Baili Ye Su was in pain, his body was stunned, and Yan Xiaoyan pushed him away with this kung fu, waved his right hand in the air, and gave him a resounding slap almost without thinking.

With a crisp sound of "pop", both of them were stunned.

Yan Xiaoyu was just in a hurry to push him away, and before he could think about it, his palm had already subconsciously completed the action.

The faintly painful hand reminded her of how much strength she had used, and looking at Baili Ye Su's injured pupils for a moment, she was flustered and at a loss.

Snow-white teeth clenched at his lower lip: "I'm sorry, I ...... I didn't mean it, I know that you were good to me, did a lot for me, and even sacrificed your life to save me, but feelings can't be forced. Although I was moved, agreeing to be with you just because of this is not only a betrayal of Rong Xiu, but also a disrespect for your feelings. ”

She raised her eyes and looked at him carefully: "I'm sorry......"

Baili Ye Su's heart seemed to have turned over to a five-flavor bottle, sour and painful, and almost all the feelings in this short moment came to his heart together.

He forcibly suppressed the bitterness in his heart, and tried his best to ask in a calm tone, "Where am I not as good as him?" ”

Yan Xiaowei didn't want to look at his aggressive gaze, and subconsciously lowered her eyes to the side.

"You are good at everything, but no matter how good it is, it is not him."

Baili Yesu's feet were a little vague, his body shook involuntarily, and his throat seemed to be blocked by something, and even his breathing was painfully tight.

He moved his throat: "If the person you met first was me, would the result be different?" ”

Yan Xiaowei blinked suddenly, and said in her heart, maybe, if she really met such a dedicated and affectionate man first, she would really fall. But where in the world are there so many ifs? The fact is that the first thing she met was Rong Xiu, and it was Rong Xiu who she liked, and it was Rong Xiu who had to be him.

What's the use of thinking about "what ifs" at this time?

didn't want to say such a thing to hurt his heart again, Yan Xiaowei pursed her lips and didn't make a sound.

However, Baili Ye Su could see what she was thinking from the change in her expression.

He smiled dejectedly, desolate and gloomy: "Okay, I see. ”

As he spoke, he no longer glanced at Yan Xiaoyi, and passed by her with a flick of his feet.

Yan Xiaowei lowered her head, only to see a bright yellow corner of her clothes flickering.

Although she knew that what she was doing was right, she was responsible for herself, and she was also responsible for the feelings of Rong Xiu and Baili Yesu. However, rejecting others is not pleasant.

Although she didn't see the back of him leaving, listening to the heavy footsteps of his departure, she already knew very well that perhaps, in just a few seconds, she had lost a friend.

Why do feelings always hurt so much?

Standing silently for a while, stabilizing her mind, she reached out and pushed the door open, only to find Hai Ming standing outside the door. Looking at his appearance, it is estimated that he has been standing for a while.

Thinking of Baili Yesu's dejected appearance just now, and Yan Xiaoyi's pale face now, Hai Ming unconsciously sighed heavily in his heart.

He has grown up with Baili Yesu since he was a child, and he knows better than anyone how he came over for so many years. also knows that such a person who sees almost all things in the world very lightly, once he is emotional, he must be overwhelmed. Therefore, more than anyone else, he hoped that Baili Yesu could meet a good woman and spend his life together.

However, seeing this now, he felt that his heart was aching with Baili Yesu.

Yan Xiaowei was keenly aware of the changes in Hai Ming's mood, and he knew most of the things about her and Baili Yesu, so he didn't beat around the corner. walked to the opposite side and said directly: "I have cleared the Gu poison on the emperor's body, and the quality of the medicinal materials in the palace is much better than that outside, so this time the emperor's poison should not be committed again in the short term." It's inconvenient for me to live in the palace as an outsider, and I'm afraid that there will be some kind of verbal incident if I am known, so I plan to leave. If there is anything you need help from the emperor's side, you can go to me like today. ”

As soon as these words came out, Hai Ming's brows suddenly twisted.

He was already wearing a navy blue official uniform, and his brows furrowed, making him even colder.

"Miss Yan, are you leaving? The emperor is doing well now, but who knows what will happen next? These five Gu poison subordinates have learned a little, where can they be solved once or twice? In case, like just now, the first moment is fine, and the next moment it is suddenly poisonous, is it too late for the lower officials to find you? Miss Yan, if you have a conscience, think about who the emperor is for such a serious poison today! ”

The words were like a fierce fist, and they hit Yan Xiaoyi's heart at once.

Of course, she knew that he owed Baili Yesu a life, but if she stayed and continued to contact Baili Yesu, the relationship between the two would definitely be like a mess. It's better to be ruthless like this, and cut off all feelings with one knife!

