Chapter 35: Self-doubt

The first time Zhou Zhou met Ning Ran was in an advanced English elective course, where the foreign teacher gave everyone an American menu and completed the order according to the prompts.

The U.S. ordering process is complex, providing customers with a variety of choices from drinks, breads, side dishes, sauces, and time, and it takes a lot of time to look up the words on your mobile phone, let alone complete the task in five minutes.

Ning Ran only took a minute, the fastest in the class, and she finished reading the menu with a fluent American accent. Zhou Zhou once thought he was watching a Hollywood movie, but the foreign teacher kept teasing: "You must be an American!"

Ning Ran is the first in the grade of the School of Management and Economics, and this title is enough to amaze the freshmen of the school, such an excellent girl can only be watched from a distance, and cannot be played. Ning Ran has the appearance of Nanxiang in "Little Times", but she has Gu Li's inside, whenever her eyes fall on you, it always makes you start to examine your own shortcomings.

is such a girl, suddenly floating on the parallel line, and collided with Zhouzhou's life with thrilling sparks.

"Hello, I'm Ning Ran. Are you Wang Ziyi's girlfriend? ”

Ning Ran's long hair reaches her waist, but she is sunny and full of deterrence.

Zhou Zhou was sorting out his notebook and looked at Ning Ran in amazement, "Yes." ”

"Wang Ziyi borrowed my TOEFL information, when can I return it?"

"I'll go back and ask him."

"Thank you." Ning Ran laughed, and the two pear vortices were impressive.

Zhou Zhou was absent-minded all the way, got on the bus, leaned on the glass and watched the pedestrians coming and going, feeling that all beings were ordinary, Du Ningran was like a fairy who went down to earth, and went to the hospital to take the elevator to the 1206 ward on the twelfth floor of the inpatient department, and the image of Ning Ran lingered in Zhouzhou's mind.

Wang Ziyi was lying on the bed reading "Introduction and Mathematical Statistics".

Zhou Zhou put the schoolbag on the table, "Do you know Ning Ran?" ”。

Wang Ziyi didn't answer, and directly pointed to the bedside cabinet and said, "Her information is all there." ”

Zhou Zhou knows that the two must have a connection in private, as for what kind of connection, I believe that there is a pure friendship between the two for the time being!

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Zhou Zhou flipped through the drawer to "Wall Street Finance".

She glanced back at Wang Ziyi, who was staring at the book as if to explain something, but they were waiting for the other to speak first.

"Is this book for you to read? Finance? Zhou Zhou pointed the book cover towards Wang Ziyi, the English name on the cover stood impressively in front of Wang Ziyi, a person from the School of Mechanical and Electrical Engineering looked at the books on economics, how to explain to avoid the word "professional"?

"Where is the interest." Wang Ziyi bared his teeth.

"No wonder I see that you are staring at probability theory and line generation when you are fine, why don't you learn big things and mechanical manufacturing?" Zhou Zhou glanced at Wang Ziyi.

"Alright! I admit that I had the idea of changing majors. Wang Ziyi spread out his hands and nodded helplessly.

"I said, tell me any ideas in advance, so that I can be mentally prepared, if I don't find out, when are you going to hide it from me?"

Wang Ziyi closed the probability theory and leaned against the head of the bed.

In the face of the sudden "Cold War", Zhou Zhou was helpless, she thought that Wang Ziyi would coax her to be happy as usual, but this time he was silent.

He wasn't prepared to be honest.

Zhou Zhou never doubted herself, but the change in Wang Ziyi's temperament made her confused. Ning Ran, better than you, more beautiful than you, and more trusted by your boyfriend than you, so what's the point of your existence?

Zhou Zhou sat down with his back to Wang Ziyi and said, "The book, I will give it to Ning Ran, and people will use it." ”

"Okay." Wang Ziyi's answer was weak and pale.

On the basketball training court, Yu Yang and Lin Yue led the players to practice passing skills repeatedly, and the cardiopulmonary training content was "100 times of turnaround and running", half of the players felt unwell after ten minutes, and few people persevered.

The short-haired senior sister stood up and hugged Yu Yang's neck, complaining that Yu Yang didn't know how to care for humanity.

Yu Yang was numb and crispy, every time the senior sister hugged her intimately, it made her feel strange, different from the reaction when she came into contact with other girls, she not only suspected the orientation of this short-haired senior sister, but even doubted herself.

This situation lasted for a week, and during the second week of training, Yu Yang asked for leave and asked Lin Yue to train on his behalf.

During this period, the short-haired senior sister did not cooperate with the training many times, Lin Yue couldn't bear it, and during the break, she decided to open up and talk.

"Senior sister, do you have anything to say?"

The senior sister hula the neckline, sweat soaking the ends of her hair, "It's too hot, do you still need to train when it's so hot?" Why hasn't Yu Yang come these days, I want her to bring it. ”

Lin Yue didn't expect Senior Sister to be so direct, and when she encountered the problem of not being welcomed, Lin Yue tried to influence her, "Senior Sister, you can understand, Yu Yang is indeed not feeling well, if I don't train well, you can also point it out, and even train us." ”

"Yu Yang is not feeling well? Sick? I want to meet her! ”

Lin Yue felt that the senior sister's focus was very jumpy, and this was not the first time that she had blatantly expressed her concern for Yu Yang. Lin Yue took a bottle of mineral water and handed it to the senior sister, thinking about the next question.

