(Girls' Literature)

"It rains a lot during the Qingming season. Pedestrians on the road want to break their souls. By asking where the restaurant is. The shepherd boy pointed to Xinghua Village...... "I chanted this little poem softly. Over and over again.

The rain outside the window has been blowing since the morning. It is a perfect match for this poem.

Time flies. All of a sudden. Before you know it, it's been a year. Last year's today. It was the day of the death of the country. It was also the beginning of my gradual parting of ways with Yan Yi. I remember the pain vividly. Deep into the bone marrow.

I remember that it also rained on this day last year. I trembled and walked through the corpse-strewn Miyagi to look for Yan Yi. knelt down in the pouring rain and begged Jun Mochen. The rumbling sound of the rain seemed to be engraved in my heart. I can't forget it.

Throw Pin Er Yun back. There are only three people in the entire Jinlan Garden, Zhuang Yi and Rulan. We changed to a plain service in the morning. Prepare paper money, gold leaf and other things to burn to the deceased subjects of the Ling State.

I took a charcoal basin with Zhuang Yirulan. Simply put on offerings and kneel together in the courtyard. A light rain fell on me. But it is cold, and it will penetrate into the heart. There was silence all around. Only the green smoke of paper wafted from the charcoal basin. Gloom drifts through the air.

Zhuang Yi smiled bitterly and said. "My father once said that Qingming is good. It sounds like Haiyan River is clear. Qingming and prosperity. It's just that he probably didn't expect that this Qingming would become the sacrifice day of my Ling Kingdom. It's really a trick to make people. ”

My eyes are a little astringent. I don't know anything about that. Memories of that day. Except that there were only corpses all over the place. It was Yan Yi's blood and the overwhelming rain. All I was looking for that day was Yan Yi.

And Sister Zhuang Yi is different. She grew up beside the emperor and her father. It is naturally difficult to give up family affection.

Zhuang Yi babbled and spoke. I just kept silent and threw the paper money in my hand into the fire one by one. By this breeze to those who bring the kingdom of heaven.

The memorial service has just ended. Then I heard someone knocking on the door. Lang Sheng asked. "Mi Beauty. Miss Zhuang Yi is available. ”

I could tell it was Qi Fu's voice. A nervousness rose in Dengshi's heart. At the same time, there is a hint of anticipation.

Zhuang Yi hurriedly asked Rulan to remove the charcoal pots and candles that burned paper money. Wait for Rulan to take everything down. There is not a trace to be seen.

I glanced at Zhuang Yi. We were all still dressed in plain white. Girls' literature was updated for the first time, but it was too late to change. The palace door is knocking louder and louder. It's as if you won't stop if you don't open the door.

Zhuang Yi stepped forward and opened the palace door. Qi Fu was in a hurry. See what we look like. Dengshi's face turned pale. Then he hung his head again.

Hurry. "Miss Zhuang Yi. Mi Beauty. The emperor held a banquet to celebrate in the Great Blessing Palace. Ladies and gentlemen, please come over. ”

My fingers clenched violently.

Today is the celebration day of Chenguo. But it was the sacrificial day of Ling Guo. Now let's go. It's nothing more than a humiliation. But if you don't go to be taken by someone. I'm afraid it's even harder to do.

I was hesitating whether to go or not to go. Zhuang Yi had already stepped forward and said slowly. "We'll be there right away."

Qi Fu received his order. Look at us again. After all, it's still the Tao. "Today is a good day for Chenguo. The girl still put the clothes ...... It's better to change it. ”

Zhuang Yi still said peacefully. "Okay."

My heart has exploded. Seeing that Qi Fu was ordered to leave. I was worried. "Sister. Today, I'm afraid that the comer is not good. Wouldn't it be better if we didn't go? ”

Zhuang Yi shook his head. "There is no excuse for the sin that you want to add. Since it was invited by the adults. Where to avoid the past. ”

Come to think of it. So we went back to the temple together to change our clothes.

Rulan took a lake blue dress and came over. "Now listen to what Father-in-law Qi Fu means. If my sister is dressed too plainly. I'm afraid I'll be held on. This lake-blue dress is dignified and calm. I can't go wrong. ”

Since it is a sin that is desired, there is no excuse. Then I wore bright clothes. Wouldn't they also say that mine is not?

Case. So why bother with that?

Sidewalk. "I was originally from Ling Guo. Let them go. What's so unseemly. ”

"People live in the mouths of others. My sister doesn't care. But don't be careless. ”

And that makes sense. And he wore this lake-blue garment.

Changing is complete. I thought about it. Or took out the hibiscus wrapped in a handkerchief from the makeup, and slowly inserted it into the bun. I look in the mirror. The tassels hanging down from the step swayed slightly between the buns. Ambilight.

That's how I want to tell Jun Mochen. Girls' literature is updated as soon as possible I will never compromise. If he refuses to accept me like this. That's because he doesn't want me. Push me away from the distance. A man who is so attached to the past. Where is it worth worrying about me like this?

When you walk out of the temple. Zhuang Yi has also cleaned up. She wore a rosewood dress. She stood there gracefully. I can't fault the slightest mistake.

