Chapter 7 Two Feelings Are Bonded
There is always a different kind of coolness on autumn nights, with the moon hanging high and the bright moonlight scattered everywhere, all the way to the slightly fragrant chrysanthemums. There is a different kind of elegant and quiet in the small courtyard, where the fish are leisurely spitting bubbles in the water, making a slight rippling sound of water waves.
Tang Changyu moved the place where everyone ate together to the small garden behind the courtyard of him and Liuning, flowers, pavilions, water sounds, wine, what a wonderful picture. The mellow wine was poured into the six cups, and Liuning took Mingfu and Yunqing to bring the dishes one by one.
Six people haven't seen each other for a long time, let alone sit at a table and eat together, so it's naturally extraordinarily enjoyable. I haven't seen each other for so long, everyone has a lot of things to say to each other, wine and family, red dust as a companion, chic, it is really a happy life, only this night, they are immersed in such desperate happiness, they can forget everything.
No one mentions the things that bothered them, and in the dead of night, they did not disperse, and in the empty sky, what could not be dispersed for a long time was their laughter.
It wasn't until late at night that the six of them said goodbye, although they were still together every day, but such unbridled happiness, I don't know when they would find it again.
Zhao Nan and Ming Fu went home together, saying that Zhao Nan's mansion and Tang Changyu's mansion were only a few steps away, but tonight, Zhao Nan felt that he had walked for a long, long time.
Mingfu was drunk, everyone was happy today, and it was normal for people to drink a little more wine, especially Mingfu, who took the wine cup after cup, and poured it into his mouth cup after cup, how did Zhao Nan take it to heart at first, but he felt more and more that Mingfu was deliberately drunk, Zhao Nan wanted to stop it, but he couldn't stop it.
Mingfu seems to have been in the willow alley of that flower street for a long time, obviously drunk, but except for the two scarlets on her cheeks, people can't think of being drunk at all, Zhao Nan clearly remembers that one second, Mingfu was still calmly saying goodbye to Liuning and them, and the next second, his body was paralyzed in his arms, stumbling, and walking unsteadily.
Zhao Nan took Mingfu in his arms and took her home, the faint aroma of hibiscus flowers on Mingfu's hair passed into Zhao Nan's nose, the smell of hibiscus, Zhao Nan was slightly stunned, could it be that she was hinting to herself in this way, she was Zhao Hibiscus, not Mingfu. Zhao Nan was slightly distressed, because of his selfishness and cowardice, a lie, but let a girl live a different life.
Zhao Nan was very confused in his heart, in fact, he had been thinking about it for so long, whether he should tell Mingfu that she was not Zhao Jin, when to say it, how to say it, and what their relationship would become after saying it, Zhao Nan didn't know, let alone that he was afraid.
"Zhao Nan, Zhao Nan......" Zhao Nan was thinking a lot, but he heard the person in his arms whispering his name in a daze. There seemed to be a feather caressing Zhao Nan's heart, making his heart itchy and numb. This strange feeling made Zhao Nan a little overwhelmed.
Finally returned home, Zhao Nan placed Mingfu and turned around to leave, but Mingfu held his hand.
"Why, why would I be your sister, if I had known that my waiting for more than ten years was in exchange for such a result, I would rather have time to start over and let me reincarnate, I don't want to be your sister, I want to love you openly."
Zhao Nan thought that Mingfu was just dreaming, and when he turned his head, he found that Mingfu was already full of tears, and his eyes were looking at him steadily. Zhao Nan was grabbed by her, and somehow, she sat next to Mingfu and hugged her into her arms, which made Mingfu cry even more.
Zhao Nan didn't speak, he was very confused, he didn't know how to comfort Mingfu who was out of control, he just gently stroked her back, until Mingfu was tired of crying, and finally fell asleep in Zhao Nan's arms, Zhao Nan lightly covered the quilt for her, and walked out of the room, he felt very tired, he wanted to find someone to talk to.
Zhao Nan knows that many times, only one person knows what is on his mind. He came to the outskirts of Chang'an, reflecting the moonlight, and he saw the familiar name on the tombstone, Ding Chuchu. Zhao Nan has long had an irreplaceable trust in Chu Chu, in the past, when Chu Chu was still there, Zhao Nan would talk to her in his heart, and now even if she is gone, she is the only person Zhao Nan confides in.
I haven't been here for a long time, and in the moonlight, Zhao Nan saw that there seemed to be some weeds growing in front of Chu Chu's tombstone. After so many years, except for their friends, who still remember her, the traces of Chu Chu seem to have disappeared in the years, and no one remembers that there has been such a beautiful girl in this world.
