Chapter 343: Occupy Her Heart
The lips were warm, and the eyes were facing the same enlarged eyes, and you could even see your own cheeks in them.
Jiang Ruonan was stunned, and then, realizing something, his eyes widened suddenly, and he leaned back: "Why are you so close?" ”
She dodged too quickly, and before she noticed, she was already sitting on the edge of the bench, and her center of gravity was unstable and she fell backwards.
"Be careful!" Lu Zhenjun stretched out his hand and grabbed her waist, and the two of them got very close again.
Jiang Ruonan was shocked by this, his mind had already returned, and he no longer looked at Lu Zhenjun's eyes at the moment, but just stabilized his body with a skillful strength, Lu Zhenjun let go of his hand very knowingly, Jiang Ruonan sat firmly, and then spoke again: "We talked about ...... just now."
She paused, and Lu Zhenjun added in time: "I have just finished talking about Du Jiaojiao." "The next one should be to talk about Cheng Xue.
However, although I thought like this, I didn't speak so directly.
"Hmm." Jiang Ruonan nodded, thinking that he didn't ask anything more, after thinking about it, he still couldn't help but stare at Lu Zhenjun's eyes, "Do you really have no doubts?" If there's anything you don't believe in, it's best to ask for clarification all at once now, otherwise, I won't mention these old things in the future. ”
It's not because she wants to be loyal to Lu Zhenjun or anything, it's just that those memories and the past can really only be regarded as the memories of the original body, she really doesn't have the habit of snooping and revisiting again, even if she divorces Lu Zhenjun one day in the future, she will never go to find that Luo Jiu'an again.
Lu Zhenjun's eyes lit up because she said this. If you don't mention it again, does that mean you won't remember it at all?
So, why did he have to distinguish between them?
Who hasn't passed it yet? As far as he himself has had a marriage, even if there is no love, but the existence of two children shows that the past is irreversible and irreversible, how can he ask Jiang Ruonan to be a blank slate?
If he really keeps mentioning it, it will really make Jiang Ruonan keep thinking about the past.
Therefore, he replied decisively and even with a little joy: "There is really no doubt. Moreover, I naturally believe in you......" his expression was a little stiff and confused, "I said that before, but I thought about it for a while, and I was jealous in my heart, it's not that I don't believe you, it's not that I don't ......"
Thinking about it now, he also felt that he was completely dominated by that evil fire at that time, and even said some hurtful things without choosing words, of course, those words not only hurt Jiang Ruonan, but also hurt his own heart.
Jiang Ruonan nodded noncommittally, hearing him say this, his eyes flickered, and he bit his lip: "Then about Luo Jiu'an, you"
"No, you don't." Lu Zhenjun shook his head directly, and even reached out to hold Jiang Ruonan's hand, "I know what kind of person you are, what I said is true, I believe you, that day, in fact, I was just a little confused...... "There was also some vinegar."
The talented man who can attract the eldest lady of the Du family to compete must be a handsome young man, all the young girls should like such a talented and good-looking scholar, and he not only did not meet her in the best years, but he has more or less developed some rough tempers and habits in the army all the year round.
He was very afraid that she would dislike him, and he was afraid that in her heart, he would never be able to compare to that person. The man who took it to heart when he was young.
Although I don't want to admit it, every time I think about it, I can't help but feel pantothenic acid in my heart.
He has always thought that he is tolerant and generous, but in this matter, he is like a little woman, his heart is as small as a needle, and he still wants to be careful.
After all, that's what he is. When you don't take it to heart, as long as you fulfill your responsibilities and get along with each other, just like most of the couples in the world who marry by the words of their parents, it is almost the same as respecting each other and raising their eyebrows.
But once he really took it to heart, he wanted the same complete affection, and he just wanted to firmly occupy her heart.
"It's not that I don't believe you, I just don't believe in myself....." He thought about it for a long time before continuing, it's true, some people, the longer they get along, the more they can find her good. What's more, Jiang Ruonan also told him about divorce, how could he not worry?
He grabbed Jiang Ruonan's hand tightly and didn't let go: "Really, for this matter, I don't believe you, for ......" He hesitated for a moment, but still spoke, "For Cheng Xue's matter, it's not that I don't believe it so I won't tell you......"
Hearing Cheng Xue, Jiang Ruonan's heart couldn't help but skip a beat, and he reflexively wanted to withdraw his hand.
It's a pity that Lu Zhenjun grabbed it tightly, and he took a step closer to deceive, and hugged Jiang Ruonan tightly: "Ruonan, I must admit this matter, I deliberately hid it from you." But it's definitely not that I don't believe you, or that I have any other feelings for Cheng Xue. ”
The latter sentence was said quickly, a person like him, how could he have explained to people in such a low voice, but at this moment, he couldn't care about anything: "Really, I just felt that her identity was dead anyway, and she would never affect my and my future life, so I felt that it would be good for everyone to take this secret as a fact." ”
"What's more, at that time, I didn't know that you and her were different from me, if I had known...... I'm sure I'm not going to hide it from you. "He just wanted to find a suitable wife at first, if he had known that there would be a tempting day, how could he deliberately hide it from her?
But where could he have thought so far back in the first place?
Jiang Ruonan's hands were no longer struggling, and Lu Zhenjun was holding her hand tightly, and he was even sweating in the palm of his hand.
In fact, she just drilled the tip of the horns, and at this time, when she heard Lu Zhenjun say this, she gradually woke up.
Why is she so angry, thinking about Lu Zhenjun hiding her, in the final analysis, it is only because she cares about Lu Zhenjun now, cares about him as a person, and cares about this feeling, so she will find fault with his concealment.
In fact, if it was still the same her, even if she knew that Lu Zhenjun's ex-wife was not dead, but the golden cicada had left her shell, she probably smiled and felt that it had nothing to do with her.
Thinking about it this way, what was wrong with Lu Zhenjun not telling her?
Moreover, she really believed what Lu Zhenjun said, because he didn't have to lie to her.
It wasn't because that person was special that Lu Zhenjun concealed it. It's because he thinks that person doesn't matter, and doesn't hope from the bottom of his heart that she won't affect her current life, that he will really treat her as dead.
Lu Zhenjun naturally noticed that her expression was loose, and immediately chased after her: "Ruonan, really, you believe me." Cheng Xue is indeed my wife in the past, but, for me, as early as when she was bent on divorcing, leaving me and my children to go with another man, I had already treated her as dead. ”
"And, you know that I have a special status, and it's not easy to get a divorce. She would rather die than go back with me, and I don't want to really force her to die, so I can only help her make the illusion of death and deal with everything herself...... This matter is going to make trouble, after all, the impact is not good, and she has already gone abroad, and it is impossible for her to come back, of course I ......"
"You said she was going with another man?"