(Girls' Literature)

At noon, Yan Yi sent someone to say that he couldn't come over today. I couldn't help but frown. "Is there anything important?"

The soldier was embarrassed. "The war ahead has changed. The general can't come over. ”

I nodded. No more asking anything.

If it weren't for the last resort, Yan Yi wouldn't have come for no reason. But what can the war do? But it was the Chen army that began to counterattack. And the two armies of Lingchang naturally have to face each other.

That's fine. It's been cloudy for so long. Sooner or later, there will be a storm.

I flipped through a book. But I didn't have the slightest intention to calm down and look in. As soon as he raised his eyes, he saw Ying Yan standing at the door, looking at an unknown place.

I couldn't help but call out to her. Presumably she was so focused that she didn't hear it. It wasn't until I screamed several times that I suddenly came back to my senses.

I laughed. "What do you think? It's fascinating. I called you several times and I couldn't hear you. ”

Ying Yan said lazily. "Ying Yan has lost her manners. What's the matter with the princess? ”

That being said. But there was no sense of shame. I don't really care. chuckled. "Nothing. I just wanted to ask you something. You come in and speak. ”

Ying Yan had no choice but to close the door and come in. Road. "The princess wants to ask something. If Yingyan knows, he must know everything, and he must say everything. ”

"When I was in the palace. The concubines in the palace used something called fennel to incense their clothes. The clothes that come out of this fragrance smell good. You can help me find out where this is. ”

Ying Yan pouted inadvertently. "The princess is the one who came out of the golden jade township. We haven't smoked our clothes with spices. Now where am I going to find these things for you? ”

I lowered my head and picked up the teacup. I laughed in my heart. But he turned his head and sneered. "Miss Yingyan is talking to me. How could Miss Yingyan not see that thing? Now it's not like you're the master. ”

Ying Yan saw that my tone was not good. Unexpectedly softened. It's just that it's still prickly in her words," the princess said. How can Ying Yan have the blessing of being the master? ”

Hear the words. I slammed the teacup out of my hand. Immediately, tea was spilled on the ground. The cup also shattered. Ying Yan couldn't help but tremble.

I was aggressive. "Since there is no such blessing. It's about remembering who you are. What did the general tell you? Now I want this to look in your eyes. Do you want him to give you some color and see? ”

Ying Yan was irritated by me. simply don't choose what to say. "Princess, what is this doing. It's swearing and throwing things. Why bother. The princess is honorable, and we subordinates can't get into the eyes of the princess. Anyway, it's impossible for us to be princesses, and we can still be princesses with peace of mind. ”

I laughed back. On the contrary, he said unhurriedly. "I've been a princess, so what. It's a pity that you're an innocent daughter. Yan Yi doesn't want to look at you more. ”

Ying Yan's face turned white unexpectedly. I hit the railroad while it was hot. "I've had enough of the temperament. You won't go. ”

Ying Yan gritted her teeth and said slowly. Ying Yan remembered. Go now. ”

I saw her go out. I snorted again. "If you want to go to the general and chew on the root of your tongue. I also remind you. Be sure to weigh your identity. ”

Ying Yan's back stiffened. Then he walked out quickly.

I let out a long exhale. Ani Buddha. I can't believe that such vicious words came out of my mouth. It seems that people are really unscrupulous to achieve their goals, even at the expense of harming others.

Yingyan is not a fuel-efficient lamp. I did this to her. Let her know the efficacy of fennel. Only she can bring in.

Women are embarrassed to raise women. Often more ruthless than men.

I don't know what method Ying Yan used, but in three or two days, she actually got fennel. I watched as she looked extremely carefully to see if there was anyone around. Then gently close the door and enter the room.

What she did was already for me. She must have known the power of fennel. See here. I asked her deliberately. "What's wrong. Sneaky. ”

Ying Yan lowered her head and didn't dare to look at me. The eyes sparkled. It was only after a while that he muttered. "Yingyan is just afraid that others will know that I brought something for the princess privately, and the general will know."

It seems that she really didn't let others know.

She pulled out a small box from her wide sleeve and placed it on the table. Just said one sentence "The princess wants something." And he hurried out.

I gently picked up the little wooden box. Fingers trembled involuntarily. Suddenly he threw it away. Ying Yanding thought that I didn't know the effect of this fennel, so I felt guilty.

But. I'm the one who has the most ruthless heart.

I limply put my hands on my abdomen. At that moment, I almost gave up. I want to have this child. But he is Yan Yi......

Then I slowly took the box in my hand again. Hold on tightly. The angular palms of the box hurt, but they still didn't let go.

I stood up. Spoon the spices in the box. After hesitating for a moment, he gritted his teeth and threw himself into the incense burner.

My heart is rocky. Not transferable either.

