The two looked at each other, only disappointed

In the Yong'an Palace, for the first time, it was surrounded by people coming and going.

The man lying on the bed was already dying, his lips pale like a lifeless corpse.

The man sitting on the edge of the bed, his eyes were red, staring at the woman on the bed, holding her bony hand tightly, as if he had aged many years overnight, and the stubble at the corner of his lips looked very decadent......

His mind kept echoing the words of the imperial doctor: "Niang Niang is three months pregnant, and the child... No, and I have tuberculosis, and I am terminally ill......"

These words were like a game of dead chess, and he was helpless, and he began to perceive that things were rushing towards the most unlikely places, and a chill swept through his body, as if he had fallen into an ice cellar. He froze in place, and all the reason he had held on to before collapsed instantly: "What? ”

"How is it possible, she's been fine... How could it be... Take a closer look at her, take a closer look at her! Xuanhe is like a drowning and struggling person, and he has been denying this impossible thing, as if as long as the imperial doctor says that the diagnosis is wrong, he can have a glimmer of life.

"About tuberculosis Niangniang should have discovered a long time ago, I saw that there are still many medicines in the Niangniang palace that have not been decocted, Weichen has seen it, each one is the same effect... There is no doubt that it is a cure for tuberculosis. But the child, the mother doesn't know... Otherwise, I wouldn't have let the execution ........."

The Imperial Doctor's words were like a sudden thunderbolt in the sky that struck him, "Let the execution ......"

It's just, heartbreaking.

Xuanhe suddenly remembered a lot of things... She suddenly got very close to the Imperial Doctor, she suddenly brought a peace charm, she suddenly became thin, she suddenly coughed... She.........

Yu'er, you're so ruthless...

Why are you hiding it from me... Why don't you say anything......

Guilt, irritation, anxiety, fear... A lot of emotions were overwhelmed and breathless, his whole person seemed to be stunned, as long as he thought about one more thing, he would feel pain in his heart, and he would suffocate in pain.

Xuanhe hugged her all night sleeplessly, and her eyes were bloodshot.

It wasn't until the next afternoon that the woman in the bed finally moved...

"Xuanhe ......" Yuqing's voice was very hoarse, not so clear, weakly drooping her eyelids, there was no complaint, no resentment, and no trace of love in her voice.

"I'm here! Yu'er, I'm here! Xuanhe was almost crying with joy, clenching her hand tightly, as if he would lose her if he was not careful.

Yuqing looked at the room full of people, stunned for a long time, although she was unconscious, the consciousness in her mind clearly heard the words of the imperial doctor, the three-month-old child is gone...

The imperial doctors rushed over one after another, checking their pulses, feeding medicines and prescribing prescriptions, hot water towels, and the people of the entire Yong'an Palace were in a hurry.

Yuqing came back to her senses, it was already late at night, and Xuanhe was still sitting on the edge of her bed, helping her wipe the cold sweat that kept breaking out from the corners of her forehead.

The dim candlelight, flickering and dimming, shone on Xuan and gentle pupils, it was so unreal, she remembered many things, many misunderstandings, regrets, and misses before them...

"Xuanhe, I don't seem to understand you from the beginning, and I'm like a fool in front of you."

"Why do you say that all of a sudden..."Xuan He's hand froze.

Yuqing suddenly chuckled, her eyes were hazy with tears, and her voice was hoarse, like a weak moan: "When I first met vaguely, I went out of the palace with you in civilian clothes, you helped me carry the burden and took me over the high walls of the Forbidden City, but I met the commander of the Imperial Forest Army, he asked coldly what we were doing, you eloped casually, I remember it for many years."

Another time, you got a few good Shu brocade in Shudi, and asked someone to make me a set of thousand-fold peony wide sleeves, I stepped on the end of the skirt and hit your arms for the first time in a skirt, I didn't look up at people, and said that my mother was so painful, you bent down to look at me and said, "It's okay, the little girl is still less rude." "When you leave, I heard you say something to Father-in-law Yao, she is so small and cute."

Yuqing laughed out loud as she spoke, but tears crept up her cheeks and slipped down silently...

