Chapter 170: My Heart Is Still You
Chapter 170 The heart is still you
A circle of little stars popped up in Iman's mind, and if she met such a person, I am afraid that she would also have such feelings.
Song Yu looked at Tong Xiaomi worriedly, "Xiaomi, don't be confused, what should I do if you die." β
Tong Xiaomi looked at Song Yu's serious appearance, and finally couldn't help it, and cried out with a "wow".
Song Yu's logic was instantly confused, what the hell was going on. Did he say something wrong again? These girls are really unreasonable enough. As a result, he misses his ex a little......
And Iman thought of Xiong Xiong's man again, if Xiong Xiong was here, Song Yu couldn't be considered a thing! The big deal is to grab him and beat him, and then say a few good words quietly β .qβuledu. However, Iman was such a creature, maybe before, but now she has evolved to be extremely human, and she is simply a lady.
She lay her head on the table, facing the strange person, she was messy, she just wanted to be alone and quiet.
Not long after, Song Yu patted Iman, "Sister, we're getting off the bus, where are you going to get off?" β
Iman shook his head, "I, next stop, you two go play first, leave me alone." β
Song Yu hugged Tong Xiaomi, who looked aggrieved, and threw a word to Yiman before leaving, "Sister Manman, be careful of the glasses in the back, sneaky, and bad water in your stomach when you look at it." β
As soon as Song Yu and Tong Mi left, Iman looked behind him, and really saw a sneaky person looking here. Seeing that Iman was looking at him, he retracted his head with a "whoosh".
Iman wasn't that idle, and she turned her face away. Anyway, she doesn't have anything valuable, as long as she's safe. She didn't want to worry about so many things.
When he got off the train, Iman had already stood next to the passage where he got off in advance, and there was a sudden short bump, Iman didn't stand firmly, and he was about to be thrown on the wall of the carriage, but he was tightly held by a pair of strong big hands, and then hugged into his arms. This feels as pretentious as it is written in the TV series and it, and it is also as real as the feeling of being protected in my arms every time three or four years ago.
Iman even had some covetousness for it. She has been alone for too long, she really wants to find a quiet embrace, and live quietly like this, without being disturbed by anything again.
Although Cheng Xian wears sunglasses, he is still so handsome and attractive. With an imperceptible smile on the corner of his mouth, he hugged Iman tightly, as if he was using his life to protect the treasure in his palm.
The two of them looked at each other like this, and time seemed to stand still at this moment, leaving only silence and beauty.
It wasn't until they heard the impatient grumbling of the pedestrians behind them that the two let go, and Iman was even more panicked, and rushed down in a panic.
She was afraid that her emotions at this time would be seen through, and her choice was only to escape. And at this time, the long bump made her stomach upset. She finally couldn't help but turn her tongue up.
The shoulder was slapped with soft force, and Iman's eyes were so sore that he wanted to cry, but he couldn't. The experience of the past few years was like a spell, tightly enveloping all her senses. She didn't even feel her presence anymore. However, after meeting Seong-hyun again, her heart began to be sensitive again.
She hated such a feeling deeply, but she was also helpless. She vomited uncontrollably, and tears finally welled up in her eyes. Crystal tears swirled in her eyes, and finally gurgled out.
When is this kind of wandering a head?
When he turned around, he saw Cheng Xian standing behind him, gently wiping away her tears and the residue from the corners of her mouth. The sun in the sky is still a gentle sun, and it is a little cold when it hits the body. Cheng Xian was as tall as he was, he was much taller than Iman, and his back was bent and gentle. It's like the male god that Iman dreamed of many years ago.
She suddenly felt very lucky, glad that after so many tribulations, the original person was still waiting for her in the same place. Perhaps because we are young, we are all too self-righteous and miss out on the people we should cherish the most. But now, we're all still there.
After Cheng Xian helped her wipe it clean, he pinched her face, "What?" Scared silly? β
As if the ghost was a god, Iman stretched out his arms and hugged Joxian's waist, buried his head deep in Joxian's chest, and closed his eyes.
Without any sorrow, her tears wet Chengxian's clothes like beads with broken threads. The more her tears flowed, the tighter Cheng Xian hugged her. Neither of them spoke, because words could not express their current mood at all.
What kind of mood is that? It's a blessing, but it's also a complaint. It's complicated. It was so complicated that they could only hug each other and quietly feel each other's breath and heartbeat.
