Forty-three (1)
There was a car waiting not far ahead, and when she saw Shen Qiangrose coming, the attendant officer on one side opened the car door, she glanced ahead, and saw two bright yellow headlights shining straight ahead, and her mind was turning in an instant, as if there were countless insects biting her heart, giving birth to a lot of pain like a knife, she only felt that her breathing was tight, and there was always a voice in her head asking herself, "Do you want to leave?" Do you want to leave? ”
Just like this over and over again, with the cold wind invading the body and mind, in a blink of an eye she had arrived at the car, the attendant officer saluted her, she glanced at it slightly, but walked straight away from the car, and Lin Ning's somewhat hurried voice came from behind her, "Miss Shen, where are you going?" ”
She turned a deaf ear, raised her eyes to see that the night was vast, and she could vaguely see the dim street lamps outside the platform, and at this time there was only one thought in her heart, that is, to leave here, and no longer have any ties with Su Huiyi. Lin Ning's voice behind him became closer and closer, "Miss Shen, it's less than an hour before you can take the boat, you have to go to the dock immediately." ”
Han Wan'er also caught up, grabbed her hand, and said anxiously: "Sister, it's all come to this point, don't you still understand?" Don't be stubborn! ”
Shen Qiangrose only felt that her heart was in turmoil, and the emotions in her body seemed to be about to explode, making her eyes heat up and her voice was hoarse, "I don't want to leave for the time being, you don't care about me." ”
As soon as the words fell, she heard a jumble of footsteps getting closer, raised her moist eyes, and saw Su Huiyi, who was dressed in a military uniform, striding over, his expression loomed in the dark night, she didn't see the truth, and suddenly panicked, but inexplicably flashed her hopeful emotions, clenched her palms tightly, forcibly suppressed the urge to cry, and watched him walk to the opposite side.
There was less than a man between the two men, his face was expressionless, and his voice could not hear the ups and downs, and he ordered the attendant officer beside him, "Take her to the car." ”
Shen Qiangrose knew that he was going to use force, and her irrepressible emotions finally vented out, she looked at him coldly, as if she was facing each other, and said, "Didn't you say that you don't want me anymore, since we have nothing to do with life and death in the future!" Why do you care if I live or die? It doesn't matter to you whether I'm going to Fuso or the United States, or where I'm going! On what basis do you interfere? ”
Su Huiyi was silent for a moment before he said: "Even if I am domineering, you must listen to me this time, when you get abroad, I can't care about what happens." ”
All of Shen Qiangrose's stubbornness collapsed in an instant, tears fell, and she said word by word: "You told me before that you would take me away when the situation stabilized, and you also said that you would not leave me no matter what." ”
The night in front of her was pitch black, and tears blocked her eyes, so that she couldn't really see his expression, but only vaguely glanced at the corners of his lips that moved slightly, and she gasped, "Are you hiding something from me?" Is it a war between the north and the south? Or ...... with Fuso"
Before she finished speaking, Su Huiyi had already interrupted her coldly, "I don't like you anymore, so I want to send you far away." His voice seemed impatient, "Only when you leave can I marry someone else." Haven't you always had the heart to protect Qiao Yunhua? Now I am perfecting you. ”
Shen Qiangrose's body shook suddenly, and she looked at him in disbelief, as if her voice was trembling, "I don't believe it." When she said this, she felt that she had no confidence, as if her heart was falling straight down, as if she was about to fall into the abyss. At this moment, I only felt sad and painful, but I didn't know where the reason came from, and I asked him calmly, "I won't be with him." ”
Su Huiyi also fell into silence, the people around him had already retreated to the back, the two of them stood still and didn't move, letting the night breeze shuttle on their bodies, and after a long while, he said lightly: "It's none of my business." ”
After saying that, he waved his hand, and the attendants ran over one after another, and made a gesture of invitation to Shen Qiangrose, "Miss Shen, please leave with us." ”
Shen Qiangrose took a step back, she had always been so stubborn, and she refused to tear off the tight string in her heart, she looked at Su Huiyi stubbornly, and said in a cold voice: "I'm not leaving!" ”
She turned around and wanted to leave, but Su Huiyi grabbed her arm, his force was so great that she staggered and hit his chest, he picked her up with neat movements, and walked straight towards the car. Shen Qiangrose seemed to be crazy at this moment, struggling his body, "You let go of me!" ”
The tears in her eyes were full again, and she faintly saw the two bright lights of the headlights getting closer and closer, but despite her strength, she still couldn't break free, he almost overbearingly tied her tightly, she finally struggled until she had no strength, lying on his shoulder, sobbing lowly, the night wind was entangled in her ears, her tears fell silently on his shoulders, and she whispered in his ear: "Tell me honestly, is there something wrong with the south?" Are you in such a hurry to send me away, are you planning to fight to the death with the Northland? ”
Su Huiyi walked straight forward, and when he heard the words, he didn't answer her immediately, and was silent for a long time, until the car was close in front of him, and he said lightly: "I said it, it has nothing to do with this, it's because I'm tired of you, and I want to send you far away, and I won't see you again." ”
As he spoke, he had already put her in the back seat, and the driver was already ready and quickly started the car. Shen Qiangrose's eyes were full of tears, and she looked at his face through the dim headlights, and saw that he pursed his lips with a resolute expression, and his eyes paused slightly on her face, and then looked at her lower abdomen, and only after a moment did she "bang" and close the car door.