"Senior sister, Yu Yang and you must have a good relationship, right? However, my training has also added professional things to Yu Yang, so let's work together to carry this week over, okay? ”

"Nope." The water in the senpai's mouth almost overflowed.

Lin Yue's communication was fruitless, so she allowed her senior sister's "rebellious behavior" to interfere with the state of the other team members again and again.

"Senior sister, do you want to rest? You don't have to be in the team all the time! Lin Yue shook the sweat on her forehead, the sultry weather is more likely to brew conflicts, Lin Yue tried her best to restrain the urge to scold, and warned her senior sister again and again.

"I'm going to see Yu Yang, I'm worried about her!" The short-haired senior sister supported her waist and left the group.

The others looked at Lin Yue, waiting to solve this embarrassment, and the blatant provocation that extinguished the prestige.

Lin Yue knocked over the cruet in this second, both sweet and sour, Yu Yang is understandable as a social expert, but he will not make the team despise to this extent! There are also half of the sophomore seniors in the team, who are calm on the surface, but they don't know how to look at themselves behind their backs.

Lin Yue wiped the sweat from his face and shouted, "Pass the ball!" Fast! ”

Yu Yang was eating with his roommates in the restaurant, and saw the short-haired senior sister suddenly come in from the door, patrolling left and right. Yu Yang slipped under the table, the roommates were confused, the day before yesterday they were drunk and noisy in the dormitory, and today they hid under the dining table, could it be some psychological problem?

"Yu Yangxiao is obedient!" The short-haired senior sister saw Yu Yang who was tying her shoes under the table and ran over excitedly.

"Yu Yang, are you okay? Why haven't you come to training all this time? The senior sister lifted Yu Yang's cuffs and tried hard to pull her up.

The roommate continued to eat melons next to her, the short-haired senior sister was handsome and compelling, and the basketball uniform was matched with the smell of sweat from training. Yu Yang just hid below and didn't come out, for fear that he would be grabbed by the senior sister's tail, and the dead duck had a hard mouth.

"Yu Yang, everyone else's senior sisters are chasing you here? Do you want to skip training? ”

Yu Yang's eyes widened, could it be that his roommates saw something strange? The word "chasing" is really clever and insinuating.

Yu Yang came out from under the ground slowly, and he didn't dare to raise his head, for fear that he wouldn't be able to stand the affectionate eyes of his senior sister, what if he really bent!

"Senior sister, go back first! I'm fine! I'm part of the department......"

Yu Yang's head was about to rub on the plate, and the short-haired senior sister had nothing to do, so she had to go to the window to buy food.

"I'll go first!" Yu Yang covered his mouth and said to his roommate.

"What's wrong? Nervous? "The roommate was kept in the dark from start to finish.

As soon as she walked out of the restaurant, Lin Yue and Zhan Senjie walked towards her, Yu Yang turned around and wanted to escape, but Zhan Senjie was quick to stop her.

Lin Yue was very unhappy standing aside, Yu Yang heard about the provocation of the short-haired senior sister, and he was a little weak-hearted, so he comforted him casually and hurriedly fled the scene.

"What's wrong with her?" Lin Yue looked at Yu Yang's panicked back.

"Hell knows! Let's fall in love! Jensenjie guessed.

Yu Yang has always had a fake note of "no self-study class" for the basketball team, but in the past few days, Yu Yang has inexplicably arrived early and left late every time, and the rules are terrible.

Lin Yue put things together again and reasoned, "I cried that night, was absent from the basketball team after that, and now I am unusually well-behaved to study at night, all of this can only explain ...... Yu Yang has opened his mind! I began to devote myself to becoming the successor of the construction of the motherland! ”

Lin Yue felt that her reasoning was impeccable, if it weren't for Jen Senjie slipping away to the tennis team again, she would have shown off her IQ in front of him.

After evening self-study, Yu Yang left from the back door of the teaching building alone, Lin Yue was very curious and quietly followed.

The Didi car stopped not far away, Zuo Liangren poked his head out to greet him, the taillights came dazzlingly, Lin Yue stood in place, and began to doubt his inference, a good student would not sneak out blindly in the dark, Yu Yang is really hard to change.

After the lights went out, there was a ghost crying wolf howling sound in the corridor again, and in terms of direction, it should be Yu Yang's dormitory again.

Yu Yang held the wine bottle, sat on the ground and sobbed, and his roommate turned on the small lamp and gathered around.

"I'm a scumbag...... I actually like girls...... I'm actually a gay ......," he said and took another sip.

The roommate took the wine bottle away, Yu Yang would take it back, and everyone looked at each other, it was really difficult to empathize with this topic.

"Not necessarily! Maybe you just appreciate your senior sister? Maybe you're misleading yourself and thinking about it that way, but it's not what you think. ”

"No big deal! I saw a couple when I came back from the shower yesterday! ”

"Don't cry, there's class tomorrow! Let's go to sleep first. ”

Yu Yang slapped the ground and howled: "I personally feel that talking to senior sister is different from talking to you!" I have a crush on my senior sister! I think she's so handsome! I'm a gay......"

Yu Yang tore her hair, she could see how much she rejected same-sex orientation in her heart, she was not afraid of heaven and earth, but she was afraid that she would become a "weirdo" in most people's mouths.

When everyone in the world has self-doubt, the truth is often hidden behind the facts, neither Lin Yue-style logical deduction, nor Yu Yang-style subjective assumptions, Yu Yang is afraid of the truth, but in fact, he needs the truth more. The impetuosity of young people will lead to the search for the truth and the current affairs will be half the effort, so let time tell us:

What kind of people are we?