But she didn't feel it, she still had that nostalgic smile: "When I was still ten years old, you said to give me a home, and I went with you, I thought you were a god sent by God to save me, I believe you must be good to me." When you were thirteen years old, the emperor wanted to marry you, referring to Yijia, the queen of the prime minister, but I knew you didn't like it, I heard that the woman was proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy, painting and dancing, and I began to practice the piano and dance day and night, because when your eyes fell on me, I hoped that I could get better, better. I want to be a shining being, and I want you to be proud of me one day.

Later, at the age of seventeen, you asked me to marry you, you said that the world is messy, and I am clean, I can hang on your heart, do the sun and the moon, I can't care about anything, as long as I can be by your side, even if there is no family support, even if I may die in the future and fight with the princes, I will not hesitate. ”

On her little face, there were more and more tears, as if they could not be exhausted... Yuqing opened her eyes wide, looked at the curtain above her head, and tried to suppress the sobbing in her throat: "Xuanhe was very good to me, at that time he also said that no matter what happened, he would stand on my side, and he didn't need any reason with me, I was his truth." The boy with a shy smile in the upper study secretly handed me a piece of osmanthus sugar cake from behind. ”

"When he got married, he swore to me, and he said that he would allow you to be a lover and be generous in this life."

When she said this, Yuqing smiled happily, and what came out of her eyes was an affectionate style. That person really made her read for years.

After saying so many words in one breath, Yuqing finally paused for a moment...

"But, I don't know why he changed..."Yuqing said and began to cough, and the dry itch in her throat was like fire.

"There are more and more concubines in the harem, he is here tonight and tomorrow night at the promised place, I don't know what to do. A queen lives more carefully than her subordinates, I stay at the palace gate every day and think, why doesn't he love me anymore, is he tired of it or I'm not young enough, maybe it's really just a beauty whose bed is not as soft as her waist. ”

"It's ridiculous, isn't it?"

"I love him so little, I haven't gathered any officials for ten years, there is no one behind me to help, he still suspects me of eloping with someone else, he suspects me of hurting his children, suspects me of hurting his beauty, how is it possible..."

Xuanhe closed his eyes tightly, forcibly held back the cry, leaned over and buried his face in Yuqing's chest, like a child who made a mistake: "I'm sorry ......"

Xuanhe's voice trembled clearly and visibly, and his heart felt like he had been stabbed by someone suffocating and aching.

Yuqing's eyes darkened, closed slightly and sighed deeply, and said vaguely with a choked voice: "Since the day I met you, every step I have taken is to get closer to you, you said that you want a son-in-law, I drink medicine all year round to regulate my body, but I still haven't got what I want, this is also the thing I owe the most and dare not mention." So Yijia has a child, although I regret it, I still take care of her fetus, you have never believed it, I love you so much, how can I bear to hurt your child...

But that day, you still slapped me mercilessly without any warning, and removed me from the position of queen...

I just lay on the ground and watched you run towards me with rage, just a moment passed me, and I died in that moment, you didn't stop and go forward, you just passed me, and I lost everything that day. ”

"I'm sorry... Please... Don't say it..."Xuanhe became more and more flustered, his tears smashed on Yuqing's chest, soaking a large collar, only to feel that his heart was like a knife and could no longer face her deep love, it was his mistake.

Yuqing quietly listened to Xuanhe's choked up, and there was no feeling in her heart: "I told you a long time ago that I like you very much, and I will like you until you no longer need me to like you."

Yuqing raised her hand and touched Xuanhe's hair, "So, after withdrawing from the back position, I don't complain, I have a terminal illness, I don't complain, I don't complain when I promise it, even if you say that you love Xu Qianshi so much, carefully plan for her, and give everything for her, I still don't complain." But... But..."Yuqing finally couldn't hold back her tears, and continued with a whimper:

"My child... Because your woman is gone, the person who has been used to it since the age of ten is no longer my hero..."

Xuanhe's heart was shocked, and his trance was blank for a long time, as if everything was beginning to get out of his control, and he seemed to be really going to lose her.

That year, the flowers didn't die when they fell. The wind picked her up and threw her away, and the flower died.