Zhuang Yi looked me up and down. His gaze paused slightly at the sway above my head. Then nodded slightly.

Then we went to the Great Blessing Hall together.

The Great Blessing Hall is the sound of the silk and bamboo orchestra. When the aroma of wine bursts with laughter. It was a little out of place for me and Zhuang Yi to go in at this time.

We both knelt down in the temple.

"The concubines see the emperor. Girls' literature is updated for the first time, and the emperor is blessed with peace and security. ”

"The courtier Ling Zhuangyi has seen the emperor. Long live the emperor. Banzai. Hooray. ”

Suddenly, there was no sound. The air froze for a moment. Only the slightest sound of music came to my ears.

Half a day. Only then did Jun Mochen's voice sound. "Get up."

The officials in the palace didn't expect me and Zhuang Yi to come and change into their usual clothes. I didn't say anything for a while. It didn't make it too difficult.

Zhuang Yi and I stood up and sat down on the side of us. I only felt that Jun Mochen's gaze was coldly shuttling on his body. My heart was beating like a drum. Look down at the corner of your skirt. Noncommittal. Wandering out of the world.

Jun Mochen didn't hear what he said. I don't know what Zhuang Yi said to the officials in the palace.

I don't know what was said. There was a burst of light laughter in the hall. I snapped back to my senses. When I looked up, I didn't see Rulan. I looked thoughtfully around the hall. Sure enough, I didn't see Limo.

These days. Rulan went out as soon as she was free. There is also less time in front of you. It seems that I have seen it too often. I don't know. They seem to be hiding something from me.

Then. I only heard Jun Mochen say. "Tilt your face. You don't drink well. Let Qi Fu send you back to Lintoe Palace first. ”

I was stunned for a moment. He looked at the empty wine glass on the table in front of him. A confused face. I didn't drink anything. Where to get drunk.

Strangely, Sister Zhuang Yi also said. "Exactly. That doesn't bother Father-in-law Qi Fu. The courtiers will send the beauty back first. ”

Although full of doubts. But he didn't ask for anything in the end.

Zhuang Yi helped me to leave. I glanced back at Jun Mochen. He was looking at me with a calm gaze, too. It's not the dull and cold peace of these days. It's indifferent peace. There is even a faint tenderness. I don't understand what it means. Did I just miss something?

Walking on the way back to the palace. Zhuang Yi asked me. "What kind of god did you have? As soon as I entered the hall, it was like no one had anything to do. You ignore good and bad words. I'm exhausted. ”

There was a slight complaint between the words.

I chuckled and asked an irrelevant question. "Sister. You can see when Rulan went out. ”

Zhuang Yi shook his head. “。 But I have to warn you. Limo is a person from Jun Mochen's side. And the woman is the husband who sings with the wife. ”

I know what Zhuang Yi wants to warn me about. But I don't really care about it in my heart. Others can not believe it. I am convinced of Rulan. is not only the love that grew up together, but also a kind of family bond.

If you can't trust family affection. So what else can be trusted.

All the way back to the Intoe Palace. Zhuang Yi said suddenly. "Are you going?"

"Ahh Where to. I looked up at her for some reason.

Zhuang Yi had no choice but to support his forehead. "You really didn't listen to half a sentence?"

I wondered. "How."

"Jun Mochen is going to hunt in the paddock in a few days. For a month, you will be in the car. Ask your body how it might adapt. I thought you were thinking about it, so you didn't answer for a long time. It turns out that you didn't say a word at all. Zhuang Yi explained.

I'm in the driver's seat. I was shocked.

"yes. Are you going? ”

Are you going. I asked myself lightly.

I don't know why. Obviously worried about it for a long time. At this moment, there was some hesitation. It was difficult to choose to simply throw this hot potato to Zhuang Yi. "Does my sister think I should go?"

Zhuang Yi naturally knew what I meant. Instead, he laughed. "You already have the answer in your mind. Also asked what I do. ”

I was stunned for a moment.

Thinking that as soon as Rulan came back, I would send her back, Jun Mochen, I won't go. Wait for Rulan's time. I was a little restless. I just want time to pass a little slower and a little slower.

Thinking of separating him in January. I felt a little uncomfortable in my heart. Instead, I hope Rulan doesn't come back.

So as soon as Rulan stepped into the temple door. My heart tightened. I raised my voice. "Rulan."

Rulan hurriedly said. "What's wrong with my sister?"

"You go back to the emperor, I don't feel well, so I can't drive with me." This sentence is like burning your lips. I can't say anything.

"Sister." Rulan was a little puzzled. Seeing that I did not speak for a long time. His expression gradually became a little panicked.

I found the reason. Road. "Where did you go with Limo?"

"Nope." Rulan blurted out. The speed of denial is suspicious. Rulan also felt it. His face turned red. Branches. "Sister, don't ask. When the time comes, Rulan will tell you. ”

I'm just shifting the subject. Now that I look at her like this, I don't have the heart to ask any more. I didn't say anything until Rulan stepped back.

Instead, I was worried about the hunt in a few days. Is this a blessing or a curse for us? I'm going to go further with him or go further and farther away.