, Rulan woke up, and when she saw me, she was pleasantly surprised, "Okay, my sister finally woke up, is my sister hungry?" What would you like to eat? ”

When I was asked about the important point, I immediately said, "I want to eat white porridge." ”

"The porridge should be light and glutinous." I turned my head to the side and found Jun Mochen standing at the door of the hall, he was dressed in bright yellow clothes, his body was neat and long, and he commanded the maids in the hall, and his voice was nasal.

After Rulan went out, there were only the two of us left in the huge dormitory, and the lily incense burned in the incense burner lingered faintly on the tip of my nose, and I unconsciously clenched the quilt.

Whenever I am alone with him, I am always inexplicably nervous.

He just said, "Don't practice yourself, take medicine to nourish yourself, and on that day, I will allow you to go to see him." ”

I listened to every word clearly, looked at him suspiciously, and tortured him in every way a few days ago, but now he relented and allowed me to see Yan Yi, why is this? Could it be that there are any new tricks?

I'm thinking about it here.

He reiterated, "You don't have any jokes. ”

No jokes.

Yesterday these four words plunged me into endless despair, but now these four words are like heaven, and they sound so good.

I opened my mouth to ask him why, but I didn't ask after all, if this was a dream, I just hope that I will never wake up.

Jun Mochen looked at me steadily, his eyes lingering and burning, I lowered my head at such a gaze, and when I looked up again, I saw him turn around and strode out of the hall.

Looking at his back in the distance, I just felt strange.

Rulan came over with porridge, and I told her about it while eating.

When Rulan heard this, she was rarely calm, and I looked up at her strangely, and saw that her face was also rare and calm.

What's going on? Everyone is so strange, could it be that they slept and the people around them changed their personalities?

I put down the spoon and looked at Rulan, who said, "Sister, do you think it's strange?" ”

I nodded at some point.

"It wouldn't be strange if my sister knew what Emperor Chen did when my sister was asleep." Rulan suddenly said such a sentence, and her expression was a little moved.

I suddenly remembered the words I heard in my sleep, and asked hesitantly, "Is it ...... He allowed me to see Yilang because he wanted me to be happy and help me recover? "Would he have such good intentions? When he thought about it like this, he couldn't help but think of Jun Mochen's burning gaze when he left.

Ru Landau, "No, how did my sister think your fever went down?" It was Emperor Chen who wore thin clothes and went to the ice cellar to cool his body, and then hugged his sister and cooled his sister with his body. ”

My heart trembled, I knew the ice cellar, once a madman violated the precepts of the palace, and when he was desperate, he hid in, and the next day he found that the person was already frozen.

Rulan continued, "Emperor Chen waited for his sister's fever to subside, and then kept his sister awake all night, and he left in the early court. ”

After listening to Rulan's words, even I refused to believe it, but the cool embrace in the dream couldn't deceive people anymore.

Remembering Fang Caijun Mochen's words with a thick nasal voice, his thoughts were complicated for a while, maybe his concern was not for the sake of facilitation but for the sake of public elegance.

"It's General Yan Yi, it's been more than a month, is it good that I haven't even heard from him......" Rulan seemed to have a lot of words today, and at this time, she choked up aggrievedly and sobbed lowly.

At the first mention of Yan Yi, I couldn't help but feel relieved, and the boulder that had been pressed for a long time in my heart finally landed.

I will see Yan Yi soon, saying that with Rulan, she still had tears in her eyes but looked up and asked me, "Is what my sister said true?" Is General Yan Yi still alive? ”

Seeing me nodding, Rulan laughed, "It's okay, it's okay......"

Yes, as long as there is hope, it will not be too sad.

And Yan Yi is the hope of Yan Yan at this time.