Ye Yu finished talking and crying, and with Gu Qingzhou by her side, she fell asleep.

She also held Gu Qingzhou's hand before going to sleep, and refused to let go no matter what.

Gu Qingzhou was lying beside her.

Ye Yu dreamed of her mother.

It was the season when the cold was shining and the apricot blossoms were thick, and she was swinging under the tree, while her mother was writing at a stone table not far away.

The lines of the sun cast a dazzling light on her mother's face, and she smiled gently, her complexion was ruddy, her face was beautiful, and she was still the mother who loved her the most in her memory, not the sallow and thin mother.

When I woke up, it was only five o'clock in the morning.

The night is long, and the Qionghua outside the window is like frost.

"Ahh Gu Qingzhou asked in a low voice, his voice drowsy.

Ye Yu said: "Teacher, I'll get up and go to the toilet, you can continue to sleep." ”

Gu Qingzhou still got up and took crutches for Ye Yu.

"Can I do it myself?" She asked.

Ye Yu nodded: "I can do it." ”

She struggled to make her way to the bathroom.

Gu Qingzhou didn't follow.

When Ye Yu came out of the bathroom, Gu Qingzhou had already turned on the small lamp at the bedside.

On a night in mid-May, there was a slight chill.

Gu Qingzhou helped her onto the kang.

Ye Wei put on the thin quilt and half-sat against the head of the bed, not planning to lie down for a long time.

"What's the matter, tell me something?" Gu Qingzhou also half sat up.

Ye Yu bowed her head.

She said, "Teacher, I dreamed of my mother. For the first time in so many years, I dreamed that she was not hideous, but gentle and beautiful. ”

Gu Qingzhou was slightly relieved: "You are too bitter in your heart, and you have buried too many secrets. ”

Ye Yu thought so.

"Teacher, I'm sorry." Ye Yu's voice was lower.

Gu Qingzhou asked her why she apologized.

"I don't really want to find out the cause of my mother's death." Ye Yu said, "I have been carrying the sin for so long, I know that it is painful, and I also know how easy it is to let go."

Someone in this world who believes in me wholeheartedly is enough for me. Let me continue to carry it, no matter what the hell it is, that fire is a scar in the hearts of our whole family.

Our mothers were burned to death, and our hearts were burned beyond recognition. No one wants to uncover their scars, and I don't want to. Teacher, I know you want to help me, but unfortunately I'm going to disappoint you. ”

Gu Qingzhou touched her hair.

"Silly boy, why apologize?" Gu Qingzhou asked, "You know that I wanted to get your favor and your gratitude, so I offered to help you, right?" ”

Ye Yu glanced at Gu Qingzhou.

Strangely, Ye Yu was not angry at all. She knew everything, and Gu Qingzhou's confession made her heart warm.

Of course, she knew Gu Qingzhou's intentions.

Anyone wants to talk to the Ye family and her, and Gu Qingzhou is no exception.

If she said something righteous and awe-inspiring, Ye Yu would be wary of her, and even look down on her.

"So, if you don't want to investigate this matter, I naturally agree with you." Gu Qingzhou said, "Auntie, you have to keep in mind that you didn't set the fire. ”

"Why are you so sure?" Ye Wei's eyes flashed a little nervous.

She wants trust.

However, when trust was really placed in front of her, she was timid again.

Gu Qingzhou said: "I told you that I know a very good Western doctor."

"Dr. Arnold, you said it."

"Yes, it's Dr. Arnold. He had been a missionary in China for many years, and he had a prominent position in the American church, and he knew a lot about it.

He's now in the burn department, and he's been abused by patients, so we talked about that. He once told me that people who have been abused for a long time will have masochism in their hearts.

That is, you are used to being abused, and this habit is terrible, and it will leave you with no intention of resisting from your subconscious.

Just like the weather is sunny and rainy, whether it is rainy or sunny, we don't think about why, or even change it.

In your family, you are the most abused, which means that you are the most accustomed person, and there is no anger and resistance in your subconscious.

Rather, it's people who haven't been masochized much, or who pity you and sympathize with you, who are full of anger. So, I trust you so much, you will never burn your mother. Gu Qingzhou said.

When Ye Yu heard this, she looked at Gu Qingzhou in a daze.

She really never thought of resisting.

yes, why did she never want to resist, just want to endure?

"Teacher, it can't be me, can it?" Ye Yu asked crying.

Gu Qingzhou bowed: "It's not you." Auntie, my trust in you may be a means to trick you, but it is not false. I trust you. ”

Ye Yu touched the corners of her eyes and said, "Teacher, are your words true?" ”

"I'll take you back and visit a Western doctor in the psychology department and ask him to explain to you, how about it?" Gu Qingzhou asked, "It just so happens that I want to take Erbao with me too." ”

"You took Erbao to the psychiatric department?" Ye Yan's attention was diverted.

Ye Yu likes Erbao very much, because Erbao laughs silly and pitiful.

Erbao's eyes are blind, why should he go to the psychology department, Ye Yu doesn't understand this very well.

Gu Qingzhou said: "Yes, I want to take Erbao to see the psychology department." According to my own and Western medicine ophthalmology diagnosis, Erbao's eyes have probably recovered. But he couldn't see it yet, and the problem was complicated, so I wanted to try everything. ”

Ye Yu said: "Erbao is really poor teacher, when will you take Erbao there?" ”

Gu Qingzhou said: "Tomorrow will do." ”

Ye Yu thought about it and hesitated slightly.

Gu Qingzhou said: "It's okay, the adjutant will take you over, someone on the road will pick you up in the car, carry you out of the car, and you can go by yourself." ”

Ye Yu nodded: "Okay, let's go together tomorrow." ”

On this day, Gu Qingzhou took her to meet a Western doctor.

Gu Qingzhou asked a lot of questions, mainly Erbao's eyes.

Finally, masochistic and abusive relationships are inadvertently mentioned.

The Western doctor talked about it exaggeratedly.

"There is no systematic research and academic argument on the relationship between the abuser and the abuser, but my teacher has studied it very well.

My teacher said that people can also be domesticated.

The human being is very fragile to bear pain and fear, and once it is broken, she will develop a sense of dependence on the abuser.

Children who are abused will have fear or fear of their abusive parents, and over time they will develop sympathy and dependence, and eventually even help the abuser.

In this relationship, it is very unlikely that the abused person will rebel on his own. Once a certain amount of time has passed, the masochist is psychologically domesticated. ”

Gu Qingzhou asked, "How long?" ”

"Three months to half a year is enough to domesticate a person." Western medicine said.

Gu Qingzhou praised him for his insight.

This Western doctor is quite young, and when he saw that Gu Qingzhou was a beautiful little girl, he blushed slightly.

Ye Yan's expression was very complicated.

In the complexity, she also had a kind of complete relaxation.

This time, she believed in Gu Qingzhou's trust, and she believed in herself.

She is not a murderer.

Perhaps, she doesn't need Gu Qingzhou to help her find out anything, all she needs is this kind of spiritual affirmation and relief.

Gu Qingzhou helped her.