Chapter 133 Falling into madness
Father Yan quietly looked at the Liu family in front of him, his eyes were not shocked, and he couldn't even see the slightest emotion. However, even so, he could clearly feel the unusual momentum that he exuded all over his body.
The more silent it is, the more it means a storm is coming!
Father Yan opened his mouth lightly, and his voice was calm, but every word he said was like a storm coming, sweeping over at once, making people unable to breathe.
"There are some things that I don't say doesn't mean I don't know. Back then, I was at the end of my rope, and marrying you was indeed out of practical considerations, and now I think about it, I really shouldn't have been. However, at that time, I was a poor boy, and I couldn't afford to live, and my father-in-law and his old man valued me, so I could only hold on to it as a life-saving straw. After all these years, I don't know what you want, but there is really only so much I can give you. There are some things that I don't pursue because I feel indebted to you. If you can find a glimmer of comfort through venting, I am willing to bear the consequences. However, over the years, you have not gotten better, but have become worse. If you continue to do this, sooner or later you will cause a catastrophe! ”
As he spoke, his tone suddenly became desolate, with indescribable feelings: "Back then, Xi Xin was drugged to death by you in collusion with the maid and mother-in-law, if it wasn't for Xi Xin secretly buying a little girl and ordering her to send Xiao Cumin out, I'm afraid Xiao Xin would have been killed by you a long time ago." For so many years, I'm not indifferent to your feelings. Because of you, I asked someone to find the whereabouts of Xiao Cumin, but I didn't dare to take her back to the house, so that she spent sixteen years in the countryside looking at people's faces. But how can you still do this! Tell me, recently, between you and Momiji, there has been a lot of trouble in the open and in the dark, which has made the chickens and dogs in the house restless! For what, exactly? ”
As he spoke, he stretched out his hand to Yan Xiaoyun on the side, with full helplessness and sadness in his tone: "Why doesn't Xiaomei go home, have you thought about it?" Why can't we just let go of all those grievances and grievances? If this continues, sooner or later, everyone in our Yan family will turn against each other! ”
Liu smiled disdainfully, his hands clenched tightly in the cuffs, and his nails were pinched into the palms of his hands: "Put it down?" You said put it away? No way! Yan Haisheng, these are all love debts you owe, if you don't pay them off, no one should think about it! ”
As if she remembered something, her eyes suddenly became distant: "At that time, my father said that there was a young talent in the academy, and I secretly hid behind the screen and took a fancy to you. At that time, you were so handsome, and you still had a sense of arrogance in your bones. At that time, there were so many scholars in the front hall, and they were all rushing to slap my father. However, as far as you are concerned, you are obviously dressed so shabbyly, but you are not humble or arrogant at all, and even when my father praised you for your outstanding literary talent and knowledge, you only smiled faintly, and there was no smug appearance at all. ”
"I had you in my heart at that time", she said, and she smiled lightly: "You don't know how happy my father was when he said that he wanted to kiss you." Later, when I heard that you agreed, I was even happier and didn't know what to do. Although our Liu family is a small family, my daughter is also taken care of and pampered as a pearl in the palm of her hand. For you, I nest in the boudoir every day to learn from the female worker, and I want to embroider the best wedding dress with a needle and a thread. ”
After that, she smiled sarcastically: "However, when I put on the wedding dress that I thought was the best, you didn't even look at me when you visited the church, as if I was air in front of your eyes!" I thought you had a cold personality and were so arrogant, but in the cave room, you looked at my dowry maid with tender eyes! That's when I realized that you could laugh so gently! ”
Liu Shi paused, his voice was so choked that he could barely speak, and his body was also fluttering and he was about to fall down at any time: "Later, when you proposed to take Xi Xin as a concubine, I actually had a premonition in my heart. At that time, I was still thinking, marry a husband, a man, which one is not three wives and four concubines. However, since she was taken as a concubine, you have been with her almost every day. No matter how busy she is, she has to go back and warm up in her room for a while before leaving. ”
Speaking of this, she could barely control her emotions, as if she was about to reach a critical point, and her voice was tense and almost broken: "Do you know what the maids in the house were talking about me behind my back at that time?" Say I'm a widow! Even when my mother came to see me, she kept asking me why I had been married to you for a year, and there was no news in my stomach! ”
