(Girls' Literature)

When I came out of the cold incense hall, I felt sullen and uncomfortable. Wandering around aimlessly all the way. When I looked up again, I actually walked to the Yunqing Palace. Yunqing Hall is still the same as it was. It hasn't changed at all.

I stood at the gate of the temple and did not go in. In a trance, I saw the Yun Xiuyi of that day again. She saluted calmly. She said with tears in her eyes, "For the emperor...... The concubine can't hate. ”

When is the time for retribution? So many people are involved today. Because of her, I fell into a trap several times. Now it's even more like losing a child at the cost of his life. I owe her a long time ago.

I used to be submissive. I thought that taking a step back would open the sea and the sky. But I don't know that what this has in exchange has been intensified. The palace is not a place where you can be calm by forbearance. I've been looking at it coldly for years, but I still haven't seen it through.

I won't put up with it like this again. I want to protect the people around me. Protect yourself too.

"Oops. I've found you. "I'm out of my mind. Qi Fu ran over in a panic. After saying a word, he gasped for air.

I suddenly became nervous. "What's wrong. But the emperor ......"

"No, no, no. You're in a hurry. The emperor is good. All right. Qi Fu saw that I wanted to fork the road, and hurriedly waved his hand.

I was stunned. I couldn't help but feel annoyed by Fang Cai's anxiety. I seem to be getting more and more interested in Jun Mochen.

Fortunately, Qi Fu was not aware of it. I said in the next sentence. "Then what are you looking for me to do?"

"Who is the minion looking for you? It's the emperor. Now the palace is waiting for you. ”

I just cooled down and unconsciously brought it up again.。。 I can't help but feel annoyed with myself.

followed Qi Fu all the way back to the Lintoe Palace. When you enter the inner sanctum. Jun Mochen was writing a pair of words in front of the desk. Suddenly he looked back at me. Road. "It's only been a few days since the miscarriage. Running around. Hurting your body is a lifelong thing. ”

I was stunned. How can he know more than a woman?

Pacing to the charcoal fire to roast the fire. Muttered. "It's so delicate. It's just that I've been out for a while......" As I was talking, I suddenly remembered Zhuang Yi's advice and said. "I want to go to Jinlan Garden tonight to rest. My sister was frightened by what happened before. I want to be with her. ”

Before I knew it, I explained it to him. Jun Mochen was a little reluctant. But in the end, it didn't stop it.

He walked over and held my hand in his palm naturally. Girls' literature was updated for the first time and sighed helplessly. "You have such a child's heart. When will you grow up? ”

Wrapped in his big palm. The cool palms gradually warmed up. I looked at Jun Mochen's slender fingers with distinct knuckles. Said slowly. "I went to the Cold Incense Pavilion."

Jun Mochen's expression did not change much. Just kept rubbing my fingers. Asked calmly. "What are you going to do there?"

"Go see Mrs. Cen Li." I muttered. "She's crazy. No one recognizes it. ”

Jun Mochen raised his head at this time. It was like a piece of cold jade embedded in his eyes. The vultures glow with obsidian.

I met his gaze. "Her punishment was enough. That's it. ”

Jun Mochen said. "But she hurt our children. Even you were almost killed......"

"Yes. There is also Imperial Doctor Zhang. I calmly interrupted him. But Yun Xiuyi lost her child. Mrs. Cen Li also lost her sister. Now she ended up like this. That's enough. ”

I bowed my head. I feel a little sad in my heart. "I hope that the iniquity that arose because of me will end here."

Jun Mochen pondered for a moment. Suddenly. "It's my fault. Where to blame you. He put his arm around my shoulder. A smile in his eyes. "Even though thou art woe to the waters. Why can't I stop you. ”

He said this as a pun. I blushed. The previous repressed unhappiness was also fleeting.

I don't hate Jun Mochen. Even after this long time together. I'm a little bit dependent on him. It's just that in the end, there is still a layer of mustard in my heart. But you have to ask what this mustard is. But I don't know.

I had lunch with Jun Mochen. He spoke for a while. Jun Mochen wants to go to the Qinzheng Palace to approve the folds. I don't know what to do when I'm free. Obviously, it was still early, but he couldn't hold back and ran to Jinlan Garden.

The sun is very good today. The snow that had fallen in the morning began to melt. The sound of falling water under the eaves was loud. The air was filled with a crisp smell. The sky is blue and transparent, too.

When he entered, Zhuang Yi was taking a nap. I crept in. Signaled Pin'er and Yunji not to make a noise. I just sat on a stool on the side.

I looked around boredly. There are some books scattered on the small desk by the window. I flipped through it a few times. Or some celestial geography. It's very mysterious. I don't understand.

Strange in my heart. I didn't expect a gentle and virtuous woman like my sister to be interested in these things.

Sideways look at Zhuang Yi. She was sleeping soundly. The corners of the lips are slightly upturned. It's like a dream. It's just that the next moment he frowned slightly.

I stared at her for a long time. Sister Zhuang Yi is a real beauty. Even the mother concubine once said that Sister Zhuang Yi is a beauty. In time. I don't know what kind of clever smile it is. Beautiful eyes.

