Chapter 28: A Sad Past
Iman cried at the time, "Sister Jingyan, Qingyang is not a thing, you can't do this." ”
She was in a hurry, and she couldn't even say well, but Yue Jingyan didn't care about these things with her, but just said coldly: "You don't count these words." Yiyi, I've given you too much. ”
Later, because of Qingyang, Iman and Jingyan never spoke again. When eating, there was Sister Jingyan there, so she didn't go down.
Yi's father blamed Iman's childishness, and Iman quarreled with Yi's father because of this.
Everyone likes the excellent Sister Jingyan, she always likes it at school, her classmates like it, her parents like it at home, and Aunt Yue likes it, so she is so unpopular. Finally, there is Qingyang by her side, and Sister Jingyan has to grab it.
And what else to say, "Yiyi, I gave you too many things." "Who's letting whom. This is her Iman's home.
Later, she never won Sister Jingyan after all.
She thought that she and Qingyang could grow old together. She and Qingyang once walked hand in hand in every corner of the city, facing the breeze, the sun, and the bright moon. But one day Qingyang turned his back on her.
She and Qingyang also quarreled, because Qingyang said in front of her that Sister Jingyan was generous and decent, and she Iman was like a child who didn't grow up.
is a demon in his heart, how can he listen to the closest person say this. Iman made a big fuss and left angrily.
After thinking about it all night, I felt that I was also at fault. Sister Jingyan is already more generous and decent than her, and what Qingyang said is just an indisputable fact. So Iman regretted it, she went to Qingyang to reconcile, but found something she would never forget in this life.
Her sister Jingyan was pillowed in her Qingyang's arms, naked but with a sweet face.
Iman squatted on the ground whimpering and crying, everything could not go back, Sister Jingyan really snatched Qingyang away.
It is not so much that Sister Jingyan snatched Qingyang, but that she pushed Qingyang away and gave Sister Jingyan an opportunity to take advantage of.
The plot is just as bloody as in the novels and TV series.
Later, Qingyang ran out to explain to her that Iman could listen to it, and his heart was disappointed in Qingyang.
Qingyang is so clean, but it is still dirty after all.
When he was a child, Qingyang asked Yiman, "Yiyi, your doll is dirty, what should I do?" ”
Iman didn't raise his head, and his childish voice responded, "It's dirty, then don't do it." ”
If it's dirty, don't want it, but what should Qingyang do? Qingyang is not a doll, but he is dirty.
Along the way, Iman's crying and Qingyang's explanation. "Yiyi, don't cry, I know I'm wrong, I just took her for you."
"If you are me, you can do such dirty things, Qingyang, do you know, you are dirty, really dirty!"
When crossing the street, it was a red light, but a car came over, Qingyang pushed her away, and the red blood was sprinkled on the road in the sun.
She cried again, she knew that she had completely forgiven Qingyang, but it was too late. Qingyang, he still went.
Qingyang said, "Yiyi, I was wrong, but I didn't almost make it up to you anymore." Yiyi, it would be nice if God gave me some more time, my Yiyi is still so young, she can't do laundry, she can't cook, and she can't even be gentle. Yi Yi is so stupid that he can't be bullied. I'm gone, Yiyi, what are you going to do. ”
Iman burst into tears, "Qingyang, don't go, Qingyang, I'm begging you, Yiyi begging you." ”
"Yiyi, stop being rash and live well. I will never be able to be by your side to protect you in the future. I never had time to tell you that you actually look really ugly when you cry. ”
Iman punched him, "You are ugly...... before the word "ugly" was finished, Qingyang's eyes were already closed, and the temperature of his palm gradually cooled until it was as cold as ice.
A heart-rending sound was heard, and the grief of death filled the entire ward.
At that time, the childhood sweethearts had no guesses, they had no heart and lungs and smiled, they ate, drank and had fun together, and everything dispersed with Qingyang's departure.
When Sister Jingyan came, she also cried, she scolded Iman, she said that if it weren't for Iman, Qingyang would not have died. Iman didn't fight back despite her beating and scolding.
Soon after, Sister Jingyan went abroad, leaving her alone facing the empty pale walls, and she could no longer find the feeling of the past.
It's been three years, and it's been almost three years since Qingyang left, and Sister Jingyan has never come back. Perhaps the best feeling Qingyang left her was the warmth and whispering of that night.
No matter who you recognize, whether you have loved it or not, at least you have it. The corners of Sister Jingyan's mouth moved slightly, looking at the shape of her lips, she called ---- Qingyang.
She, like herself, never let go.
At this moment, Iman was really afraid that Sister Jingyan would go so quietly like Qingyang, and her tears kept flowing down, and she didn't realize it at all.
After Qingyang left, Iman searched everywhere for traces of his existence, but in the end he found nothing.
Things are people, and they don't have to do anything, and tears flow first.
Yan Guangchen's grandmother was unwell and went to the hospital. The moment he walked into the hospital, he remembered the embarrassed but playful Iman of that night.
There was a burst of warmth in my heart, and a smile unconsciously appeared on my face. Maybe I can meet this funny girl again this time.
When everything was arranged, he walked out of the ward, and looked around one room after another. I wanted to see Iman, but I didn't want her to come to the hospital because something had happened.
This ambivalence has always dominated his gaze. I guess I would be seen as a mentally ill person by the way I look now.
Yan Guangchen chuckled, still moving forward step by step.
Iman was sobbing low at this time, and suddenly heard Sister Jingyan say ---- water.
Does this mean that Sister Jingyan is subconsciously awake, and Iman instantly felt that the strength of her whole body had returned. She stood up, stumbled and ran out to get water.
When I turned on the faucet, the hot water vapor filled my eyes, and all the previous events hit me, and I lost my mind in an instant.
Yan Guangchen happened to come here, thinking that the reunion of the two should be beautiful and romantic. But he didn't want Yan Guangchen to see Iman, who was unconscious when the hot water was sprinkled on his hands.
I don't know why she is so lost, but Yan Guangchen is still glad that she came out for a walk, and she met her as she walked.
Walked up to Iman and helped the girl turn off the hot water faucet, only to see the tears on the face of the girl in front of him, as if he had been wronged, and he felt that his heart was a little painful.
Iman was stunned and asked first, "Chen, why are you here?" ”
Yan Guangchen stared at Iman's red-hot hands, didn't speak, grabbed her and walked to the front desk. While carefully applying the medicine, he explained: "My grandmother is sick, and I accompany her for infusions. I just happened to pass by and met you. ”