She had a pair of red eyes, and her usually dignified face was distorted and a little hideous: "What do you want me to tell her old man?" Say I've been married to you for a year, and you haven't touched me at all? Later, I put something in your ginseng tea, and finally I had that once, but what was your attitude towards me the next day? As if I had sinned so much, they didn't want to look at me again! Is it wrong for me, as a wife, to just want to be with my husband? ”
She avoided her eyes, calmed down her emotions a little, and said again: "You are indeed very good to me, you ask for warmth on weekdays, and you want to do whatever you want." However, you have never treated me as a woman, so what's the use of giving me more? ”
Father Yan listened to Liu's words, and his heart seemed to be touched, but his tone did not ease at all: "I admit that if I had taken your feelings into account a little back then, you would not have gone to a dead end." However, you have always known why you are so vicious, and you have to die of hard work! ”
Liu suddenly became furious: "Because of her, you can't look at me again!" That dead hoof, I think she was an orphan since she was a child and treated her like a sister, but what about her? The man who robbed me always pretends to be a victim to win sympathy! I'm just going to kill her, not just her, I'm going to kill her daughter!" ”
As she spoke, her eyes suddenly turned, and suddenly fell on Yan Xiaoyi, who had been twisting her eyebrows and listening to the two talk about the grievances of the previous generation: "At that time, I was careless, and that dead hoof would give birth to the child and send it away." If I had planned a little more carefully, this little bastard would not have survived until now! ”
She looked at Yan Xiaowei with gloomy eyes, like a female leopard staring at her prey, and her pupils shrank suddenly: "You little bastard, you are as cunning as your shameless mother." On the surface, he is innocent, but in fact, he has a bad stomach behind his back. You put the fire in the wind last time, right? teamed up with Liu Hongye and the two of them to dig out the Aunt Li I had planted in it and drove them away. I'm coming to Lian Yitang today, and you're secretly attacking Mama Wang again! Hmph, you're He Xixin's daughter of that dead hoof, it's really true! ”
Yan Xiaoyun saw that the Liu family looked like he saw everything clearly, and he didn't hide it anymore. I have seen her hysteria and vicious heart, and now she is no longer called "Niang", but has changed her name to "Big Lady", just a few words show the difference between her way of looking at Liu.
Yan Xiaowei felt that calling her "eldest lady" was already very face-saving, after all, not everyone can be so calm and "respectful" in the face of killing their mother.
She said lightly: "Big lady, originally the grievances and grievances of your previous generation have little to do with me. I haven't experienced it, and I don't know who is right and who is wrong with your complicated grievances. It's just that from the bottom of my heart, I feel that it's your business to fight inward, as long as it doesn't hurt me, I can turn a blind eye. But now that you're going to do something to me, I can't stop pretending to be stupid, can I? If that's the case, it's not pretending to be stupid, it's really stupid. ”
As she spoke, she raised her head slightly, her tone accentuated without a trace. Although she was only a sixteen-year-old girl, she spoke loudly: "For example, today, you originally came to me with your purpose, and I originally wanted to quietly return the people you brought. By the way, I would like to give you a warning so that you don't think that I am really that easy to bully. Who knows, when you see your father coming, the whole person panics, and his emotions are uncontrollable. Although you are my elder, I have to say that if I were you, I would never have come to this point where you are today. ”
When Liu Shi heard this, his half-squinted eyes suddenly burst into anger, and the sharp female voice seemed to be about to pierce the air: "It's not your turn to judge what I do!" You little vixen, aren't you very happy to see me fall into this step of the field? Hmph, if you don't say it, I also know how happy you are in your heart! This one is exactly like your damn! ”
Yan Xiaoyi's face turned cold: "Big lady, let me warn you." No matter what my mother did in her life, now that she has died in your hands, you don't feel guilty. However, such verbal insults must not be repeated! Otherwise, don't blame me for not taking you as an 'elder' in my eyes! ”
As soon as she finished speaking, Liu suddenly "giggled" and laughed: "Heh, okay, now even a little person like you doesn't take me seriously, right?" I'm going to see how the hell you don't take me seriously? ”
As she spoke, she suddenly rushed over with her teeth and claws, and when she arrived in front of Yan Xiaoyi, her elbows were bent, her fingers were stuck behind her head, and when she took it down again, she grabbed a thin and long silver hairpin in her hand!
Yan Xiaowei looked at the silvery-white metal, and there was a chill in the not so warm sunlight of winter Japan through the bamboo window, and she couldn't help but be on guard all over her body.
She straightened up, like a taut arrow, ready to leave the string. looked at the person in front of him who was already crazy: "What are you going to do?" ”
Liu Shi smiled lightly, the corners of his mouth curled up in a solemn arc, and asked rhetorically, "What are you doing?" ”