Shen Qiangrose's face was still full of hope, but this sound was undoubtedly the muffled thunder of summer, which shocked her into despair, and she raised her eyes to look at him in a panic, and saw that the night was like ink, and he stood motionless, his eyes followed the car, but his expression was no longer real.
And the car gradually drifted away, and his long figure was finally obscured by the darkness into ink spots. She felt as if her whole heart had been torn open, and her eyes were hot for a while, and when she touched it with her hands, it was already wet. When she looked up, the car had already driven out of the train station at a gallop, and there were few dry trees on the side of the road, as if they had faded from full to ruined at once, and she vaguely remembered the summer scenery, but now she thought about it in a trance.
It turns out that late autumn has arrived.
The car was very quiet on this journey, and Han Guan'er, who was sitting at the other end, couldn't help but have hot eyes when he saw her grief-stricken appearance, especially in this situation, when the family and country were not protected, and the strong men were bleeding, I don't know how many people fought bloodily on the front line and died generously.
Her tears fell, and somehow she remembered the poem, "Poor and uncertain riverside bones, like a person in a spring boudoir dream"
The cars soon drove to the docks, and because of the anxiety of the war, many countries sent ships to prepare for the evacuation of the expatriates at any time. In addition to the dense garrison outside the wharf, there are many foreign sailors and sailors, and there are many people waiting in front of them, who will be released after being inspected by the crew one by one.
The car drove straight into the vehicle gate on the other side, and slowly stopped, at this time, the crew had already come over, and after Lin Ning communicated with them in Spanish, he opened the back door and said to Shen Qiangrose and them: "Miss Shen, this is the crew member George who is in charge of your overseas trip, if you have any questions, you can find him." ”
Shen Qiangrose didn't have the heart to pay attention to this, hurriedly nodded to George, and got out of the car with Han Wan'er's help, the wind on the dock was fast and cold, she only felt chills all over her body, but at this time, she didn't know what to do except walk forward numbly. The voice of the person on the other end was boiling, and listening to it in her ears made her even more upset.
When she thought about the separation, Su Huiyi said to her, tears fell involuntarily, until she walked to the springboard, still confused. When I looked back, I saw that the other end of the pier was still crowded, and they were walking towards this side noisily.
And Lin Ning and the others stood down and waved goodbye to this side, and they were soon overwhelmed by the crowd. She only felt that she didn't even have any strength, leaning on Han Wan'er and walking forward numbly, the wind on the river was very strong, especially on such a night, it was mixed with the cold winter to get the cold, and the people who blew were cold to the bone.
Looking ahead, the thick black river was boundless, and the bright moon reflected the rolling waves, surging and flowing one after another, and the crowd on the deck gradually became denser, and the voices became more and more noisy, and the noise passed through her ears.
George's crew led them towards the cabin, and she slowly walked across the deck, looking at the endless river that was gradually moving away, and her heart was full of mixed feelings.
Looking back, the foreign oil lamps on the shore have become farther and farther away, faintly, only a little fluorescent, shadowy, and shimmering in the dark night.
She still can't believe that in a short period of time, she got on a ship bound for an unknown destination. The cabin had been opened, and countless people walked past her, talking one after another, and some people were even talking about the current situation, "Have you heard?" The north has broken through to the front line of Mingyang, and if there is another defeat there, it will soon be defeated in Chenjiadian! ”
She heard this sentence in a trance, and the others echoed something, but they all turned a deaf ear. Clenched his palms tightly, and for a moment he only felt a buzz in his brain, and he was stunned in place.
It seemed to flash in front of his eyes that Su Hui intended to be resolute before parting, he clearly said that he didn't want her anymore, but why was her heart still painful? She still remembered that when he was holding herself, his steady breathing and body temperature, he was obviously separated, why did he feel that everything was very far away from her?
Tears fell silently, and she turned her head in a hurry, trying to look into the distance through the river, but she couldn't see anything except the dark night starry river.