If the mother concubine can see today's Sister Zhuang Yi. I'm afraid that I didn't describe it enough at the time.

But. The bloody scab on Zhuang Yi's face was very dazzling. I looked at it and thought of Mrs. Cen Li's aggressive look that day. And that bowl of inky black potion and my powerlessness.

No matter how generous I am to Mrs. Cen Li. But I can't get over it in my heart.

I was leaning intently against the window lattice and counting how many water drops were under the eaves. Then he heard a voice behind him. "Don't wake me up when you come."

I know it's Zhuang Yi who woke up. He smiled back. "It's okay left and right. I might as well let you sleep a little longer. ”

Zhuang Yicai woke up. Even the half of the face with the pillow is faintly imprinted with floral prints. The bun is loose. Lazy demeanor. There is a different kind of beauty.

Wait for her to finish freshening up. She turned around and dismissed Pin'er and Yunxi.

Seeing this, I also let Rulan out. Rulan was quite reluctant. Muttered. "What can you whisper. Girls' literature is updated as soon as possible, and no one is allowed to hear it. ”

made me and Zhuang Yi laugh. Seeing Rulan went out. Zhuang Yicai said with a smile. "You can see how used to her is. There are no taboos in speaking. ”

I don't really care. "Rulan has been with me since she was a child. Chengong was unaccompanied. Naturally, she was closer. ”

Zhuang Yi Road. "There's nothing wrong with being closer. Just don't be out of measure. This is the palace. You can't just be out of character. ”

I agreed.

Sitting like this, I feel chills on my body. simply sat on the couch with Zhuang Yi. One person wrapped himself in a quilt and sat and chatted. Zhuang Yi said uneasily. "And I was scared of chills. You're not colder than I am. It's not because of misproduction. ”

I laughed. "Oh yes. . . So it's cold. ”

Zhuang Yi was helpless. "You're too inattentive too."

We chatted for a while. Zhuang Yi suddenly asked. "I see that Emperor Chen is very good to you. I wouldn't have seen you again if it weren't for him. What about you. I have a heart for him. ”

Leng Buding asked him. I couldn't help but think of the morning, Jun Mochen naturally took my hand and warmed me up. Said with a smile. "I can't stop you."

I blushed quietly. Zhuang Yi looked at me like this. Leaned over and whispered. "It's not that he is interested in Emperor Chen."

"I can't do it with him." I nudged her. Angry. "Sister, I'm going to be annoyed when I say it."

Zhuang Yi had no choice but to retreat with a smile. "Good, good. I won't say it. ”

。 I think of that day on the top of the tower. Jun Mochen's stubbornly waiting palm. and the arc that hangs down in disappointment at the end. I suddenly felt a little sad.

Zhuang Yi sighed. "My sister can see it. Yan is not ruthless and unrighteous to Emperor Chen. I'm afraid that I am also worried about the war between the two kingdoms of Chenling, as well as the young general of the Yan family who is good friends with you. So I'm still struggling. ”

What I buried deep in my heart was easily pulled out by Zhuang Yi. Suddenly, I felt that a certain part of my heart was revealed. Bloody.

Yan Yi is the untouchable place in his heart. The forced separation from him will be a shadow that I will not be able to get out of for a long time.

"Actually. A word from my sister. War is a man's business. The war between the two kingdoms of Chenling has nothing to do with you. It's just a choice of history. Why do you have to be so obsessed? As for General Nayan. He was already a member of the Princess's Mansion. It is destined that the two of you are in deep love. Sister, don't be too attached to the past. ”

Zhuang Yi said. Although my heart hurts. But it gradually became clearer. Just like a book I used to read. It says that the carrion must be completely removed in order to grow new flesh. And at this point, that used to be carrion to me.

As Sister Zhuang Yi said. I'm not ruthless and unrighteous towards Jun Mochen. Even watching him be so nice to me. My heart still fluctuates.

It's just that I've never wanted to admit it. I don't want to admit that I waver in Jun Mochen. I paralyze myself day after day, I love Yan Yi. I hate Jun Mochen so much.

But where did I hide my heart?

When I looked up again, it was already nightfall. Sister Zhuang Yi suddenly exclaimed. "Before I knew it, it was so late. Sit down. I'm going to see what tonight's dinner is. You can't be hungry for both. ”

She put on a dress and went out. I sat alone on the couch and thought. It's like an initiation. The feelings for Jun Mochen have been suppressed. At this time, I kept recalling how good Jun Mochen was to me. For a moment, there was some excitement in my heart.

I was thinking about it. Then I heard a soft knock at the door. I exclaimed. "Sister. I know. I'll ...... tomorrow."

I thought it was my sister. I don't think she just went out and came back. Raised his head in joy. I was about to share it with her. But as soon as I looked up, I couldn't catch up with the words behind me.

I stared blankly at the person who suddenly turned the screen and came in. I forgot to speak for a moment. Then slowly keep your eyes wide open. In disbelief, he closed his eyes again. Open again. It's not fake.

I was stunned to read a sentence. "Yan Yi."

There was a slight hint of doubt in his tone. I don't believe it.