Zhao Nan, as before, carried a pot of wine, sat next to Chu Chu's tombstone, brushed his fingers over the name deeply imprinted into the stone, and let out a long sigh. Zhao Nan took a sip of wine and sighed: "Alas, Chu Chu, I haven't come to see you for a long time, I still miss you, except for you, no one can listen to me." ”
There was still silence around, the night gradually faded, Zhao Nan drank alone and said to himself: "Chu Chu, I'm very messy now, I know, you must think I'm unproductive, what you said is right, men should be decisive, but I hesitate and promise everything." ”
"I'll tell you the truth, don't be angry, I found that I got out of the obsession of the past, Wanyan, I seem to be more and more aware of her danger, getting farther and farther away from her, this should be what you want to see, but I found that I have walked into another abyss, and I seem to like a girl again."
"You should like her, she's the same as you, her personality is very simple, straightforward, at first I thought she was my missing sister Zhao Jin, but I didn't expect her to have a more bizarre background, I lied to her, I don't know if I should tell her the truth. I didn't dare to face her, but I wanted to protect her. ”
"You must want to laugh at me again, I'm always so hesitant, I really don't know what to do, at first, I kept hinting to myself, I just love her as a sister, but now I can't fool myself more and more, I feel very conflicted."
Zhao Nan poured himself several sips of wine, the pot of wine he brought had bottomed out, Zhao Nan smiled miserably, and then said to the cold tombstone: "Chu Chu, you are my most trusted person, you tell me, what should I do, what should I do......" The breeze blew, and Zhao Nan seemed to have tears on his face.
The sky was gradually brightening, Zhao Nan stood up, brushed off the dust on Chu Chu's tombstone, and removed the weeds in front of the tombstone for her, restored her original calm look, and said with a smile: "Chu Chu, if you have a spirit in the sky, guide me silently, I will come to see you again, goodbye." ”
After sending Zhao Nan and Mingfu away, Liubin and Yun Qing took Liuxia back to the newly renovated Liufu, and the repair work and the final finishing work were not completed, but Liubin insisted that since Yunqing came, they should go home and return to their own home. No matter how small the Burrow is, it is home after all.
Yun Qing returned home with Liuxia in her arms, the paint she had just brushed still had a faint smell, because the repair work was not over yet, and there was no one to take care of it here, Liuxia had already fallen asleep in Yun Qing's arms, with a fleshy little face, even and steady breathing, and slept very sweetly.
Liubin lit the candle, this home they had been away from for so many years, now it seems that it is still the same as it was at the beginning, but it seems to be happier than before, a family of three, without anyone to disturb it. Yun Qing put Liuxia on the bed, carefully covered the quilt, and looked around, her eyes were slightly red.
Liubin was very distressed and took Yun Qing into his arms, the two of them snuggled quietly like that, Yun Qing couldn't control his emotions, and tears fell like that, wetting Liubin's clothes. Liubin felt the wetness on his chest and gently patted Yun Qing's back, like coaxing a child.
Liubin's heart was beaten by Yun Qing's silent crying, and Liubin's heart was full of apologies: "I'm sorry, Qingqing, I'm sorry, I've wronged you all these years, don't worry, such days are coming to an end, I can take you to see the emperor right away, ask the emperor to give you a marriage, and we can be together in a bright and bright way." ”
Yun Qing nodded, and said, "You know, what I care about is not fame, I just want this kind of life, we are together as a family, and we will never be separated again." ”
Yun Qing's words were firmly engraved in Liubin's heart, why wasn't this his wish? After cleaning up their emotions, the family of three finally slept on a bed, and Liuxia in the middle seemed to have encountered something good in a dream, and the saliva in his small mouth flowed out.
Yun Qing on the left side of Liuxia slept very soundly, her face was still so peaceful, with a shallow smile on the corner of her mouth, this kind of life should make her feel happy. Liubin on the right side of Liuxia looked at such a picture, and a sense of satisfaction filled his heart, if life could go on like this, it would be more than satisfactory, but it's a pity.
Liubin didn't think about what would happen next, he was only satisfied with the happiness in his heart at the moment, watching the mother and son sleeping soundly, he quietly tucked the corners of the quilt for the two of them, and then fell asleep as well.
Liubin fell into an incomparably wonderful dream, he took Yun Qing and Liuxia back to their Turkic home, Liuning and Tang Changyu, Zhao Nan and Mingfu, they lived in a large courtyard and lived together every day.
He competed with Tang Changyu, discussed calligraphy and painting with Zhao Nan, Yun Qing was busy with Liuning and Mingfu, and sometimes he also chatted around them, not asking about the world, only birds and flowers, laughter, and their children went to private schools to study together, occasionally quarreled, and then laughed and reconciled.
I hope that this dream will come true, or for a lifetime, don't wake up.