He did that to me. What mercy do I leave for him?

Set the fennel away. I slowly paced over to the censer and sat down. Xu is a psychological effect. There was already a dull pain in the abdomen. But the effect of the medicine was not so fast. I slowly curled up my legs and sat down in my chair. I can't say anything sad.

What am I doing now?

I'm going to kill my own children with my own hands. I'm killing a life. But what can be done? I hate the man who ruined me.

Place your fingers on your abdomen. There was also a very tight girdle there. I gird my belly with satin every day. That's what I have in mind. It's just that the month is still young. It doesn't work.

Before I knew it, I fell asleep. I saw a child in a daze. Said with a smile. "Come on. Come on. ”

That look was clearly aimed at me. But it was as if it was staggered from the place where I was looking. I looked around. I saw a smaller child staggering away. Two little hands pulled together. The older kid looked back at me.

I couldn't see his face clearly. But I felt that there was a refreshing coolness there. "Mother. You don't want us. ”

"Nope. No. I cried out hoarsely. It's not that I don't want you. No.

I took a few quick steps to catch up. I tried to get them back, but I opened my mouth wide in vain. But there was not a single sound. At this time, there was a sharp pain in the abdomen. Urgent and painful. I couldn't help but cry.

Suddenly woke up.

It was already night outside. It was also dark in the room. I'm not in a chair. It's on the bed.

The pain in my abdomen was unbearable. I struggled and fell on the edge of the bed. The voice was weakened by pain. There are only a few shallow sounds**. Beads of sweat the size of beans dripped down the corners of his forehead. Sweaty.

"Someone...... Someone ...... coming" mixed with a crying voice of weakness and crying for help. I approached the edge of the bed a little bit. When you want to call again. But one fell out of bed carelessly.

He fell heavily to the ground. To add insult to injury. I suddenly felt like I was going to pass out in pain.

But no one heard the sound and came in to check it. That's when I reacted. There should be no night watchman outside. Otherwise, no one would notice such a loud noise.

Suddenly. The heart is like ashes. What to do. What to do.

The tip of the nose still lingers with the fragrant and pleasant smell of fennel. Lingering. Like the palm of death's hand.

I could feel the skirt getting wet. I know that. That's blood. It's my children who are detaching themselves from my body little by little.

I shouted. "I'm sorry. Sorry ......"

But all that answered me was the silence of the endless night.

Dead and alive. Life is better than death.

Consciousness blurred. Not even the tide of pain could sober me up for a moment.

I don't know how long it took. Finally. The door moves lightly. A voice of doubt came in. "Princess."

I don't have the strength to do it. The lips open and close. But he couldn't say a word. I just looked at the dim figure getting closer and closer. She didn't notice me on the ground. Suddenly tripped up. Screaming and stepping aside.

It took a while to move closer and closer. The voice trembled. "Princess."

It turned out to be Yingyan.

I struggled to hold on to her sleeve. Ying Yan's whole body trembled. Crying. "Princess. What happened to you. ”

I can't say a word. Ying Yan hurriedly got up and held the lamp. The room suddenly brightened.

Ying Yan looked back. I was stunned. Stand still and remain motionless.

Blood all over the ground.

It stretches straight from the couch. The entire corner of my skirt was already blood red. The eyes are full of deep bright red. Fennel mixed with the smell of blood wafted through the room.

Ying Yan plopped down and fell to the ground. Kowtow to me again and again. "Princess. I didn't mean to. I didn't know this thing was so powerful. I didn't know it would happen. ”

Her forehead was already streaked with blood. But I still don't know it.

I said weakly. "Why are you here?"

Ying Yan cried. "I'm not at ease."

She must have been extremely uneasy, too. After a night of tossing and turning, I finally couldn't help but come over to look at me.

Even though she was a little more obedient. But man is not bad. I felt a little guilty. He dragged her in.

The movement here had already alarmed the rest of the courtyard. Ning'er came in. I was a little sleepy-eyed. As soon as he saw the situation in the room, he was immediately frightened. Qiaorui is young. For a moment, I was so frightened that I cried.

It's good that Ning'er is still a little sensible. Urgent. "Still stunned what to do. Qiaorui went to invite Dr. Zhao to come. Ying Yan helped me help the princess to the bed. ”

My consciousness was blurred. I couldn't say a word.

They helped me back to bed. I could hear Ying Yan ask in a hazy way. "Sister. Do you know that the general is going to give it? ”

"The general is on his way to the front this morning. How do you go to the general, you know. "Ning'er hated her." I told you a long time ago. The princess has a snack here. You don't repent until something happens. What can I do now. ”

Ying Yan lowered her head. Silent. I said it over and over again in my heart. Don't blame her. Don't blame her. But I was really tired.

I closed my eyes. Sinking into darkness.