Iman never dreamed that she would forgive Cheng Xian so easily. There was no unforgettable touch, and there was no long-term companionship, so she suddenly chose the man who broke her heart again.
"Cheng Xian, I hate you, I hate you!"
Cheng Xian took Iman's small hand, "I know, but do you remember what I said at the beginning?" Women are hypocritical, they say hatred in their mouths, and they don't know how much they like it in their hearts. Manman, I know you still love me, I've known it since the reunion. Manman, let's stop lying to ourselves, okay? β
Cheng Xian's heart was beating fast, and he was rarely nervous, but at this moment, he was a little nervous in the face of Iman's answer.
Iman leaned against Cheng Xian's chest, and of course he heard it. No matter how much she has hated Cheng Xian in the past few years, she still knows about Cheng Xian.
She closed her eyes, and her throat was a little choked, "Cheng Xian, you're a fucking bastard, why do you do all the bad things, I still can't forget you." I also wanted to deceive myself, but the more I deceive, the clearer I remembered. I can even remember every word you said, every action. I was so disgusted with myself that I ran away for three years, hid for three years, and wandered for three years. But no matter what I do, I will never forget you. β
"Sometimes, when I think about how cruel you are, you are so irresponsible to let me survive these three years alone. Cheng Xian, you say you're not a bastard! β
"yes, I'm a bastard! But my heart for you is real. What shredded meat, what light snow and heavy snow, what Jincheng Pictures, is not as important to me as you. I didn't understand before, but after you left, I realized that you are my life, and without you, even if I have everything, I will not be happy. Manman, I really know it's wrong, really. β
Cheng Xian's tone was a little low, but every sentence contained his desire for peace.
"I spent a year in prison reflecting on it, and I didn't understand how you could go, even desperately. I used to think about keeping you, but then I was worried about how you were doing? I don't know who you're around, I don't know if they're going to bully you. You have a stupid brain, inflexible hands and feet, and no education, I don't know how you can live alone. In this way, a year passed with repentance and worry. β
"Manman, when I meet you this time, I won't let go of your hand again no matter what!"
The small hands are wrapped in the big hands, and the whole person feels warm.
Iman listened quietly to Cheng Xian's words, and she suddenly felt that there was something she had really let go. For example, Qingyang's death, for example, Rosery's existence, for example, Chengxian's suspicion. She didn't care about everything at all.
She has been too tired to live in the past three years, and she doesn't want to live in this kind of entanglement and anxiety every day. "Chengxian, let's go to a place where no one knows, just the two of us, can we live a good life? Throw all of this past behind and we're the only two of us. β
Cheng Xian nodded heavily, "Okay, let's go to a place where there are only the two of us and live the simplest life." It's just Manman, I don't understand one thing, are we going to be Tao Yuanming? β
Without waiting for Iman to answer, Cheng Xian kissed Iman's face, kissed the tears from the corners of her eyes, kissed the bridge of her high nose, and kissed her small lips. lingering, the heart will be sunny.
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Time flows quietly, and the things that I thought would never be forgiven in my life are being forgotten inch by inch.
It's not cruelty, it's a kind of heart.
As long as you are still in love, there is nothing that you can't change for each other. Even if it's the most difficult knot for yourself to let go.
Young and frivolous, we are always self-righteous and miss out on our most precious feelings.
Some people say that youth is just a rain, and Iman is just a heavy rain. A rain does not kill people, where can we go after the rain, not to go home.
What we think is hard to let go of is nothing more than torturing ourselves.
Those who have loved each other deeply and hurt each other deeply should have been scattered all over the world, but they still stubbornly stuck to the original point, waiting for each other to change their minds one day. Only in this way can we keep a glimmer of hope.
I like the feelings of the older generation very much, and I think that a person is a lifetime. And now many of us don't believe in love anymore.
I don't know if their time was too simple, or if our world was too complicated?
I have witnessed too many emotional clutches, and I once thought that I didn't believe in feelings anymore, and I didn't miss feelings anymore, but in fact, this kind of emotion has always been buried in my heart, and it is also buried in everyone's hearts.
Love is right, of course, it is lucky, love is wrong, that is also youth.
I would like to write this article to those who believe in love and still believe in love after a thousand turns. Maybe there are many temptations and helplessness in this turbid world, but as long as there is love in the heart, this world is no longer cold.
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