It's so neat, it's good for him and for himself.

Although, perhaps in the eyes of outsiders, she is too cold-blooded and ruthless, and she doesn't know how to repay her, but these are also the ways she has to do it as a last resort and can come up with to minimize the harm to him.

She was silent for a moment, and said softly: "It's better to write down the recipe for the Gu solution for you, and then take some blood from my arm and seal it in the jar, in case the emperor suddenly falls ill, even if I am not there, you can follow the recipe to solve the Gu for the emperor." ”

As soon as the words fell, Hai Ming on the other side suddenly became angry, he raised his fist suddenly, and smashed it down at Yan Xiaoyi.

Yan Xiaowei intuitively felt a palm wind in front of her, and a black shadow quickly swept over, she was startled, subconsciously shrank down, and closed her eyes tightly.

She knew it was Hai Ming's fist, and she knew that her words angered him.

However, if his punch could make Baili Ye Su angry, then she would rather take this punch!

Hai Ming on the other side looked at her like this, gritted her teeth, the two rows of teeth were clenched together, and her face was a little distorted with such strength.

However, with a twist of his fist, he finally stopped abruptly, and slammed into the door frame next to him with a "clang".

Even though the sturdy Nanmu was still smashed by his fist.

This loud noise sounded particularly harsh in the empty hall, and you can imagine how much effort it used.

However, Hai Ming was like a wooden man, as if he didn't feel any pain at all.

The anger towards Yan Xiaoyi, the distress for Baili Yesu, the incompetence of himself, and all kinds of feelings were intertwined for a while, almost overwhelming him.

However, reason still told him that he couldn't move Yan Xiaoyi, otherwise, Baili Yesu would be distressed.

His eyes were red, and his voice was tense: "Miss Yan, do you really want to be so unkind?" Xia Guan fully understands your feelings for Rong Gongzi, but, on the other hand, what point is the emperor sorry for you, worthy of you to draw a line like a ghost? Do you know what he did for you? ”

He took a deep breath: "Okay, even if these personal feelings are not mentioned, as the people of Baili Country, do you also have the responsibility to fulfill some obligations when the emperor is sick?" ”

His heavy eyes stared at her tightly: "Hai Ming doesn't ask the girl to be with the emperor, but at least now the emperor is not in good health, please don't leave at this time when you need a trustworthy doctor to take care of you." ”

This cold guard, his tone was so moved for the first time, and Yan Xiaowei felt very uncomfortable when she heard it.

She pondered for a moment, then nodded.

Well, when Baili Yesu's body has not yet recovered, she will stay for the time being.

Seeing her face loosen, Hai Ming knew that she had been convinced, and the nerves that had been tense were also relaxed.

However, Yan Xiaoyi's mood was not easy at all.

On the one hand, she knew that the regimes had just overlapped, and although it was peaceful up and down, there was a turbulent dark tide behind the scenes. Especially the former prime minister Fang Xuanen has not been arrested yet, which is like burying a timed bombing that doesn't know when it will explode. The bullet is ordinary, so that people can not relax at all. Therefore, Baili Yesu must not let others know about the Gu poison on his body now, otherwise it will reach the ears of those who have a heart, and it is likely that a storm will brew. Therefore, whether it is out of love for Baili Yesu or out of the obligation of a Baili citizen, she has the responsibility to do a good job as a doctor and avoid his worries.

On the other hand, she was also a little worried.

If you continue to stay here now, will it be considered a procrastination? said that it was good to cut off Baili Yesu's feelings for her cleanly, but she found that it was not easy to completely draw a line, at least at this critical juncture, it was impossible.

However, it was different from her fears. In the next few days, Baili Yesu seemed to have adjusted his feelings for Yan Xiaoyun in an instant, and during the routine physical examination twice a day, he did not show special feelings for her, and he didn't even look at her.

It was as if the previous confession was just her delusion.

Therefore, the embarrassment and guilt that I had in the face of him at first gradually calmed down over time.

There is not much communication between the two people, but gradually there is no psychological burden.

On this day, Yan Xiaowei helped Baili Yesu change the medicine, checked his pulse again, and made sure that the inflammation of the wound at his shoulder blade had been cleared, and after the Gu poison showed no signs of attack for the time being, she carried the medicine box and retired to Baili Yesu as usual.

Baili Ye Su also sat there lightly and reviewed the folds, without saying too much about her departure.

At this time, it was unitary time, and the sky was already dark.

Yan Xiaoyu hurriedly walked out of the main hall of Mingyu Palace, planning to go back to her cabin in the side hall.

However, suddenly a north wind blew, and the candle flame in her embroidery lamp was extinguished at once, accompanied by a pungent smell of candle flames, and the surroundings suddenly fell into darkness.